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Old 01-03-2012, 08:49 PM   #31
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Right?

When I was in NZ I met this Dutch kid my age who was with his dad. He had basically been doing the same thing I had, but was out of cash and wrote home: "send money. and dad." so his dad hopped on a plane, flew down, and they did it together. I never missed my dad like I did when I was with them.

They were really cool, too. We met in the backwoods and spent 3 hours building a fire after 24hours of rain. Successfully! we were able to cook chicken over it!

 
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Old 01-03-2012, 08:51 PM   #32
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Cool!
I've always wanted to go to NZ

 
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Old 01-03-2012, 08:59 PM   #33
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I cried last week because they tricked earnest into talking grampa into selling camp kikakee and the troubled inner city youth was going to have to go back to juvy.

 
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Old 01-03-2012, 09:02 PM   #34
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if you ever get the chance, i highly recommend it.

I might go back soon.

 
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Old 01-03-2012, 09:04 PM   #35
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I will.
I'm going to Italy and Sicily soon
I can't wait

 
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Old 01-03-2012, 09:04 PM   #36
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i cried um
i think last tuesday
in therapy

i don't really cry outside of therapy. fear of exposure. feels unsafe. it's okay in the office. once in a while i sort of cry but it's more like making weird primal guttural noises in place of actual tears or any kind of actual release of emotion. and i get sad thinking about my grandmother who passed away in march and tear up once in a while.

i'd say i cry about once every two weeks right now, it really does feel good eventually. i cried for about 30 seconds after i ran away from my car that was on fire but it was more like a why me pity cry and then i got over it

 
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Old 01-03-2012, 09:05 PM   #37
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Aw, sorry about your grandmother

 
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Old 01-03-2012, 09:08 PM   #38
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thanks, it's alright she was 88 and she had a good death if you know what i mean - was her time. i lived with her for two years up until about five weeks before she died when she was in hospice.

 
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Old 01-03-2012, 09:09 PM   #39
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aw I'm sorry, too. But glad it was a peaceful end.

 
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Old 01-03-2012, 09:14 PM   #40
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Yeah.
At least it was peaceful
Unlike the death of my father...

 
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Old 01-03-2012, 09:18 PM   #41
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sorry to hear it was not peaceful (and that he died in the first place)... what happened? (only answer if you want to)

 
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Old 01-03-2012, 09:19 PM   #42
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i don't wan't to seem like a hardass by saying that
oh, don't worry

 
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Old 01-03-2012, 09:27 PM   #43
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sorry to hear it was not peaceful (and that he died in the first place)... what happened? (only answer if you want to)
He overdosed on heroin

I didn't even know he was a drug addict in the first place, it was awful

It completely ripped me apart.

Absolute nightmare

 
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Old 01-03-2012, 09:31 PM   #44
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how long ago was this? were you living with him when it happened (full or part time)? i have a friend whose mother died of lung cancer when he was 13 and i can't really imagine losing a parent at an age like that. i knew him when it was happening but not as well as i do now.

really sorry to hear about this, and i can also see how it might relate to your feelings on your brother being kicked out. complicated emotions.

 
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Old 01-03-2012, 09:44 PM   #45
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I was 11.

My parents were divorced, and I lived with my mom full time

He really only had visitation rights

 
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Old 01-03-2012, 09:46 PM   #46
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So I didn't see him a whole lot

HE cancelled visits a lot too because he was "sick"

 
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Old 01-03-2012, 09:47 PM   #47
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:/ have you ever been in therapy or would you be interested in it?

 
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Old 01-03-2012, 09:48 PM   #48
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Yeah I've been in therapy for a while now.

I take meds too

 
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Old 01-03-2012, 09:53 PM   #49
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well that's good, you have a head start most definitely compared to a lot of people your age

not crazy about high schoolers being on psych meds but some definitely need it, i certainly did and never got them for numerous reasons

 
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Old 01-03-2012, 09:57 PM   #50
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somebody just should have told me that i'm an ok dude

*shrug*

a lot could have been avoided

 
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Old 01-03-2012, 10:46 PM   #51
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oh, don't worry
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Old 01-03-2012, 11:05 PM   #52
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i get a runny nose when i eat pussy

 
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Old 01-04-2012, 12:11 AM   #53
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It's such a silly problem, it's typical, I like a girl, she's with someone, I spent half a year trying to love this person and I get this thrown at me...It happens to me all the time...It's so stupid, I'm such a baby.

 
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Old 01-04-2012, 12:11 AM   #54
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They spent New Years Day together...What did I do on New Years Day? I stayed in my basement...alone.

 
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Old 01-04-2012, 12:13 AM   #55
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so are you saying you always fall for girls who are unavailable?

 
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Old 01-04-2012, 12:14 AM   #56
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so are you saying you always fall for girls who are unavailable?
It seems that way...I didn't know she was with anyone.

 
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Old 01-04-2012, 12:19 AM   #57
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oh, i see

you can't read minds, so i hope you can not blame yourself... ahem... or scold yourself. how could you have known?

 
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Old 01-04-2012, 12:37 AM   #58
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It seems that way...I didn't know she was with anyone.
All this means is that you're actually in love with you're sociopathic, homicidal sister.

 
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Old 01-04-2012, 12:58 AM   #59
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oh, i see

you can't read minds, so i hope you can not blame yourself... ahem... or scold yourself. how could you have known?
I actually didn't know until now, I told her "I have feelings for you, I want to talk to you more..." her response was "herm. i have a boyfriend."

 
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yes sometimes i will just get upset and my nose will start to run before my tears fall.

 
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