Anyone else going through a REALLY rough time right now?

Random Female · 10-15-2002, 09:17 PM

It seems to me it comes in waves. 2 good friends are going through a rough time. I think I'm at one of the hardest points in my life right now- coming to the realization that I may lose the one person in the world that would seriously fuck me up to lose and questioning my worth and purpose as a human in the process. Oh and don't forget the questioning of religion. Without that to rely on in this mess it makes it a bit harder to stand. The two elements that comprise my backbone in life have come into question in the last couple months, and it's no wonder that i've just found out that I actually HAVE back problems. eh. Dunno, but i've always found that it seems like whenever i'm going thru a particularly difficult phase it seems to be the norm. or maybe we always think we're going thru difficult phases. who knows.

Affect · 10-15-2002, 09:18 PM

Fuck that guy that you dig. He's really a just a fuck.

Random Female · 10-15-2002, 09:19 PM

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Originally posted by Affect
Fuck that guy that you dig. He's really a just a fuck.

actually, that's not it at all. i'm in no way attached at this point. it's a family member.

KrazeeStacee · 10-15-2002, 09:24 PM

I'm going through what should be a tough time right now, but for some reason it doesn't phase me. Maybe its just 'cuz I'm too optimistic or something...but I have many things I'm looking forward to and those things keep me going through the hard times.

Samsa · 10-15-2002, 09:25 PM

eh pretty tough but nothing to piss your pants over

Guen · 10-15-2002, 09:27 PM

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Originally posted by Samsa
eh pretty tough but nothing to piss your pants over

BlueStar · 10-15-2002, 09:32 PM

yeah

strange_one · 10-15-2002, 10:04 PM

I'm ok

FearFactory · 10-16-2002, 03:47 AM

get a livejournal, you whiny fucking bitch.

Lie · 10-16-2002, 03:50 AM

Things have recently been getting a lot better.

Skye · 10-16-2002, 03:52 AM

I just found out today that a friend of mine from high school died suddenly over the weekend. I havent seen him in a few years but its still shocking....

I also have a french test tomorrow and an essay due thursday.

I'm not too unhappy (at least before today)

Ihaman · 10-16-2002, 04:01 AM

my life is as routine as routine gets.

twice · 10-16-2002, 04:30 AM

i'm at a crossroads. i don't know if i consider it a tough time, but either way it can be.

Random Female · 10-16-2002, 11:44 AM

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Originally posted by FearFactory
get a livejournal, you whiny fucking bitch.

NO. i've decided to use netphoria for purposes such as this. after coming here for like 4 yearsa nd realizing i don't really care much about most of the people, why should I continue to try to save face? I'm posting what iw ant when i want it and i don't give a damn anymore what they or you think. I've spent too much of my life holding everything inside to maintain a consistent front and i need to vent. but livejournal's too much work so i'm doing it here. just block me or something if you don't want to read it.

KrazeeStacee · 10-16-2002, 11:46 AM

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Originally posted by Random Female
NO. i've decided to use netphoria for purposes such as this. after coming here for like 4 yearsa nd realizing i don't really care much about most of the people, why should I continue to try to save face? I'm posting what iw ant when i want it and i don't give a damn anymore what they or you think. I've spent too much of my life holding everything inside to maintain a consistent front and i need to vent. but livejournal's too much work so i'm doing it here. just block me or something if you don't want to read it.

(see icon)

Crono · 10-16-2002, 12:16 PM

meh. my difficulties lie, at the moment, in my character faults. but... since im not feeling much lately i can't complain

House of Bread · 10-16-2002, 01:45 PM

I'm pretty much hitting bottom...I hope I get better soon....

Shattered · 10-16-2002, 02:06 PM

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Originally posted by Ihaman
my life is as routine as routine gets.

..Same here..and the torturous years I've been through so far ..(and going through at this moment).. have left me numb..so I guess I could be a little bit grateful for that much..

Undone · 10-16-2002, 02:09 PM

I am having a hard time finding a job, am completely broke, am fairly lonely, and have recently found that a relationship I thought existed really didn't. Otherwise, my parents are supportive, and I don't have to pay rent while living with them. It's just dealing with consistent mental problems. So, it could go either way. Could definitely be much worse.

Undone · 10-16-2002, 02:12 PM

Heh, and the whole questioning of religion thing--I did that 4 years ago. It was hellish at the time, but after months of torturing myself mentally I figured that if it was causing me that much grief it really wasn't worth it. And, to me at least, it ended up being not worth it at all. You'll do fine.

melancholymystic · 10-16-2002, 04:00 PM

yes, either i stay in school and live with family and around friends and lose my fiance, or i go move with my fiance and lose the rest of it. (lives very far away). but i guess i could always visit *ponders*

spa ced · 10-16-2002, 04:05 PM

Yeah I'm going through a rough period.
Random Female, I can relate to you. My two best friends are heavily depressed/suicidal right now and I don't know how to help them. I can't fix their problems so I feel worthless.

Life isn't very fun when you're not happy and still have to deal with responsibilities. It was easier to be depressed in high school and not have to worry about anything other than trying to attain happiness.

FearFactory · 10-16-2002, 04:53 PM

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Originally posted by Random Female
NO. i've decided to use netphoria for purposes such as this. after coming here for like 4 yearsa nd realizing i don't really care much about most of the people, why should I continue to try to save face? I'm posting what iw ant when i want it and i don't give a damn anymore what they or you think. I've spent too much of my life holding everything inside to maintain a consistent front and i need to vent. but livejournal's too much work so i'm doing it here. just block me or something if you don't want to read it.

You GO girl.

and no, I won't block you. Blocking people that you disagree with seems like such a fucking cop out to me. I'd rather pester the hell out of you.

Apart · 10-16-2002, 04:56 PM

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Originally posted by Undone
I am having a hard time finding a job, am completely broke, am fairly lonely, and have recently found that a relationship I thought existed really didn't. Otherwise, my parents are supportive, and I don't have to pay rent while living with them. It's just dealing with consistent mental problems. So, it could go either way. Could definitely be much worse.

awwww, the psychotic cunt STILL feels like shit.

who would have ever guessed? you get what you deserve, cunt. hah.

Smiley · 10-16-2002, 05:26 PM

I go through phases too. Right now I'm in a "down" phase. Glad you were concerned.

Smiley · 10-16-2002, 05:28 PM

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Originally posted by Apart
awwww, the psychotic cunt STILL feels like shit.

That psychotic cunt is my main means of support so...

I guess I'm doomed.

Undone · 10-16-2002, 05:41 PM

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Originally posted by Smiley

That psychotic cunt is my main means of support so... I guess I'm doomed.

I <3 driving you crazy.

Oh wait. *falls over in spasms* You're on the Non-SP board?! WTF! Come here and stay more often.

Undone · 10-16-2002, 05:43 PM

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Originally posted by Apart

awwww, the psychotic cunt STILL feels like shit.

who would have ever guessed? you get what you deserve, cunt. hah.

If that's so, then I deserve some pretty good shit, because things aren't all that awful. Typical mood swings. No biggie. *pinches your cheeks* Thanks for the concern.

Random Female · 10-16-2002, 05:58 PM

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Originally posted by Undone

If that's so, then I deserve some pretty good shit, because things aren't all that awful. Typical mood swings. No biggie. *pinches your cheeks* Thanks for the concern.

i like you but you avatar still bothers me

shaniqua · 10-16-2002, 06:39 PM

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Originally posted by melancholymystic
yes, either i stay in school and live with family and around friends and lose my fiance, or i go move with my fiance and lose the rest of it. (lives very far away). but i guess i could always visit *ponders*

fiancé? dude, you're 14. stay in school and with your parents.

10-15-2002, 09:17 PM	#1
Random Female Apocalyptic Poster Location: white folks' ghetto, San Diego Posts: 2,005	Anyone else going through a REALLY rough time right now? It seems to me it comes in waves. 2 good friends are going through a rough time. I think I'm at one of the hardest points in my life right now- coming to the realization that I may lose the one person in the world that would seriously fuck me up to lose and questioning my worth and purpose as a human in the process. Oh and don't forget the questioning of religion. Without that to rely on in this mess it makes it a bit harder to stand. The two elements that comprise my backbone in life have come into question in the last couple months, and it's no wonder that i've just found out that I actually HAVE back problems. eh. Dunno, but i've always found that it seems like whenever i'm going thru a particularly difficult phase it seems to be the norm. or maybe we always think we're going thru difficult phases. who knows.

10-15-2002, 09:32 PM	#7
BlueStar Newly independent Location: Some state's capitol building Posts: 7,242	yeah __________________ To view links or images in signatures your post count must be 5 or greater. You currently have 0 posts.

10-16-2002, 03:47 AM	#9
FearFactory Socialphobic Location: the stars Posts: 10,493	get a livejournal, you whiny fucking bitch. __________________ I'm tired of searching for myself.

10-16-2002, 04:05 PM	#22
spa ced Braindead Location: Machu Picchu Posts: 15,291	Yeah I'm going through a rough period. Random Female, I can relate to you. My two best friends are heavily depressed/suicidal right now and I don't know how to help them. I can't fix their problems so I feel worthless. Life isn't very fun when you're not happy and still have to deal with responsibilities. It was easier to be depressed in high school and not have to worry about anything other than trying to attain happiness. __________________ To view links or images in signatures your post count must be 5 or greater. You currently have 0 posts. No contaban con mi astucia!

10-15-2002, 09:18 PM	#2
Affect Fuck Location: xxx Posts: 5,360	Fuck that guy that you dig. He's really a just a fuck.

10-15-2002, 09:24 PM	#4
KrazeeStacee Immortal Location: Sherwood Forest Posts: 21,296	I'm going through what should be a tough time right now, but for some reason it doesn't phase me. Maybe its just 'cuz I'm too optimistic or something...but I have many things I'm looking forward to and those things keep me going through the hard times.

10-15-2002, 09:25 PM	#5
Samsa Banned Location: A theater near you Posts: 7,929	eh pretty tough but nothing to piss your pants over

10-15-2002, 10:04 PM	#8
strange_one No Chance Location: Here Posts: 13,788	I'm ok

10-16-2002, 03:50 AM	#10
Lie Socialphobic Location: Goin' out West where they'll appreciate me Posts: 10,001	Things have recently been getting a lot better.

10-16-2002, 03:52 AM	#11
Skye Demi-God Location: Thetford Mines, Quebec Posts: 379	I just found out today that a friend of mine from high school died suddenly over the weekend. I havent seen him in a few years but its still shocking.... I also have a french test tomorrow and an essay due thursday. I'm not too unhappy (at least before today)

10-16-2002, 04:01 AM	#12
Ihaman Sometimes, though. Location: Hazard, California Posts: 21,274	my life is as routine as routine gets.

10-16-2002, 04:30 AM	#13
twice Socialphobic Location: kitty in the middle Posts: 10,183	i'm at a crossroads. i don't know if i consider it a tough time, but either way it can be.

10-16-2002, 12:16 PM	#16
Crono Apocalyptic Poster Posts: 1,265	meh. my difficulties lie, at the moment, in my character faults. but... since im not feeling much lately i can't complain

10-16-2002, 01:45 PM	#17
House of Bread FKA Siamese33 Location: Brooklyn Posts: 5,198	I'm pretty much hitting bottom...I hope I get better soon....

10-16-2002, 02:09 PM	#19
Undone Apocalyptic Poster Location: Atlanta, GA Posts: 1,335	I am having a hard time finding a job, am completely broke, am fairly lonely, and have recently found that a relationship I thought existed really didn't. Otherwise, my parents are supportive, and I don't have to pay rent while living with them. It's just dealing with consistent mental problems. So, it could go either way. Could definitely be much worse.

10-16-2002, 02:12 PM	#20
Undone Apocalyptic Poster Location: Atlanta, GA Posts: 1,335	Heh, and the whole questioning of religion thing--I did that 4 years ago. It was hellish at the time, but after months of torturing myself mentally I figured that if it was causing me that much grief it really wasn't worth it. And, to me at least, it ended up being not worth it at all. You'll do fine.

10-16-2002, 04:00 PM	#21
melancholymystic Pledge Location: Canada Posts: 70	yes, either i stay in school and live with family and around friends and lose my fiance, or i go move with my fiance and lose the rest of it. (lives very far away). but i guess i could always visit ponders

10-16-2002, 05:26 PM	#25
Smiley Moderator Posts: 892	I go through phases too. Right now I'm in a "down" phase. Glad you were concerned.