Do you ever wake up and wish you hadn't?

spa ced · 02-07-2004, 02:50 PM

I don't mean because you're still sleepy.
I mean you're upset because you wish you had died.
I woke up like that this morning. I've never really respected Atheism but this morning I understood what the beauty of eternal sleep/rest could seem like.

SuckSuckStyle · 02-07-2004, 02:52 PM

I was JUST about to make this exact same thread.

meow · 02-07-2004, 02:53 PM

Yeah. this morning. I wish this day would just go away.

i can't wait to go home to my mom and dad's...

miss world · 02-07-2004, 02:54 PM

today is a good day.

Sepiae · 02-07-2004, 02:59 PM

I don't wish I died. But I do wish I hadn't gotten out of bed. I thought something good might come of it, but I'm feeling pretty low on the totem pole today.

Dead · 02-07-2004, 03:01 PM

I wake up my own way. Throwing my whole life away.

SuckSuckStyle · 02-07-2004, 03:02 PM

i was too depressed to get up and go to practice. (plus my back hurts). I have nothing to do today. Or tomorrow. I don't have a car anymore. I don't want to spend money, I don't want to be here, I don't want to be enrolled in this college, I don't want to be with anyone here. I want to go home. I'm tired of being alone in my room. The more I think about it, the more I realize that realistically, I probably won't be able to pay for NEU next semester and my parents are going to push it on me to stay here. there's nothing for me here. i should've died 2 weeks ago. I'm going back to bed.

meow · 02-07-2004, 06:17 PM

Ever since I got up, things have gotten progressively worse. I hate it when someone knows you have something major to do today, and then backs off on a promise - knowing full well that it will upset you.

I hate feeling that I have to cry every 5 minutes.

phaedrus · 02-07-2004, 06:19 PM

i wish that last night had never ended.

mxzombie · 02-07-2004, 06:21 PM

just an hour ago i did.

Ensoul · 02-07-2004, 06:34 PM

weekends are great.

weekdays suck... except for that one person.

Eulogy · 02-07-2004, 06:35 PM

uh

You guys could always just kill yourselves. Same thing. right?

spa ced · 02-07-2004, 06:45 PM

Quote:

Originally posted by Eulogy
uh

You guys could always just kill yourselves. Same thing. right?

Not really.

Eulogy · 02-07-2004, 06:47 PM

Quote:

Originally posted by spa ced

Not really.

How is it different?

If you wake up and wish you'd died....I mean, you could make that happen if you wanted to.

spa ced · 02-07-2004, 06:50 PM

Quote:

Originally posted by Eulogy

How is it different?

If you wake up and wish you'd died....I mean, you could make that happen if you wanted to.

It's different because of the different stigmas attached to the way someone dies. If I would commit suicide, it would cause great shame and harm to my family. If I died of natural causes or whatever that wasn't from my doing, my family would still feel saddened but there would be no shame or guilt associated with my death.

Isle · 02-07-2004, 06:53 PM

sometimes i wish i could wake somewhere else.

Eulogy · 02-07-2004, 06:54 PM

Quote:

Originally posted by spa ced

It's different because of the different stigmas attached to the way someone dies. If I would commit suicide, it would cause great shame and harm to my family. If I died of natural causes or whatever that wasn't from my doing, my family would still feel saddened but there would be no shame or guilt associated with my death.

So the only thing keeping you from killing yourself is the possible effects it would have on your family?

That's no good.

spa ced · 02-07-2004, 06:58 PM

Quote:

Originally posted by Eulogy

So the only thing keeping you from killing yourself is the possible effects it would have on your family?

That's no good.

No I also have personal spiritual reasons for being against suicide.
It's not because I believe in hell or purgatory or anything like that, because I don't.

Bobbin TB · 02-07-2004, 07:00 PM

frequently

02-07-2004, 07:02 PM

There are always mornings where you are disappointed the grim reaper didn't come for you in your sleep.

the · 02-07-2004, 07:05 PM

i do. and it's bad. mh.

but today was a good day.
i am also very hungry.

ambienlife · 02-07-2004, 07:24 PM

dying in your sleep would suck

but i hate waking up knowing the only way to make it through the day is to drink

im comforitable knowing i wont live much longer even if my death is self determand

spa ced · 02-07-2004, 07:29 PM

Quote:

Originally posted by ambienlife
dying in your sleep would suck

Why? It's painless.
I'm afraid of some long, painful death.

ambienlife · 02-07-2004, 07:55 PM

Quote:

Originally posted by spa ced

Why? It's painless.
I'm afraid of some long, painful death.

its the last thing you will ever feel
so i want to feel every bit of it

02-07-2004, 02:50 PM	#1
spa ced Braindead Location: Machu Picchu Posts: 15,291	Do you ever wake up and wish you hadn't? I don't mean because you're still sleepy. I mean you're upset because you wish you had died. I woke up like that this morning. I've never really respected Atheism but this morning I understood what the beauty of eternal sleep/rest could seem like. __________________ To view links or images in signatures your post count must be 5 or greater. You currently have 0 posts. No contaban con mi astucia!

02-07-2004, 07:05 PM	#21
the Minion of Satan Location: ajksaksak. Posts: 7,794	i am never completely awake i do. and it's bad. mh. but today was a good day. i am also very hungry.

02-07-2004, 02:52 PM	#2
SuckSuckStyle Socialphobic Location: you look like you like to hang out. you look like you like to hang out and drink soda Posts: 12,677	I was JUST about to make this exact same thread.

02-07-2004, 02:53 PM	#3
meow Netflix Me Location: Human Skull! Posts: 27,712	Yeah. this morning. I wish this day would just go away. i can't wait to go home to my mom and dad's...

02-07-2004, 02:54 PM	#4
miss world Minion of Satan Posts: 8,742	today is a good day.

02-07-2004, 02:59 PM	#5
Sepiae is a modern day sex camel Location: Boston, baby Posts: 7,662	I don't wish I died. But I do wish I hadn't gotten out of bed. I thought something good might come of it, but I'm feeling pretty low on the totem pole today.

02-07-2004, 03:01 PM	#6
Dead Deaddy is your daddy! Location: Veronica Mars played with my Wii. Posts: 39,187	I wake up my own way. Throwing my whole life away.

02-07-2004, 03:02 PM	#7
SuckSuckStyle Socialphobic Location: you look like you like to hang out. you look like you like to hang out and drink soda Posts: 12,677	i was too depressed to get up and go to practice. (plus my back hurts). I have nothing to do today. Or tomorrow. I don't have a car anymore. I don't want to spend money, I don't want to be here, I don't want to be enrolled in this college, I don't want to be with anyone here. I want to go home. I'm tired of being alone in my room. The more I think about it, the more I realize that realistically, I probably won't be able to pay for NEU next semester and my parents are going to push it on me to stay here. there's nothing for me here. i should've died 2 weeks ago. I'm going back to bed.

02-07-2004, 06:17 PM	#8
meow Netflix Me Location: Human Skull! Posts: 27,712	Ever since I got up, things have gotten progressively worse. I hate it when someone knows you have something major to do today, and then backs off on a promise - knowing full well that it will upset you. I hate feeling that I have to cry every 5 minutes.

02-07-2004, 06:19 PM	#9
phaedrus Minion of Satan Location: up there somewhere Posts: 8,014	i wish that last night had never ended.

02-07-2004, 06:21 PM	#10
mxzombie Braindead Location: i like traffic lights, but only when they're green. Posts: 15,578	just an hour ago i did.

02-07-2004, 06:34 PM	#11
Ensoul Apocalyptic Poster Location: New Jersey Posts: 4,245	weekends are great. weekdays suck... except for that one person.

02-07-2004, 06:35 PM	#12
Eulogy huh Posts: 62,361	uh You guys could always just kill yourselves. Same thing. right?

02-07-2004, 06:53 PM	#16
Isle Braindead Location: Unison Posts: 19,375	sometimes i wish i could wake somewhere else.

02-07-2004, 07:00 PM	#19
Bobbin TB Apocalyptic Poster Location: Pocatello, Idaho Posts: 1,525	frequently

02-07-2004, 07:02 PM	#20
Lizard Queen Posts: n/a	There are always mornings where you are disappointed the grim reaper didn't come for you in your sleep.

02-07-2004, 07:24 PM	#22
ambienlife Demi-God Location: in a dream Posts: 393	dying in your sleep would suck but i hate waking up knowing the only way to make it through the day is to drink im comforitable knowing i wont live much longer even if my death is self determand