what is your greatest fear

my friend Allison and I were talkin about this today.

Hers is being eatten by a shark

Mine is dying alone

My greatest fear is of being kidnapped and forced to watch as all the people I love and care about are brutally tortured to death, and having their dying screams and pleas for mercy and death, and the images of them writing in horrible agony, seared into my mind for the rest of my (doubtlessly short) life.

the unknown

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being a stereotype/not being remembered/being seen as weak/not changing anyone's life for the better/kittens.

The Yankees. National League pitching. And box cutters.

being old and alone, smothering in a pile of oranges

Originally posted by So very sad about me:
being old and alone

Originally posted by So very sad about me:
smothering in a pile of oranges

If I was old and alone, I'd be grateful for the oranges to keep me company.

Originally posted by Lie:
If I was old and alone, I'd be grateful for the oranges to keep me company.

but what if these fresh young oranges don't like being smothered my a smell old wrinkley person and proceed to taunt and ridicule you about your old age and loneliness, that'd just be horrific

"Losing my penis to a whore with disease"

Probably having all of my loved ones murdered before me. But then again, it's only my own ego that's affected by that.

Maybe being tortured to death? It's only a brief experience though, transient and empty like everything else experienced in life.

I guess nothing. There's nothing to fear. Life is meaningless and pointless input that adds up to nothing but meaningless memories.

And to all of you worried about dying alone, you WILL die alone.

being abducted by aliens.

to die in an underwater research station when no one can come rescue me and the pressure is breaking all the outer rooms but I'm in the innermost one and it takes a few days to come to that point so I just sit in there and worry. actually, I'd probably shoot myself instead of waiting. If I had a gun. Maybe.

GOING IN THE MTC AND BEING FED SALT PETER AND BEING FORCED TO LOVE MEN IN THEIR BUTTHOLES WHILE ALSO WRITING TO THE LAURELS IN MY WARD AND TELLING THEM I LOVE THEM WHEN I REALLY DONT AND ALL I WANT TO DO IS PUT MY COCK IN TIGHT BOY ASS!!! ALL THE WHILE I'M PRAYING AND PRAYING THE MISSION PRESIDENT DOESNT FIND OUT WHAT I REALLY AM UP TO!!!

I WANT TO PUT SEMEN IN PEOPLE WHO HAVE NOT YET BATHED IN THE LIGHT OF THE LORD, OUR SAVIOR, JESUS CHRIST1!!!!!

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[This message has been edited by General Board Admin (edited 06-30-2002).]

love. it is a scary thing indeed.

hurting those i love

Originally posted by General Board Admin:
GOING IN THE MTC AND BEING FED SALT PETER AND BEING FORCED TO LOVE MEN IN THEIR BUTTHOLES WHILE ALSO WRITING TO THE LAURELS IN MY WARD AND TELLING THEM I LOVE THEM WHEN I REALLY DONT AND ALL I WANT TO DO IS PUT MY COCK IN TIGHT BOY ASS!!! ALL THE WHILE I'M PRAYING AND PRAYING THE MISSION PRESIDENT DOESNT FIND OUT WHAT I REALLY AM UP TO!!!

I WANT TO PUT SEMEN IN PEOPLE WHO HAVE NOT YET BATHED IN THE LIGHT OF THE LORD, OUR SAVIOR, JESUS CHRIST1!!!!!

You're just the fag admin. Think I like working for you? Fuck you. I'm just a fag moderator in your eyes. Fuck you and your silliness. Eat your goddamn Missionary Training Center and shit it out your ass in a twelve foot log. Fuck you and your proseletizing kind. Your god is not my god, and your Jesus (pronounced HEY-SOOS) is not my Jesus. My Jesus rode a mountain bike and he carried pepper spray and didn't like to be fucked with. Sound familiar? Fuck you. This ain't about your fucking cousin you used to fuck on the weekends. Got milk? I thought so. Only admins are full of milk and camel cum. I suggest you take a leap off a cliff before you fuck up the lives of anymore cockroaches.

My worst fear is honestly not being taken seriously.

Originally posted by General Board Moderator:
You're just the fag admin. Think I like working for you? Fuck you. I'm just a fag moderator in your eyes. Fuck you and your silliness. Eat your goddamn Missionary Training Center and shit it out your ass in a twelve foot log. Fuck you and your proseletizing kind. Your god is not my god, and your Jesus (pronounced HEY-SOOS) is not my Jesus. My Jesus rode a mountain bike and he carried pepper spray and didn't like to be fucked with. Sound familiar? Fuck you. This ain't about your fucking cousin you used to fuck on the weekends. Got milk? I thought so. Only admins are full of milk and camel cum. I suggest you take a leap off a cliff before you fuck up the lives of anymore cockroaches.

I am above you. You are beneath me. This arrangement has existed for some time, and now is the time we should bring it to the surface. Not always do I like playing the leader but so often no one else takes the reins. Why are you comfortable being what you are?

The "you" I am referring to is the "moderators." This phrase refers to people we all know, as they are everywhere. They are the people slow to get what they should already know. They take up space and breathe our air; so why are they moderators?

The moderator, as I refer to one here, is the person who is stupid beyond reasons of ignorance. This person is one who seems incapable of comprehending. Moderators flourish in this college setting. Maybe college really is a filter bringing out the true in all of us.

Moderators are everywhere I go. They are the students who sit around me and they are the people I pass on the sidewalks. While driving, they are the occupants of the car tailgating me and they are the ones who speed constantly but wait for the dashed yellow to pass. The list goes on.

Moderators bring about frustration to those around. It is known that the people of this day have a difficult time learning or understanding the meaning taught by analogies. Research shows that many of us are not able to figure out connections. We cannot think critically. For most, the point needs to be clearly laid out in order for comprehension to have its chance. Often people will not see how that situation is similar to another. They have to learn in each situation what they could have generalized from just a few.

Maybe this is what makes Moderators. If true, then moderators are poor at generalizing. They are poor at learning. From youth to now associations are how we learn. For moderators, the association does not exist until someone draws the connection via crayons. Moderators, and you know I am referring to you, may understand how things differ, but never could they depict why those same items are similar.

Above or below, such does not matter. The point is that the person is still a stupid person. Something needs to change and soon. I am not in your shoes to make this change so you must. Be not afraid of showing yourself. Let me know how not stupid, or smart, you can be. I could just change my perception of you and that could be the change I seek. Anyone would know, stupid people included, that drawing a different picture of the same problem is only a different picture of the same problem. No progress has been made. The problem has not been resolved.

I will admit that I could be the only one with experiences with Moderators like you, but it is rather unlikely. The moderators of my life could be different than the moderators of yours. Ask yourself, "Do I know these alleged Moderators? How often do I use these terms? Do I laugh uncontrollably at or become frustrated with Moderators? Are the Moderators I know unable to learn from one situation and carry it to the next?"

The next step in the removal of Moderators could have been a starting point. I think it works better here as a reminder and as a way to illustrate an underlying insight. The next step is to ask yourself, "Am I a Moderator, or an Administrator"?

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Originally posted by General Board Admin:
Bleah Bleah Bleah.

Are you having fun arguing with yourself? Reminds me of Adam Sandler in Billy Madison arguing with the shampoo and conditioner..

Originally posted by -Tragedy-:
Are you having fun arguing with yourself? Reminds me of Adam Sandler in Billy Madison arguing with the shampoo and conditioner..

Great Movie!

the alone thing.

Being alone, being left, being abandoned.


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having my testicles chopped off and eaten in front of me in a religious cult ceremony, and then having to go home to watch Mash re-runs

Originally posted by -Tragedy-:
Are you having fun arguing with yourself? Reminds me of Adam Sandler in Billy Madison arguing with the shampoo and conditioner..

I'm the admin, cuntsore. He's the moderator. Now if you have any more insight, please direct it towards a brick. Seems like a lot to read for a kid like yourself, i know. Next time inspiration strikes and you want to reply to a thread with your "thoughts", think again and post that fucking picture of you zoning out to the sweet sounds of KORN, but watch the dribble.

DUR, MY NAME IS -TRAGEDATY- AND I'VE GOT SIDS.


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[This message has been edited by General Board Admin (edited 07-01-2002).]

to realize i'm 21 and wasting my life posting on a message board...
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i'm over it. i guess my new fear is the thought that i don't have enough time and sperm to bang all the bitches in the world.

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Originally posted by -Tragedy-:
being abducted by aliens.

That would be neat.

Originally posted by Undone:
"Losing my penis to a whore with disease"

me too!

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Like everyone, being alone my entire life. It's much more likely in my case than yours, though.