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Braindead
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just getting a little insight into the ying of the yang here.
Any hos out there? |
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Braindead
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maybe you just did it that once. You knew you shouldn't have gone to see him, well aware of the expectation on his part, but you needed that cash / goods / favour pretty bad and it's not like you're a virgin or anything. So you did it, fuck it, you're young, and you couldn't regret it more than some of those exes, you'd think to yourself with a grin, and that grin and light heartedness would make you approach it with an ease of confidence, a playfulness. You even specifically joked with yourself, 'You little ho!' and it made you chuckle a bit, but you used that to get through, and you kept adjusting your dress in the mirror, knowing better all the while.
And so you felt okay with it. You did it and it wasn't terrible, those vauge images of rape scenes that flashed in your head, which you associated with the seedy prostitution aspects of the grime of your own morality, reflected in your fears... they didn't manifest. It was the same sloppy awkward first time sex as always, a little more removed perhaps. But then for you it always was hard those first few times to step back in to yourself and not only observe the pittiful and nervous attempts to 'know' your body on first meeting, so it wasn't a new feeling after all. And then you felt that first pang of regret. Maybe it was the emptiness on aquiring the cash / goods / favour, the realisation that the anticipation was half the appeal of the desire, but once you owned it, it faded amongst your collection of materials and attempted self definitions. But it also went away, as you lived life more. You considered it a bad dating experience now more than anything, having brushed off the specifics of the thoughts that haunted your head in the moments you made those choices, hoping it would be defined in any other way. You might even be okay with it right now. You fucking whore!! Mods please turn this thread nto a poll, with the options: 'yes' and also 'no'. Thnx! |
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Braindead
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maybe there was that time you sucked a cock and some dude gave you some money.
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Braindead
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Quote:
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Saturday Night Goth
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![]() hahahaha oh my god Quote:
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Apocalyptic Poster
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Banned
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look at those little legs go! go go go!
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Socialphobic
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Only for cocaine
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Braindead
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I've accepted love for sex.
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Minion of Satan
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This is reminiscent of requiem for a dream when marion hooks up with dude and totally barfs on the way out.
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