I practically woke up one morning this week not depressed or suicidal any more

[Trotskilicious]

YDKMBIKU

[Shallowed]

Originally Posted by yo soy el mejor

you know nothing about me. my mammy put me in therapy when i was 16 and i went off and on for years on different medications (seroquel, tamerol (sp?), campral). i was severely depressed for years and years and probably have more reasons than anyone of you to still be depressed. i was in a bad way and spent many nights in the hospital on suicide watch and even in jail until i saw nothing else to do but change. i even cut my father out of my life and haven't spoken to him in 7 years (i do feel pangs of guilt and sadness). i guess i just hit my rock-bottom.

We're all different I guess.

Hey ilp I see you lurking.

It's getting late, I'm gonna go to sleep now, and remember

[Trotskilicious]

EW THAT SHIT IS GAY

[yo soy el mejor]

Originally Posted by Trotskilicious

YDKMBIKU

i told you you read my posts.

[Bread Regal]

Originally Posted by yo soy el mejor

you know nothing about me. my mammy put me in therapy when i was 16 and i went off and on for years on different medications (seroquel, tamerol (sp?), campral). i was severely depressed for years and years and probably have more reasons than anyone of you to still be depressed. i was in a bad way and spent many nights in the hospital on suicide watch and even in jail until i saw nothing else to do but change. i even cut my father out of my life and haven't spoken to him in 7 years (i do feel pangs of guilt and sadness). i guess i just hit my rock-bottom.

you know that depression is often an inborn mental illness? please kindly shut the fuck up please.

[ilikeplanets]

I find that an awesome but infrequent spontaneous hookup does the trick in a pinch. Natural pick me up

[yo soy el mejor]

Originally Posted by Bread Regal

you know that depression is often an inborn mental illness? please kindly shut the fuck up please.

biological, psychological, and social factors all factor into depression, man. but i never claimed my depression is cured. it's just lame when depressed people like brendan sweeney have to put others down for being motivated to battle it.

[Trotskilicious]

lol

[Eulogy]

Originally Posted by Bread Regal

i don't think you realize how straight up insulting this post is.

of course she doesn't

[yo soy el mejor]

so many angry, depressed white men. eesh.

[Trotskilicious]

Originally Posted by ilikeplanets

I find that an awesome but infrequent spontaneous hookup does the trick in a pinch. Natural pick me up

yeah there's no reason to expect that repeatedly doing this wouldn't become habitual and ultimately damaging, i mean nobody's ever had that problem

[Trotskilicious]

ah good we've arrived at the point where this is about white men

hnibos is honduran i think btw

oh yes and there's only one person angry here

[Eulogy]

in what universe does tempering expectations = putting someone down?

i just don't even

[yo soy el mejor]

just a little insulting for a white guy to tell me i have no idea what depression is like. motherf'er, you're a white man... you have no room to talk.

[Bread Regal]

red herring.

[Eulogy]

she's trying and failing to be the charmbag of systemic racism

[Trotskilicious]

Originally Posted by Eulogy

in what universe does tempering expectations = putting someone down?

i just don't even

yeah i mean sarcasm aside i was respectful

this is one of those threads where yo soy is going to have the argument she wants to have against the adversaries she's created and that's going to be the end of it. she'll use a lot of words inappropriately, say some truly dumb things, and when everyone goes "you obviously have no idea what you're talking about" she'll just yell at them and insult them until she feels better and goes and does whatever it is she does all day

[Trotskilicious]

because that's what happy, mature people do on the internet

[yo soy el mejor]

you're crazy, son.

[Trotskilicious]

angarangarangahanganrangarangaranga

[Eulogy]

warning: post about rep ahead

you're really reaching now. next time i see you i'm gonna sneeze all over you.

presented without comment

[Bread Regal]

what a shitshow.

[Trotskilicious]

maturity is a funny thing isn't it

[duovamp]

Originally Posted by yo soy el mejor

so many angry, depressed white men. eesh.

Racist.

[bardy]

Why cant everyone just get along?

[ilikeplanets]

Originally Posted by Trotskilicious

yeah there's no reason to expect that repeatedly doing this wouldn't become habitual and ultimately damaging, i mean nobody's ever had that problem

Um hence the specification "infrequent." I know hookups for what they are, they have their place in life. There is no way I need to be in a relationship to have sex! But personally strangers are only worth having once in a while. If I want something emotional or meaningful I can patiently try to create it.

[ilikeplanets]

And seriously what is with the bitter moods in here?

[duovamp]

Like can't these damn black people get along?

[Order 66]

in this white man world we the ones chosen

[Trotskilicious]

yes ilikeplanets you've already shown yourself to be non compulsive and not to depend on external stimulus for self-esteem.

You got it all figured out!