I think it's about time I've whined

[KrazeeStacee]

I'm sitting in my room getting high by myself and I'm really pissed at someone, but my friend tina is on her way over.

I hate people who lie, i do.

I'm bored kids.

[DevilSaint]

Here, have a candy cane. They always make me feel better.

[KrazeeStacee]

I had one, but I gave it to a friend. Now I have none.

[Esty]

You always seem to feel so bad. Thank you for the card and I sent you one back. Hope you like it and I hate liers also.

[Axis of Action]

Originally posted by KrazeePumpkin
I'm sitting in my room getting high by myself and I'm really pissed at someone, but my friend tina is on her way over.

I hate people who lie, i do.

I'm bored kids.

thousand post party?

Originally posted by Esty
You always seem to feel so bad. Thank you for the card and I sent you one back. Hope you like it and I hate liers also.

Liar!

[Junebug]

I'm sure your friend will make you feel better. Being angry is such a pain. hope things get better.

[Affectation]

I hate when you do this stupid shit. We don't care unless you give us details. And if you don't have the balls to post details, don't fucking make the thread.

[Affectation]

Originally posted by Sehki


thousand post party?

No one cares, shithead.

[yo soy el mejor]

Originally posted by Affectation
No one cares, shithead.

that's a false absolute, man! because i cared.

[KrazeeStacee]

Originally posted by Esty
You always seem to feel so bad. Thank you for the card and I sent you one back. Hope you like it and I hate liers also.

Aww, thanks

[KrazeeStacee]

Originally posted by Junebug
I'm sure your friend will make you feel better. Being angry is such a pain. hope things get better.

thanks

[Transformer]

Originally posted by Affectation
No one cares, shithead.

how did i know you wrote this before i looked at the username?

[KrazeeStacee]

Originally posted by Affectation
I hate when you do this stupid shit. We don't care unless you give us details. And if you don't have the balls to post details, don't fucking make the thread.

All you had to do was ask, fuckface.

So basically Paul (everyone should know Paul by now) and I sorta kinda got back together. We've been friends for a few months now and things seemed to be a lot nicer. Less fights, no drama, good friendship. We had no "benifits", though we did end up sleeping in the same bed for a few months because he got kicked out of his previous home with a friend.

Then things started to get shifty the last time I went to Detroit. He got mad because I was going out there to see this guy I like, and his band play a show or whatever...

So we try to dust off this thin line we had going between friendship and relationship...apparently it didn't work. He made me feel so guilty and shitty for even liking this guy or whatever, and everytime we had any sort of conversation, we started fighting about this because I had told him we should see other people but he hates anyone that makes me happy who isn't him.

Okay so skip about a month of all this bullshit, and last night I find out some shit about how he lied to me about these few girls...His exgirlfriend who he told me was "crazy" and was "stalking him" came to his work while I was outside waiting for him. They talked for a while, I drove over and beeped and I asked him what that was about...he said he was trying to tell her to leave him alone for the 824378th time. So I say fine, give me her number, I'll get her to leave you alone. He's hesitant to give it to me, but he does. (Yes, he still has her number in his phone)

I call her and scream at her and all this, then a couple days later she calls me and she's like "I don't want to talk to Paul, I just want to know how badly I'd been lied to"...

She told me that the reason he started talking to me again was because I called him and told him I was 7 months pregnant with his child. What?!

She also tells me that he'd said they should stay friends and keep things open for the future. She said the first time he'd told her to leave him alone was when I got her number from him. He called her right after that to tell her that I was psyho and I was gonna call her, and that nothing was going on between me and him, that we were just friends (why did he feel the need to assure her of that?)

Then we move on to this girl Lisa. His co-worker, Stever, has a daughter in college. Since he loves Paul so much, he tried to fix him up with her. Paul told me about all Stevers "jokes" and all that, I laughed, I didn't care...I told him to see other people...

Then he finally meets her and JPs like "damn she's hot blah blah, you know her?!" and Paul's telling JP to shut up because he doesn't want me to know.

Later that night, I ended up finding this out and I asked him why he "left out" the part about finally meeting this girl. He's like "I didn't think it was anything big, I talked to her for like 5 minutes, it was nothing" I'm like whatever, I don't care, just please be honest with me...

Next weekend I'm going out to Detroit. Paul had made plans with this Lisa girl, I guess, to hang out next weekend. Paul's gonna be alone at my house for a weekend. That just made my blood boil that he'd actually lie to my face about that. Even after I told him I didn't care.

So he kept making me feel like shit over all this and he played Mr. Righteous and make me feel like shit because I wanted to go to Detroit.

Then I came home, screamed at him, he said I was crazy and asked what the hell I was talking about...so I told him to get out of my house. I pushed him out the door, he said dont touch me, of course, I pushed him again....Then he gets up in my face and starts saying "hit me again, hit me again" so I gave him a slap or two in the face, then finally I got so mad I punched him. He returned the gesture so JP nearly killed him, then we all threw him out.

Today I decide that since he can snoop through all my shit (like he's been doing), I can snoop through his. So I got into his email account and found a conversation between him and my sister...basically insinuating that they had deep feelings for eachother and I quote:

Paul: i remembered this one time we were fighting in the basement and you had me pinned down and i was trying to bite you, i had this strong impulse to kiss you, but i couldnt because of stacy
Paul: that was wierd
My sister: yeah i remeber many times having that feeling... but yeah.. i was a good girl and sister

That was back when Paul and I lived in my Mom's basement.

So of course, I flipped. I couldn't believe that not only HE would do that...but that my SISTER would do that to me. She lies in my face and tells me how much she loves me then she tells Paul how she stole the jack from my car so that if I get a flat, I'm stranded, and then they laugh about it. It was an 11 page convo, and there was so much more that got me fumed.

Also, I was going to pay for my sister to come up and stay with me for a while. Wow, I wonder what they had planned.

So I called him at work today and told him I found this, and he's like "what are you talking about? you're crazy" (see a trend here?)...Then I started reading it to him and he said he had to go and hung up on me. I haven't heard from him since.

But I have all of his stuff here. Every article of clothing he owns beside the clothes on his back. All his cds, and many video game systems.

So yeah, happy holidays.

[miss world]

Originally posted by KrazeePumpkin


But I have all of his stuff here. Every article of clothing he owns beside the clothes on his back. All his cds, and many video game systems.

So yeah, happy holidays.

seeelll eeettt

by the way, that really sucks. i'm sorry.

[KrazeeStacee]

Originally posted by miss world


seeelll eeettt

by the way, that really sucks. i'm sorry.

Thanks for the concern, and I'm keeping what I want out of it. I'll probably give the rest to the Salvation Army, someone else deserves this stuff, not him.

[Debaser]

whoa. paul is an...interesting...loser. how do people like that get girlfriends?

[Affectation]

Perfect. That's exactly what I wanted to hear.

But I don't understand why you sparked things back up. It's really hard to let go sometimes. And for the most part, the good memories stick out just a little more. But you know he's not a positive person. You really should call it quits with him forever.

Find a nice boy. Not a band boy. Or a toy collector boy. But a nice boy.

[KrazeeStacee]

Originally posted by Debaser
whoa. paul is an...interesting...loser. how do people like that get girlfriends?

All talk.

[Affectation]

Originally posted by Debaser
whoa. paul is an...interesting...loser. how do people like that get girlfriends?

And guys like you don't. Funny.

[KrazeeStacee]

Originally posted by Affectation
Perfect. That's exactly what I wanted to hear.

But I don't understand why you sparked things back up. It's really hard to let go sometimes. And for the most part, the good memories stick out just a little more. But you know he's not a positive person. You really should call it quits with him forever.

Find a nice boy. Not a band boy. Or a toy collector boy. But a nice boy.

I'm not looking to get serious with anyone anytime soon. That's what the plan was when him and I went out for coffee 4 months ago...

Like you said, the good memories stik out just a little more...I guess that's how I let him back in my life. I gave him a second chance, at least to be my friend. It's just not possible, now I know.

I've learned so much from all this bullshit, and whether or not he calls me psycho, or asks me for the millionth time "What the hell are you talking about?"...it's as plain as day: He's a cunt.

That's all he'll ever be to me, he can't cover this with excuses. The only reason I'd ever want to see him again would be to hurt him...but I've learned my lesson, I'm staying away.

[Affectation]

Originally posted by KrazeePumpkin


The only reason I'd ever want to see him again would be to hurt him

It's not worth your time.

[KrazeeStacee]

Originally posted by Affectation
It's not worth your time.

Thanks.

The part that really bothers me, is my sister. I'm just speechless. I don't have the slightest clue what to do about it, how to approach it.

[Affectation]

Originally posted by KrazeePumpkin


Thanks.

The part that really bothers me, is my sister. I'm just speechless. I don't have the slightest clue what to do about it, how to approach it.

I'd tell her to stop being stupid. It's probable that if she had any interest in him, it would be to simply rival you. You're got quite the established life, that I'm sure she envies.

[Debaser]

Originally posted by Affectation
And guys like you don't. Funny.

ZINGALAMADUNI

[KrazeeStacee]

Originally posted by Affectation
I'd tell her to stop being stupid. It's probable that if she had any interest in him, it would be to simply rival you. You're got quite the established life, that I'm sure she envies.

I guess she thinks my parents favor me over her...she has for a while, I knew that. I've tried to talk to her for so long about it.

She ran away from home to go live with her mom (her dad made her promise she wouldn't leave till she finished high school), so he got mad, took the car from her and sold it to me. She told me she understood the situation when we talked about it, but I guess that's a major part of her resentment toward me.

I just wish she'd learn from my mistakes. She's growing up though, and obviously doesn't want/need my help. So I'll just wait until she comes to me for help.

[yo soy el mejor]

if there's anything i learned today; it's that life doesnt just go on.