crying in public

mistle · 02-26-2004, 03:16 AM

yeah. i wont bother you with why i've been feeling this way lately, but this morning when i got on the bus to school i was feeling kinda sad so i put dawn till dusk in my cd player 'cause i thought it might cheer me up.
it didn't. instead mcis made my eyes wet and when tonite, tonite came on i really had to fight myself not to start crying right there.
thankfully i didn't. it would've been so embarrassing

as is this, i suppose

i'm such an o-boarder

Elvis The Fat Years · 02-26-2004, 03:18 AM

its people like you that make people like me look like people like julio

mistle · 02-26-2004, 03:21 AM

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Originally posted by Elvis The Fat Years
its people like you that make people like me look like people like julio

that's confusing. why don't you just make fun of me?

Dead · 02-26-2004, 03:36 AM

You could easily have just pretended you were tired or that something was in your eye.

ReadMusic · 02-26-2004, 03:39 AM

So why have you been feeling that way?

mistle · 02-26-2004, 03:39 AM

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Originally posted by Dead
You could easily have just pretended you were tired or that something was in your eye.

no, i meant really crying. like, "boohoo nobody loves me" crying

mistle · 02-26-2004, 03:42 AM

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Originally posted by ReadMusic
So why have you been feeling that way?

uh, i don't really feel like talking about that. i'm stupid and can't do anything right. that'll do

Dead · 02-26-2004, 03:42 AM

You could have pretended someone or your pet died or whatever. That brings up an interesting story.

I'll just paste:

Dead> my boss called up one of his assistants today that was in germany visiting her father
Dead> to ask when she was coming back
Dead> but she wasnt home
Dead> and her father answered
Dead> and said she was shopping
Dead> then later today she called up my boss and said she was out shopping and when she came back her father was dead
Dead> of a heart attack
Dead> and my boss told her to go visit him in the first place
Dead> or she wouldnt have been there
Dead> she was gonna go during the summer

C33 · 02-26-2004, 08:55 AM

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Originally posted by Dead

Dead> and my boss told her to go visit him in the first place
Dead> or she wouldnt have been there
Dead> she was gonna go during the summer

sleeper · 02-26-2004, 06:30 PM

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Originally posted by mistle
yeah. i wont bother you with why i've been feeling this way lately, but this morning when i got on the bus to school i was feeling kinda sad so i put dawn till dusk in my cd player 'cause i thought it might cheer me up.
it didn't. instead mcis made my eyes wet and when tonite, tonite came on i really had to fight myself not to start crying right there.
thankfully i didn't. it would've been so embarrassing

as is this, i suppose

i'm such an o-boarder

thats not embarrassing, its very aimable. girls crying can either be beautiful or hideous, but thats cute and sincere. by the way: i saw this stunning beautiful sight today: the subway was down so they had shuttle buses going along a really busy street, so the bus would move forward like 20 feet and stop for a few seconds, etc etc. out on the street, walking steadfastly in the same direction, was the girl crying as she walked. not like bawling but with a red face and kinda little sobs. so im standing there in a crowded bus peeking beyond peoples' shoulders, while the bus goes the same speed as her, then stops. she walks ahead, then the bus passes her, still crying. the bus stops and she walks by again. so we quietly danced like this for what seemed like ever until the bus stopped, she went ahead, and disappeared. presumably into a building or whatever. it was one of those moments when you kinda have a subtle out of body feeling, like your watching yourself frozen on a bus being shuffled back and forth watching her cry. it was also one of those moments when the inner sensitive boy in me felt like crying too or going out there and giving her a hug or something feminine enough to be called a fag by any other more macho guy. god, i actually miss that moment

GrungeGuy · 02-26-2004, 06:42 PM

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Originally posted by mistle
yeah. i wont bother you with why i've been feeling this way lately, but this morning when i got on the bus to school i was feeling kinda sad so i put dawn till dusk in my cd player 'cause i thought it might cheer me up.
it didn't. instead mcis made my eyes wet and when tonite, tonite came on i really had to fight myself not to start crying right there.
thankfully i didn't. it would've been so embarrassing

as is this, i suppose

i'm such an o-boarder

dashboardconfessional4u?

mxzombie · 02-26-2004, 06:47 PM

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Originally posted by Dead
You could have pretended someone or your pet died or whatever. That brings up an interesting story.

I'll just paste:

Dead> my boss called up one of his assistants today that was in germany visiting her father
Dead> to ask when she was coming back
Dead> but she wasnt home
Dead> and her father answered
Dead> and said she was shopping
Dead> then later today she called up my boss and said she was out shopping and when she came back her father was dead
Dead> of a heart attack
Dead> and my boss told her to go visit him in the first place
Dead> or she wouldnt have been there
Dead> she was gonna go during the summer

i think i get it. that sucks a lot.

Dead · 02-26-2004, 06:52 PM

Well maybe I can be more clear if you guys didn't get it.

My boss was going to a conference last week for a week. So he suggested that his assistant go visit her father in Germany since my boss was away anyway. And otherwise she would have gone to visit during the summer.

So my boss got back and he called her up to see when she was returning. And her father answered. And said she was out shopping. So my boss talked to the father and then hung up.

Then a few hrs later my boss got a call from his assistant in Germany saying she was out shopping and when she got home her father had died of a heart attack.

So I guess that's the story.

pink_ribbon_scars · 02-26-2004, 06:57 PM

Yeah, I hate crying in public. Back when I was in college things got me down sometimes and I could get in terrible moods. One day I decided I could cure my awful mood with a visit to the Van Gogh & Gaugin exhibit at the Art Institute. Well, I wasn't thinking about the fact that poor Van Gogh was a total nutcase and that reading about his mental illness and thinking about it while viewing moving works like Starry Night probably wasn't the most cheery of all activities. I ended up wandering around the exhibit crying like a moron. I think I left pretty soon after that started, but people were definitely looking.

I hope your situation improves. Mine is much better. Hurrah for graduation and good boyfriends.

spava · 02-26-2004, 07:46 PM

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Originally posted by sleeper

thats not embarrassing, its very aimable. girls crying can either be beautiful or hideous, but thats cute and sincere. by the way: i saw this stunning beautiful sight today: the subway was down so they had shuttle buses going along a really busy street, so the bus would move forward like 20 feet and stop for a few seconds, etc etc. out on the street, walking steadfastly in the same direction, was the girl crying as she walked. not like bawling but with a red face and kinda little sobs. so im standing there in a crowded bus peeking beyond peoples' shoulders, while the bus goes the same speed as her, then stops. she walks ahead, then the bus passes her, still crying. the bus stops and she walks by again. so we quietly danced like this for what seemed like ever until the bus stopped, she went ahead, and disappeared. presumably into a building or whatever. it was one of those moments when you kinda have a subtle out of body feeling, like your watching yourself frozen on a bus being shuffled back and forth watching her cry. it was also one of those moments when the inner sensitive boy in me felt like crying too or going out there and giving her a hug or something feminine enough to be called a fag by any other more macho guy. god, i actually miss that moment

Where do you live?

sleeper · 02-26-2004, 07:57 PM

toronto. why was that you crying?

spava · 02-26-2004, 08:01 PM

No, but I saw the busses on Bloor as I walked to class. What happened in the subway?

sleeper · 02-26-2004, 08:11 PM

"lost power at ossington", which probably means somebody jumped.

DeviousJ · 02-26-2004, 08:13 PM

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Originally posted by mxzombie
i think i get it. that sucks a lot.

I think the point was that she wouldn't have got to see him if she hadn't gone on her boss' suggestion, so in a way it's a good thing

mxzombie · 02-26-2004, 08:27 PM

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Originally posted by DeviousJ
I think the point was that she wouldn't have got to see him if she hadn't gone on her boss' suggestion, so in a way it's a good thing

yeah i understand it better now. but the fact that her father died does suck.

Dead · 02-27-2004, 01:49 AM

One of the main weird points was that he talked to the guy just a few minutes before he died and that's pretty freaky.

I guess the entire story is weird.

My boss told her to go see him because you never know when something might happen. And then it happened!

02-26-2004, 03:16 AM	#1
mistle bonnie stars Location: saxophone Posts: 12,077	crying in public yeah. i wont bother you with why i've been feeling this way lately, but this morning when i got on the bus to school i was feeling kinda sad so i put dawn till dusk in my cd player 'cause i thought it might cheer me up. it didn't. instead mcis made my eyes wet and when tonite, tonite came on i really had to fight myself not to start crying right there. thankfully i didn't. it would've been so embarrassing as is this, i suppose i'm such an o-boarder

02-26-2004, 03:36 AM	#4
Dead Deaddy is your daddy! Location: Veronica Mars played with my Wii. Posts: 39,187	You could easily have just pretended you were tired or that something was in your eye. __________________ I like video games, Spider-Man, and long walks on the beach.

02-26-2004, 03:18 AM	#2
Elvis The Fat Years 007 373 5963 Posts: 31,408	its people like you that make people like me look like people like julio

02-26-2004, 03:39 AM	#5
ReadMusic Apocalyptic Poster Location: VALLEY RANCH Posts: 2,922	So why have you been feeling that way?

02-26-2004, 03:42 AM	#8
Dead Deaddy is your daddy! Location: Veronica Mars played with my Wii. Posts: 39,187	You could have pretended someone or your pet died or whatever. That brings up an interesting story. I'll just paste: Dead> my boss called up one of his assistants today that was in germany visiting her father Dead> to ask when she was coming back Dead> but she wasnt home Dead> and her father answered Dead> and said she was shopping Dead> then later today she called up my boss and said she was out shopping and when she came back her father was dead Dead> of a heart attack Dead> and my boss told her to go visit him in the first place Dead> or she wouldnt have been there Dead> she was gonna go during the summer

02-26-2004, 06:52 PM	#13
Dead Deaddy is your daddy! Location: Veronica Mars played with my Wii. Posts: 39,187	Well maybe I can be more clear if you guys didn't get it. My boss was going to a conference last week for a week. So he suggested that his assistant go visit her father in Germany since my boss was away anyway. And otherwise she would have gone to visit during the summer. So my boss got back and he called her up to see when she was returning. And her father answered. And said she was out shopping. So my boss talked to the father and then hung up. Then a few hrs later my boss got a call from his assistant in Germany saying she was out shopping and when she got home her father had died of a heart attack. So I guess that's the story.

02-26-2004, 06:57 PM	#14
pink_ribbon_scars At the beginning Location: GJ 1214 b Posts: 10,760	Yeah, I hate crying in public. Back when I was in college things got me down sometimes and I could get in terrible moods. One day I decided I could cure my awful mood with a visit to the Van Gogh & Gaugin exhibit at the Art Institute. Well, I wasn't thinking about the fact that poor Van Gogh was a total nutcase and that reading about his mental illness and thinking about it while viewing moving works like Starry Night probably wasn't the most cheery of all activities. I ended up wandering around the exhibit crying like a moron. I think I left pretty soon after that started, but people were definitely looking. I hope your situation improves. Mine is much better. Hurrah for graduation and good boyfriends.

02-26-2004, 07:57 PM	#16
sleeper Minion of Satan Posts: 8,801	toronto. why was that you crying?

02-26-2004, 08:01 PM	#17
spava Apocalyptic Poster Location: Toronto Posts: 1,546	No, but I saw the busses on Bloor as I walked to class. What happened in the subway?

02-26-2004, 08:11 PM	#18
sleeper Minion of Satan Posts: 8,801	"lost power at ossington", which probably means somebody jumped.

02-27-2004, 01:49 AM	#21
Dead Deaddy is your daddy! Location: Veronica Mars played with my Wii. Posts: 39,187	One of the main weird points was that he talked to the guy just a few minutes before he died and that's pretty freaky. I guess the entire story is weird. My boss told her to go see him because you never know when something might happen. And then it happened!