Fuck my life right now

Kanan Road · 12-14-2007, 10:47 AM

just when everything is fucking awesome. nice cash flow. amazing gf. schools looking good...

my gf just told me she fucked some faggot ass guy a year ago. i know who he is. she fucked him when she made me promise not to be with other women since we werent "official" yet at the time even though since i took her V shes been calling me her bf. I had taken her virginity about a year and a half ago. I was so into my gf because i thought i was the only one she had ever been with and was going to be with for looong time. I changed my life for her pretty much, and i liked it.

ive never truly felt like killing someone, but now i do know what it truly feels like to want to enter someones home and fucking make them suffer.
i dont know what to do people. seriously ive been up all night shocked i cant sleep. all i think about is that faggot having sex with my beloved woman. it hurts. the reason everyone was so jealous of us was because we are so awesome. she carried that godlike femenine aura - that she was mine and only mine. she fucking said she hadnt been with others, or at least i assumed since i held up my end of the deal, and holy fuck was that hard but i did it for her.

i always said that if i broke up with her id would become fucking darth vader hatefucking bitches because women are just a means to an end. they are fucking scum. i seriously fuck around on here and say shit that is heartless in jest, but i really think i have no heart anymore. its gone it was taken by the dark side of the force.

i think im going to drive up to SF this morning to get away. she wanted me to join her family on a vacation this winter break in the Sierras. Ive gone before it was great. what should i do about the gf?

/endvent

asdf · 12-14-2007, 10:53 AM

The Force is strong with this one

edit: but seriously, yep. this shit happens and guys become guarded. Then the very same girls wonder why so many guys are assholes. This is a text book example.

waltermcphilp · 12-14-2007, 10:56 AM

well if it happened a year ago and you hadn't suspected meant that she could have not told you. i guess the fact that she did means she felt guilt which means she probably actually likes you, even though it doesn't seem like it at the moment.

asdf · 12-14-2007, 10:59 AM

or she's a compulsive liar. Lying about being a virgin is huge!

GlasgowKiss · 12-14-2007, 11:00 AM

No need to use homophobic slurs, show a little respect to the guy, he's only a pawn in your girlfriend's game.

asdf · 12-14-2007, 11:01 AM

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Originally Posted by GlasgowKiss

No need to use homophobic slurs, show a little respect to the guy, he's only a pawn in your girlfriend's game.

fag

Kanan Road · 12-14-2007, 11:01 AM

she told me when i asked her to tell me about her secrets that she had. never in my wildest imagination did i think she would say that. i thought she was gonna tell me about how people probably teased her cuz she had glasses when she was younger...

its like yeah i know the last few months with her have been amazzzing. but i was operating under a different perspective of her. now its tarnished forever. and a guy like me cant fucking handle that shit.

Kanan Road · 12-14-2007, 11:02 AM

she lied about having another sexual partner when she said i was the only one.

it doesnt matter if it was only one guy. it coulda been 3 the result is still the same

Kanan Road · 12-14-2007, 11:04 AM

now im sketched out about getting AIDS. murder murder murder kill kill kill

waltermcphilp · 12-14-2007, 11:07 AM

maybe you can guilt her into anal now.

Kanan Road · 12-14-2007, 11:08 AM

my thoughts exactly and im not even into anal. sadface.

ChristHimself! · 12-14-2007, 11:18 AM

in fairness, he probably isn't a faggot if he was gorilla-fucking your bird and spunking on her face

Mo · 12-14-2007, 11:20 AM

I still don't get why you're mad at him and not so much at her - he probably didn't even know that you were banging her.

Kanan Road · 12-14-2007, 11:22 AM

goddamnit thank you christ you are awesome - though it would have been funnier if thats not what ive thought about for 10 straight hours.

actually ive thought about him getting to nut inside of her. she said he wore a condom. i wonder what they did for cleanup. did he look at her and did she look into his eyes. did she like it.

Eulogy · 12-14-2007, 11:24 AM

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Originally Posted by the antipop

I still don't get why you're mad at him and not so much at her - he probably didn't even know that you were banging her.

what this guy said

although i guess he's pretty mad at her too.

Kanan Road · 12-14-2007, 11:25 AM

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Originally Posted by the antipop

I still don't get why you're mad at him and not so much at her - he probably didn't even know that you were banging her.

im mad at the situation, which will be taken out on him for being the guy that defiled my girl and my sanity.

i dont know what to think about her. im more heartbroken from her.

Eulogy · 12-14-2007, 11:26 AM

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Originally Posted by Kanan Road

im mad at the situation, which will be taken out on him for being the guy that defiled my girl and my sanity.

i dont know what to think about her

um. seriously, he probably didn't even know about your relationship with her. stop irrationally placing all the blame on him when your precious girlfriend is the only one who you have a right to be angry with.

Kanan Road · 12-14-2007, 11:28 AM

nah this guys gonna get it he was chickenhawking her for so long its her older brothers friend. fuck that. prob got her drunk as shit (i hope?)

that being said i know i shouldnt be mad at the guy, but im only human.

ChristHimself! · 12-14-2007, 11:28 AM

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Originally Posted by Eulogy

um. seriously, he probably didn't even know about your relationship with her.

um. seriously, what do you use to measure probability in situations where you don't have all the facts?

Eulogy · 12-14-2007, 11:30 AM

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Originally Posted by ChristHimself!

um. seriously, what do you use to measure probability in situations where you don't have all the facts?

well i tend to just go with whatever makes my response sound more feasibile.

but anyway, even if he did know, it's not as though he as any obligation to kanan road. if his girl wants to be a slut and fuck dudes behind is back, that's an issue he should take up with her and her alone, not the dudes that she fucks.

ChristHimself! · 12-14-2007, 11:31 AM

it takes two for someone to cum on another persons face

Kanan Road · 12-14-2007, 11:32 AM

i agree with eulogy. im not mad at the guy. its her fault. im just gonna kill him because he got a piece of my precious gf.

i guess ill just dispose of the girl in a dumpster?
my heart says yes but my brain says no. or is it the other way around? i dunno.

Eulogy · 12-14-2007, 11:33 AM

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Originally Posted by ChristHimself!

it takes two for someone to cum on another persons face

but like i said, one of the two doesn't have any affiliation with kanan road and so he has no reason to give a shit about whatever relationship he's in. in cheating situations, the one doing the cheating is clearly more at fault than the person she cheats with.

Eulogy · 12-14-2007, 11:34 AM

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Originally Posted by Kanan Road

i agree with eulogy. im not mad at the guy. its her fault. im just gonna kill him because he got a piece of my precious gf.

seriously though what should i do. she just texted me "i still know we can make it. i just told you something about my past. i love you so much joe"

i mean it was a year ago. if there's been notable progression in the past year, then i'd say just make sure she is sincerely sorry for what she did. and if she wasn't, i don't think she would have told you about it. so my recommendation is to do your best to kee in mind that the relationship you had with her a year ago isn't the same as the one you have now.

Eulogy · 12-14-2007, 11:35 AM

but really, who the fuck am i to give relationship advice. feel free to ignore.

Kanan Road · 12-14-2007, 11:37 AM

no this is what i need. i have nobody else to talk to about this. the internet is great.

it really makes me wonder though...would she have ever told me? was she just gonna let me go along thinking im the only sexual interaction shes had? i need a lobotomy right now.

Eulogy · 12-14-2007, 11:42 AM

the way it came out does seem pretty weird.

"so tell me something you've kept secret for a while!"

"oh well this one time while i was seeing you i fucked another dude, lol!"

Kanan Road · 12-14-2007, 11:44 AM

it was gonna be one of those relationship advancing convos. you know? like turn even more corners with her and unlock our souls...whatever right?

yeah fuck then that came out right in my face. ton of bricks. sucked the life out of me.

Eulogy · 12-14-2007, 11:45 AM

yeah i'm sorry dude. it's a pretty shitty situation. but i think it'll be alright in the long run.

Kanan Road · 12-14-2007, 11:48 AM

well hey before i run off to basketball to brutally hack the fuck out of people on purpose - what do you think i should do with her eulogy?

12-14-2007, 10:47 AM	#1
Kanan Road Apocalyptic Poster Location: Cloud Number Nine Posts: 1,569	Fuck my life right now just when everything is fucking awesome. nice cash flow. amazing gf. schools looking good... my gf just told me she fucked some faggot ass guy a year ago. i know who he is. she fucked him when she made me promise not to be with other women since we werent "official" yet at the time even though since i took her V shes been calling me her bf. I had taken her virginity about a year and a half ago. I was so into my gf because i thought i was the only one she had ever been with and was going to be with for looong time. I changed my life for her pretty much, and i liked it. ive never truly felt like killing someone, but now i do know what it truly feels like to want to enter someones home and fucking make them suffer. i dont know what to do people. seriously ive been up all night shocked i cant sleep. all i think about is that faggot having sex with my beloved woman. it hurts. the reason everyone was so jealous of us was because we are so awesome. she carried that godlike femenine aura - that she was mine and only mine. she fucking said she hadnt been with others, or at least i assumed since i held up my end of the deal, and holy fuck was that hard but i did it for her. i always said that if i broke up with her id would become fucking darth vader hatefucking bitches because women are just a means to an end. they are fucking scum. i seriously fuck around on here and say shit that is heartless in jest, but i really think i have no heart anymore. its gone it was taken by the dark side of the force. i think im going to drive up to SF this morning to get away. she wanted me to join her family on a vacation this winter break in the Sierras. Ive gone before it was great. what should i do about the gf? /endvent

12-14-2007, 10:53 AM	#2
asdf Demi-God Location: middle america Posts: 350	The Force is strong with this one edit: but seriously, yep. this shit happens and guys become guarded. Then the very same girls wonder why so many guys are assholes. This is a text book example.

12-14-2007, 10:56 AM	#3
waltermcphilp Socialphobic Location: I DO C-C-C-COCAINE Posts: 11,142	well if it happened a year ago and you hadn't suspected meant that she could have not told you. i guess the fact that she did means she felt guilt which means she probably actually likes you, even though it doesn't seem like it at the moment.

12-14-2007, 10:59 AM	#4
asdf Demi-God Location: middle america Posts: 350	or she's a compulsive liar. Lying about being a virgin is huge!

12-14-2007, 11:00 AM	#5
GlasgowKiss Quaid Hates You Location: Hollywood Posts: 14,160	No need to use homophobic slurs, show a little respect to the guy, he's only a pawn in your girlfriend's game.

12-14-2007, 11:01 AM	#7
Kanan Road Apocalyptic Poster Location: Cloud Number Nine Posts: 1,569	she told me when i asked her to tell me about her secrets that she had. never in my wildest imagination did i think she would say that. i thought she was gonna tell me about how people probably teased her cuz she had glasses when she was younger... its like yeah i know the last few months with her have been amazzzing. but i was operating under a different perspective of her. now its tarnished forever. and a guy like me cant fucking handle that shit.

12-14-2007, 11:02 AM	#8
Kanan Road Apocalyptic Poster Location: Cloud Number Nine Posts: 1,569	she lied about having another sexual partner when she said i was the only one. it doesnt matter if it was only one guy. it coulda been 3 the result is still the same

12-14-2007, 11:04 AM	#9
Kanan Road Apocalyptic Poster Location: Cloud Number Nine Posts: 1,569	now im sketched out about getting AIDS. murder murder murder kill kill kill

12-14-2007, 11:07 AM	#10
waltermcphilp Socialphobic Location: I DO C-C-C-COCAINE Posts: 11,142	maybe you can guilt her into anal now.

12-14-2007, 11:08 AM	#11
Kanan Road Apocalyptic Poster Location: Cloud Number Nine Posts: 1,569	my thoughts exactly and im not even into anal. sadface.

12-14-2007, 11:18 AM	#12
ChristHimself! mental problems angel Location: i want u 2 caress me like a tropical priest Posts: 20,594	in fairness, he probably isn't a faggot if he was gorilla-fucking your bird and spunking on her face

12-14-2007, 11:20 AM	#13
Mo Immortal Posts: 20,988	I still don't get why you're mad at him and not so much at her - he probably didn't even know that you were banging her.

12-14-2007, 11:22 AM	#14
Kanan Road Apocalyptic Poster Location: Cloud Number Nine Posts: 1,569	goddamnit thank you christ you are awesome - though it would have been funnier if thats not what ive thought about for 10 straight hours. actually ive thought about him getting to nut inside of her. she said he wore a condom. i wonder what they did for cleanup. did he look at her and did she look into his eyes. did she like it.

12-14-2007, 11:28 AM	#18
Kanan Road Apocalyptic Poster Location: Cloud Number Nine Posts: 1,569	nah this guys gonna get it he was chickenhawking her for so long its her older brothers friend. fuck that. prob got her drunk as shit (i hope?) that being said i know i shouldnt be mad at the guy, but im only human.

12-14-2007, 11:31 AM	#21
ChristHimself! mental problems angel Location: i want u 2 caress me like a tropical priest Posts: 20,594	it takes two for someone to cum on another persons face

12-14-2007, 11:32 AM	#22
Kanan Road Apocalyptic Poster Location: Cloud Number Nine Posts: 1,569	i agree with eulogy. im not mad at the guy. its her fault. im just gonna kill him because he got a piece of my precious gf. i guess ill just dispose of the girl in a dumpster? my heart says yes but my brain says no. or is it the other way around? i dunno.

12-14-2007, 11:35 AM	#25
Eulogy huh Posts: 62,362	but really, who the fuck am i to give relationship advice. feel free to ignore.

12-14-2007, 11:37 AM	#26
Kanan Road Apocalyptic Poster Location: Cloud Number Nine Posts: 1,569	no this is what i need. i have nobody else to talk to about this. the internet is great. it really makes me wonder though...would she have ever told me? was she just gonna let me go along thinking im the only sexual interaction shes had? i need a lobotomy right now.

12-14-2007, 11:42 AM	#27
Eulogy huh Posts: 62,362	the way it came out does seem pretty weird. "so tell me something you've kept secret for a while!" "oh well this one time while i was seeing you i fucked another dude, lol!"

12-14-2007, 11:44 AM	#28
Kanan Road Apocalyptic Poster Location: Cloud Number Nine Posts: 1,569	it was gonna be one of those relationship advancing convos. you know? like turn even more corners with her and unlock our souls...whatever right? yeah fuck then that came out right in my face. ton of bricks. sucked the life out of me.

12-14-2007, 11:45 AM	#29
Eulogy huh Posts: 62,362	yeah i'm sorry dude. it's a pretty shitty situation. but i think it'll be alright in the long run.

12-14-2007, 11:48 AM	#30
Kanan Road Apocalyptic Poster Location: Cloud Number Nine Posts: 1,569	well hey before i run off to basketball to brutally hack the fuck out of people on purpose - what do you think i should do with her eulogy?