Merry Crapmas and a shitty new year everyone!

phaedrus · 12-30-2003, 03:23 PM

What a fucking shitty holiday season.

1.
It started out two days before christmas when a police officer murdered his wife and then committed suicide. This was just a couple of blocks from my house. I used to see the guy jogging in our neighbourhood all the time. Apparently his wife was going to leave him.
The really sad part of it though was that his 12 year old daughter was sleeping upstairs when it happened. She heard the gunshots and came downstairs to find the bodies. Merry Fucking Christmas! Poor girl. I want to cry a million tears for her.
That fucking bastard of dad. The gun he used was his police-issued revolver he had smuggled out of the police stations very early that morning. (Usually they're kept locked up unless other arrangments are made).

2.
I fell in love again with my ex-girlfriend. We dated for two and a half years. She goes to school two-hours away from me. She saw a guy after she dumped me four months ago, but that has since ended. We've still been fucking whenever we see each other. She still claims she loves me, and I just fell back in love with her. I thought those emotions for her had gone from me. Once again she's going to break my heart, she's going back to her school for new year's tomorrow. She'll move on to another guy though she says she wants to spend the rest of her life with me 5 years from now. Fucking bullshit. I somehow don't think fuck-friends are supposed to work like that.

3.
I have absolutely nothing to do for new years. I've realized I had no friends in high school. All my friends are in university with me, and not here for new year's. I think I'll just be getting wasted with a few close buddies and my sister.

All in all, I can't wait to see the new year. I need to meet some new people. I need to pick up. I need to be a better person.

Isle · 12-30-2003, 04:02 PM

:hug:

i feel so sorry for that little girl too. fucking pig/chicken.

i hope the thing with your girlfriend works out.

ditto on no.3

yo soy el mejor · 12-30-2003, 04:19 PM

phaedrus · 12-30-2003, 04:58 PM

thank you all for your sympathy.

i'd better get laid tonight.

Ensoul · 12-30-2003, 05:50 PM

well it sucks when you like someone SO much but you cannot tell whether she absolutely is falling for you or absolutely despises you... hmm... what do I do?

oh well. i am hanging with my best friend for new years. i'm not one to get drunk but he is and he needs someone to drive him home.

12-30-2003, 03:23 PM	#1
phaedrus Minion of Satan Location: up there somewhere Posts: 8,014	Merry Crapmas and a shitty new year everyone! What a fucking shitty holiday season. 1. It started out two days before christmas when a police officer murdered his wife and then committed suicide. This was just a couple of blocks from my house. I used to see the guy jogging in our neighbourhood all the time. Apparently his wife was going to leave him. The really sad part of it though was that his 12 year old daughter was sleeping upstairs when it happened. She heard the gunshots and came downstairs to find the bodies. Merry Fucking Christmas! Poor girl. I want to cry a million tears for her. That fucking bastard of dad. The gun he used was his police-issued revolver he had smuggled out of the police stations very early that morning. (Usually they're kept locked up unless other arrangments are made). 2. I fell in love again with my ex-girlfriend. We dated for two and a half years. She goes to school two-hours away from me. She saw a guy after she dumped me four months ago, but that has since ended. We've still been fucking whenever we see each other. She still claims she loves me, and I just fell back in love with her. I thought those emotions for her had gone from me. Once again she's going to break my heart, she's going back to her school for new year's tomorrow. She'll move on to another guy though she says she wants to spend the rest of her life with me 5 years from now. Fucking bullshit. I somehow don't think fuck-friends are supposed to work like that. 3. I have absolutely nothing to do for new years. I've realized I had no friends in high school. All my friends are in university with me, and not here for new year's. I think I'll just be getting wasted with a few close buddies and my sister. All in all, I can't wait to see the new year. I need to meet some new people. I need to pick up. I need to be a better person.

12-30-2003, 04:02 PM	#2
Isle Braindead Location: Unison Posts: 19,375	:hug: i feel so sorry for that little girl too. fucking pig/chicken. i hope the thing with your girlfriend works out. ditto on no.3

12-30-2003, 04:19 PM	#3
yo soy el mejor Banned Location: all over the Internet Posts: 43,693

12-30-2003, 04:58 PM	#4
phaedrus Minion of Satan Location: up there somewhere Posts: 8,014	thank you all for your sympathy. i'd better get laid tonight.

12-30-2003, 05:50 PM	#5
Ensoul Apocalyptic Poster Location: New Jersey Posts: 4,245	well it sucks when you like someone SO much but you cannot tell whether she absolutely is falling for you or absolutely despises you... hmm... what do I do? oh well. i am hanging with my best friend for new years. i'm not one to get drunk but he is and he needs someone to drive him home.