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Old 12-01-2017, 04:36 PM   #4741
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I had a dream with montelds in it.

I really need to stop posting here. This shit is ingrained into my subconscious.

 
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Old 12-01-2017, 06:05 PM   #4742
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i've had dreams with trots in them, and i think aeris, and scottytheoneand (who i met irl), prob some others

 
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Old 12-01-2017, 06:18 PM   #4743
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yeah I've had different netphorian dreams.

it's all too real innit

 
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Old 12-01-2017, 06:38 PM   #4744
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i've had pumpkins dreams but luckily not netphorian dreams yet

 
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Old 12-01-2017, 07:46 PM   #4745
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I've had several tsp dreams but this the first phoryan one. fucking monte in a wheelchair pushed by his spouse into zuzus. even in the dream i was pretty taken aback.

lol sobriety. this always happens when i quit. tons of vivid rememberable dreams.

 
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Old 12-01-2017, 08:17 PM   #4746
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fucking monte in a wheelchair
you did what?

 
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Old 12-01-2017, 09:22 PM   #4747
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Lol

 
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Old 12-01-2017, 09:25 PM   #4748
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i have sp dreams a lot, usually where billy is playing a show and i meet him before randomly in public and we are like... not old pals, but i've been a fan for a long time and we've met a bunch of times and he knows me by name

 
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Old 12-01-2017, 09:30 PM   #4749
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I had this incredible dream in which I heard a tsp album that doesn't exist. it was so good. some sort of cross between sd and mii. later on it would come back to me and i would want to hear it. have to remind myself it doesn't exist.

had a similar boris dream only it was a live performance of songs that don't exist. Best Boris concert ever. woke up like woah.

 
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Old 12-01-2017, 10:04 PM   #4750
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I've definitely had the listening to SP albums that don't exist dreams

 
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Old 12-01-2017, 10:05 PM   #4751
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also once had a dream that I went to see the original SP and it was like 1992 but the lead singer turned out to be my girlfriend at the time and not billy corgan

 
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Old 12-01-2017, 10:07 PM   #4752
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Thank god it was 92, and she wasn't bald and in a gaultier.

 
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Old 12-02-2017, 12:19 AM   #4753
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i've had dreams with trots in them, and i think aeris, and scottytheoneand (who i met irl), prob some others
i've had a few dreams involving netphorians. nothing exciting, though. kind of like boarding here

i'm having weird dreams lately. they don't make any sense. I wake up and can't figure out what they were even about.

 
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Old 12-02-2017, 12:21 AM   #4754
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I'm going through second purberty right now. my tits hurt. I cry all the time. I feel like an awkward 13 year old, except not as miserable as when i was a 13 year old boy.

 
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Old 12-02-2017, 12:51 AM   #4755
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Story of my life.

 
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Old 12-02-2017, 12:56 AM   #4756
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my first puberty was the worst experience of my life. i wanted to kill myself all the time. it disgusted me.

 
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Old 12-02-2017, 01:04 AM   #4757
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Yeah. I hated myself so much. My body and my face and my hair...

now it's like lol this is me fuck it and fuck everyone. also i have shampoo ad model hair now which helps.

 
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Old 12-02-2017, 01:05 AM   #4758
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I remember pulling into the garage and thinking all I have to do is press thr button close the door and leave the engine running. go to sleep...

dark times.

 
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Old 12-02-2017, 01:06 AM   #4759
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You are not thinking about suicide again, are you scotty?

 
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Old 12-02-2017, 01:07 AM   #4760
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i always worried that i would ruin someone's life. like whoever found me would be scared and it would be my fault. or that my mother would be a wreck. so guilt stopped me

 
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Old 12-02-2017, 01:13 AM   #4761
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Good.

For me it was fear. I am too much of a coward. Just thinking about it scared me shitless. That is some real darkness.

 
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Old 12-02-2017, 01:21 AM   #4762
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i would use a suicide bag. but it requires a lot of helium or nitrogen and probably the assistance of another complicit human. supposedly you just get light headed and pass out without panic or the feeling of suffocation

 
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Old 12-02-2017, 01:21 AM   #4763
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all my dead friends used drugs or guns.

 
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Old 12-02-2017, 01:28 AM   #4764
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I would just engineer some scenario where I could die while giving my life as a hero so that I wouldn't have to disappoint my family.

 
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Old 12-02-2017, 01:29 AM   #4765
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I met a dude once, Filipino-America, super chill stoner funny and laid back.

A week later he hung himself.

 
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Old 12-02-2017, 01:31 AM   #4766
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Scotty I am really sorry for acting like a bigoted prick towards you. I have been bullied a little in the past so I know exactly what it feels like which means I have no excuse.

I apologize.

 
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Old 12-02-2017, 01:36 AM   #4767
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Scotty I am really sorry for acting like a bigoted prick towards you. I have been bullied a little in the past so I know exactly what it feels like which means I have no excuse.

I apologize.
i srsly don't remember anything that you should feel bad about

 
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Old 12-03-2017, 06:58 AM   #4768
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Yo wattup

 
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Old 12-04-2017, 06:54 PM   #4769
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i just spent 4 hours at school and got basically nothing done. fucking abstract and conclusion are all i need to do. i read my whole paper etc. the abstract is just not long enough but it's almost there. but the conclusion is hard as fuck. jesus christ i want to be done

 
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Old 12-04-2017, 06:56 PM   #4770
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hey friendos

I had to take off work today for an important doctor appt. I texted my boss last night and then called and texted her this morning. Never got a response. I know she's pissed and likely thinks she is teaching me some important lesson by not responding. She's such a childish fucker, I hope she suffers greatly in the future.

 
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