when did you start drinking and using drugs?

[Elphenor]

I'd like to do MDMA again, fantastic drug, but the comedown the last time I did left me empty and not like myself for the next 3 days
I don't know how ordinary that is, but it was terrible

[FoolofaTook]

Alcohol - 12
Ganja - 19
Mushrooms - 20
Amphetamines - 20
Dextromethorphan - 20
Cocaine - 20
MDMA -22
Salvia - 23
Ketamine - 25
Heroin - 31

[FoolofaTook]

Originally Posted by Elphenor

I'd like to do MDMA again, fantastic drug, but the comedown the last time I did left me empty and not like myself for the next 3 days
I don't know how ordinary that is, but it was terrible

Was it pure mdma or x? I think the latter might have a rougher comedown but I don't have much experience with either.

[FoolofaTook]

And yeah molly is the only hard drug I really want to do again.

[ilikeplanets]

Originally Posted by Elphenor

I'd like to do MDMA again, fantastic drug, but the comedown the last time I did left me empty and not like myself for the next 3 days
I don't know how ordinary that is, but it was terrible

it's normal cuz it dumps all your feel-goods at once and it takes a few days to replenish

[ilikeplanets]

I realize I left a decent amount of things off my list but why bother. I can't truly count everything I've done, drugs or sex. Whatever. I'm not in the mood to relive the past right now.

[Elphenor]

simultaneously as the drug wears off you get your sense of shame back for whatever nonsense you've been up to for the last 6hrs (or at least thats my exp)

the other thing i don't like about drugs and I get this even from weed is the erosion of ego where you see yourself from the outside, not literally, but you are super self-aware as if seeing yourself as if you were someone else

I suppose this would be beneficial if you reached the other side, but in short peeks it's too much for me yo

[ilikeplanets]

that's cuz you're not a nice person like i am *sparkle sparkle*

[Disco King]

I've still got some MDMA kicking around, but I'm yet to try it.

I dunno, I hear it makes people open up a lot, so I wanna do it with somebody I feel really close to, so I don't just pour my soul out to a casual acquaintance.

[ilikeplanets]

Yeah I've done it quite a bit and it still kicks my ass. You definitely want to do it with someone who you can get weird with and still have things be okay after.

[reprise85]

first time i got drunk - 15. not a ton of drinking since then.
weed - 19
lsd - 19
opiates/benzos - 19 or 20
powder cocaine - 20ish
crack - 22/23
amphetamines - 20 or 21
dxm - idk about 22, never got super tanked on it though
mdma - 23 or so
salvia - 19 or 20. hated it
synthetic cannabinoids - 25 or so


ssris - 12 or so. then none for a while until around 20
antipsychotics/mood stabilizers etc - about 24
tobacco - first tried around 13. daily smoker from around 20 until 27
caffeine - early. never really been an everyday user for more than a month or two

[FlamingGlobes]

I'm boring. First got drunk at age 13, first smoked weed at 16. Haven't smoked weed since I was 25. Still drink to this day, but didn't really start "drinking" until around age 22-23. No other drugs, sorry friends.

[FlamingGlobes]

Originally Posted by teh b0lly!!1

don't listen to them.
i had recently read a fascinating article about David Chase, creator of the Sopranos, and he told this story about how during the making of the first season, he wrote this arc where Tony follows and murders a former snitch during a trip to a far away college with his daughter Meadow.

This is my all-time favorite Sopranos episode. And it takes place here in Maine. Represent!

[buzzard]

Originally Posted by Disco King

Unless I'm in debilitating pain, I don't really get the point of taking things to alleviate pain, because pain is a signal that something is wrong. Why wouldn't I want to know if something is wrong with me?

This may be the closest physiological equivalent to leaving your alarm app blaring from your pocket all day.

[fuzzyroes]

Alcohol and Weed 16

Everything else 20

[fuzzyroes]

Originally Posted by Elphenor

I'd like to do MDMA again, fantastic drug, but the comedown the last time I did left me empty and not like myself for the next 3 days
I don't know how ordinary that is, but it was terrible

The comedowns are excruciating... That's why I quit doing it.. I mean, I suppose I'm not completely opposed to doing it if the right opportunity came up, but it just hasn't for like 2 years now and then before that it was like like another year and a half. It's just something that I don't seek out... It's a horrible drug to form a habit with... You can get right fucked up and depressed.

Cocaines easier to sleep off, but even those comedowns can suck. I'm pretty much just a liquor guy now.

[FoolofaTook]

I hear you floss with pubes.

[ilikeplanets]

Anything is possible on ecstasy!

[life's_a_drag]

I'm pretty lame, alcohol and weed at 13. Haven't done much else, I just don't know enough people.

[Disco King]

Originally Posted by buzzard

This may be the closest physiological equivalent to leaving your alarm app blaring from your pocket all day.

That's how I know I'm supposed to be awake. Otherwise, I go back to sleep.

[MyOneAndOnly]

i started drinking when i was 2. My parents have super 8 movies of me as a 2 year old stumbling around our living room drinking a budwieser until i couldn't stand up.

#FamilyValues

[teh b0lly!!1]

how do you guys even find people who sell all that shit

srs question

just finding a good weed guy is difficult enough

[Elphenor]

Originally Posted by teh b0lly!!1

how do you guys even find people who sell all that shit

srs question

just finding a good weed guy is difficult enough

when I worked overnight I met some unscrupulous fellows

community college student is a front for drug dealer for 10% of attendees

[vixnix]

Honestly, the drugs found me, on nearly every occasion. I am a magnet for that shit.

[ilikeplanets]

Originally Posted by teh b0lly!!1

how do you guys even find people who sell all that shit

srs question

just finding a good weed guy is difficult enough

college, silk road, and shady friends

america uses like THE MOST (or close) drugs so i think it's easier here

[MyOneAndOnly]

i don't love the drugs but the drugs love me

[ilikeplanets]

or asking your weed guy what else he can get. there's usually something. also if you look as strung out or hippy-ish as i did, people approach you wanting to sell. basically, lots of ways. never give up!

you can also make your own!!

[ilikeplanets]

that's for hard drugs though. to buy weed here you just walk into a store <3

[reprise85]

as soon as i moved back to south fl i hung out with an old friend who was a stoner and dabbled with pills. he started selling weed and his dealer (who was also his cousin) had hookups for all kinds of other shit, he would get big pharmacy bottles of painkillers with the ID number cut off so it couldn't be traced to a specific pharmacy or distribution center or wherever they were nabbed from



in fact one of the early "big deals" he/we did were for exactly this combo, 10mg hydros with various amounts of APAP. people had their own ideas of which ones they liked better. they were blue, green, or yellow depending on the amount of APAP

the lsd also came from the cousin. coke i didnt do enough to have a regular dealer. the crack was at this fuckin actual crackhouse i was at a few times, this was right before i finally got help for PTSD so i only had like maybe 5-7 sessions over 1-2 months. the lsd we got was awesome and he sold a lot of it, i ended up getting i think 2 sheets during my time selling and that was it. it was too much anxiety worrying about cops and shit

[reprise85]

soon hydros became shit of course because oxy rules the day, but my friend got addicted to xanax and bowed out for a while, but at that point i knew all his contacts and even sold weed for a little while. never sold pills, couldn't do it. also cut out anyone who wasn't 18. he sold to some high schoolers (weed only) but i wasn't down with that shit. i mean we were like 19 years old so it wasn't like we were selling to people that were way young but it didn't sit right with me