Holy shit!

Mo · 06:17 AM

Okay, this is gonna be a pure rant thread, because I'm angry and I'm dizzied.

Backstory:
When I was like 14 going on 15 and fighting my way through puberty I had those phases of depression and teenage anger (you know, that emo I-hate-you-all-hey-I-could-cut-myself stuff) and really really bad problems falling asleep (probably because of the loss of blood

).
Sometimes I was wide awake for 50+ hours.
When my hormones finally decided to calm down (and after some sessions with a psychotherapist, which didn't help at all) those times passed and I finally slept like a baby again.

Now I moved to Vienna two-and-a-half months ago, and it all began again. Neither the depression nor the anger came back, but my troubles falling asleep. Which sucks, since I mainly work night shifts or in the evening and study a lot during the day, and I need to sleep some time a day, even if it's only for four or five hours.
So this week it got worse (and I had pretty high fever, but I still couldn't sleep). Yesterday, after being awake for 54 hours straigh and while having a temperatur of 102.02 degree Fahrenheit at work, I said myself "Fuck it!", told my boss I was ill and went to a doctor.
My doctor's a nice old guy from Iran or Iraq, and he told me that I got "Feverish Angina" and will have to stay in bed at least until tuesday, or the angina could mutate into it's purulent kind.
Holy crap, I don't want to! Me and my significant other have our first anniversary tomorrow, and we wanted to go to the Two Gallants or Badly Drawn Boy concert.
But of course that's not possible.

But he gave me sleeping pills (along with antibiotics and three other drugs) which actually worked pretty well yesterday (I took one ten minutes ago, that's why I'm dizzied already).
Also, I'm gonna get a full-body-check on tuesday, to find out whether my sleeping problems are caused by physical or psychological reasons (which equals: whether I will have to stay at a sleep clinic or see a shrink).

Fuck.

I'm so pissed, it's amazing.

But the sleeping pill is starting to kick in, so I better go to bed.
Alright, that's pretty much it.

ITT you can post stuff that bugs you.
Have a nice day.

Kanan Road · 12-02-2006, 06:15 AM

If it's just starting to kick in you should take another

Cell Tech · 12-02-2006, 06:16 AM

my fleets might be destroyed while i sleep

Mo · 12-02-2006, 06:16 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Kanan Road

If it's just starting to kick in you should take another for good measure.

Yeah, I could take the whole package and swallow them with gin, couldn't I?

Isle · 12-02-2006, 06:39 AM

TWO GALLANTS!!

Mo · 12-02-2006, 03:02 PM

They're sold out, anyway.

C33 · 12-02-2006, 03:05 PM

heilige Scheiße

Mo · 12-02-2006, 03:39 PM

True that.

12-02-2006, 06:11 AM	#1
Mo Immortal Posts: 20,988	Holy shit! Okay, this is gonna be a pure rant thread, because I'm angry and I'm dizzied. Backstory: When I was like 14 going on 15 and fighting my way through puberty I had those phases of depression and teenage anger (you know, that emo I-hate-you-all-hey-I-could-cut-myself stuff) and really really bad problems falling asleep (probably because of the loss of blood ). Sometimes I was wide awake for 50+ hours. When my hormones finally decided to calm down (and after some sessions with a psychotherapist, which didn't help at all) those times passed and I finally slept like a baby again. Now I moved to Vienna two-and-a-half months ago, and it all began again. Neither the depression nor the anger came back, but my troubles falling asleep. Which sucks, since I mainly work night shifts or in the evening and study a lot during the day, and I need to sleep some time a day, even if it's only for four or five hours. So this week it got worse (and I had pretty high fever, but I still couldn't sleep). Yesterday, after being awake for 54 hours straigh and while having a temperatur of 102.02 degree Fahrenheit at work, I said myself "Fuck it!", told my boss I was ill and went to a doctor. My doctor's a nice old guy from Iran or Iraq, and he told me that I got "Feverish Angina" and will have to stay in bed at least until tuesday, or the angina could mutate into it's purulent kind. Holy crap, I don't want to! Me and my significant other have our first anniversary tomorrow, and we wanted to go to the Two Gallants or Badly Drawn Boy concert. But of course that's not possible. But he gave me sleeping pills (along with antibiotics and three other drugs) which actually worked pretty well yesterday (I took one ten minutes ago, that's why I'm dizzied already). Also, I'm gonna get a full-body-check on tuesday, to find out whether my sleeping problems are caused by physical or psychological reasons (which equals: whether I will have to stay at a sleep clinic or see a shrink). Fuck. I'm so pissed, it's amazing. But the sleeping pill is starting to kick in, so I better go to bed. Alright, that's pretty much it. ITT you can post stuff that bugs you. Have a nice day. Last edited by Mo : 12-02-2006 at 06:17 AM.

12-02-2006, 06:15 AM	#2
Kanan Road Apocalyptic Poster Location: Cloud Number Nine Posts: 1,569	If it's just starting to kick in you should take another

12-02-2006, 06:16 AM	#3
Cell Tech Demi-God Posts: 394	my fleets might be destroyed while i sleep

12-02-2006, 06:39 AM	#5
Isle Braindead Location: Unison Posts: 19,375	TWO GALLANTS!!

12-02-2006, 03:02 PM	#6
Mo Immortal Posts: 20,988	They're sold out, anyway.

12-02-2006, 03:05 PM	#7
C33 Minion of Satan Location: I'M WORRIED ABOUT COOPER Posts: 7,121	heilige Scheiße