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Old 01-02-2012, 04:48 PM   #31
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damnit, i was drinking ginger ale when i saw that

now my laptop screen is covered in it

 
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Old 01-03-2012, 08:26 AM   #32
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still going strong. i had a dream about smoking and woke up thinking i had done it but i didn't. i have two cigs on my desk just sitting there, it gives me comfort or something. they are still there so i didn't smoke

how is everyone?

 
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Old 01-03-2012, 08:49 AM   #33
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i had one on the first.

last sober cigarette was the 24th. not beating myself over drunk cigarettes yet. and those are becoming a lot less frequent anyway.

 
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Old 01-03-2012, 09:00 AM   #34
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the thing with me is i keep my addiction at bay for at least the past 7 years, but it's pretty strongly rooted... i almost never smoke during the day, maybe one with a friend or something from a time to time. but at night i always smoke 1-2 cigs or joints.
it's been that way for years, with occasional withdrawls, but i always come back.
it's most definitely not dependency on nicotine, or whatever - simply the ritual of closing the day with it. the occasional daytime cig is like what order_66 said - social smoking

 
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Old 01-03-2012, 12:57 PM   #35
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You guys give me hope that my brother will quit smoking one day.

Then I look outside and reality hits

*sigh*

 
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Old 01-03-2012, 02:25 PM   #36
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WHEN REALITY HITS
TAKE A HIT BRO
http://ts4.mm.bing.net/videos/thumbn...%3DWFHAnSEobNo

 
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Old 01-03-2012, 03:07 PM   #37
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LOL

 
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Old 01-09-2012, 08:35 PM   #38
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still going good
day 10
whoever says cigs are harder to quit than opiates has never been addicted to opiates

 
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Old 01-09-2012, 08:40 PM   #39
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maybe you're an outlier

 
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Old 01-09-2012, 08:53 PM   #40
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nine days and had to pass the first drunken test on friday. passed with flying carpets.
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Old 01-09-2012, 09:13 PM   #41
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maybe you're an outlier
no dude im pretty sure shitting and puking constantly for seven or so days with the worst anxiety ever and horrible RLS and then drawn out depression and anhedonia for months is worse than nic fits

@Mooney - good job

 
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Old 01-09-2012, 10:10 PM   #42
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Old 01-09-2012, 10:41 PM   #43
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2 days off benzos?

 
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Old 01-09-2012, 10:44 PM   #44
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ps congrats on all you now-non-smokers

make it a netphoria challenge.

 
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Old 01-09-2012, 10:56 PM   #45
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y'all a bunch of sissies

 
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Old 01-09-2012, 10:57 PM   #46
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Old 01-10-2012, 09:09 AM   #47
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still going good
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whoever says cigs are harder to quit than opiates has never been addicted to opiates
yep

 
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Old 01-10-2012, 09:12 AM   #48
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2 days off benzos?
Quitting these is weird too. I haven't been successful entirely but I've taken long breaks. I love pills, but sometimes I cannot fucking think when I have been eating them a lot. When it gets to the point that I don't remember if I'm high or not I think it's break time. That should happen again in a few weeks...

Sometimes benzos make me outrageously angry. Has this happened to you? I find that odd because they are used as anti-anxiety medicine and yet they are increasing my tension. This only happens when I have been using them for many days in a row though, so I guess that's all I need to know.

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Old 01-10-2012, 09:27 AM   #49
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yeah i've seen people in benzo rages before, it's a paradoxical reaction but isn't super rare, afaik

 
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Old 01-10-2012, 09:41 AM   #50
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whenever i try to quit i get really really depressed and hate everything that ever existed

like that thread about how empty and hollow life is was 48 hours without a smoke

 
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Old 01-10-2012, 10:09 AM   #51
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yeah i've seen people in benzo rages before, it's a paradoxical reaction but isn't super rare, afaik
Dude I wanna trip with you one day

Part of me thinks with our combined passion for drugs, we'd become really rich and really arrested !!!

 
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Old 01-10-2012, 10:33 AM   #52
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i don't even do drugs anymore but i would like to trip again some day for sure and smoke pot occasionally

i cant control myself with downers :/

 
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Old 01-10-2012, 10:34 AM   #53
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awww poor reprise85

 
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Old 01-10-2012, 10:46 AM   #54
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i know, im so deprived

 
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Old 01-10-2012, 10:47 AM   #55
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dean are you addicted to anything besides suicidal ideation

 
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Old 01-10-2012, 10:53 AM   #56
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now that i finally have a job i find myself smoking much more, ironically.
WHAT ELSE AM I SUPPOSED TO DO ON MY BREAK

 
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Old 01-10-2012, 11:00 AM   #57
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dean are you addicted to anything besides suicidal ideation
i'm DEPENDANT on my mediction, without it i feel like i'm being judged and prosecuted for a crime i didn't commit. with the medication i feel like i'm being judged and prosecuted for a crime i did commit.

 
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Old 01-10-2012, 11:07 AM   #58
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dean, i will always judge you.

 
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Old 01-10-2012, 11:09 AM   #59
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i mean persecuted. i think.

 
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Old 01-10-2012, 11:09 AM   #60
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i see, that's not too great of a choice... paranoia vs guilt. sorry it's like that for you

and i get the difference between dependence and addiction

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