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you were at 19899 posts for so long it gave me blue balls. i await your silver stars induction!
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What ever happened with you deleting all of your posts, and attempting to leave the 'phoria? You said you fucked up something, and that posting on 'phoria wouldn't help.
Did you fuck shit up with that Jenny girl? What the fuck happened? |
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ANSWER THE FUCKING QUESTION
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Yeah, I'd hate to pick and pry into situations that don't at all pertain to me, but I would like to know what series of events cause a 4 and a half year relationship to collapse.
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******, all relationships fail.
With relationships it's like loading two revolvers with eleven bullets, choosing one pistol, holding it to your dome, and pulling the trigger. Your heart will continually be broken. And PhantomFM, quit corrupting girls seven years your junior. |
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theres a lot behind what happened i suppose. but mainly im going to college next year, i need ot be on my own, blahblahblah. or thats what hes said to me. we still love each other to death, and we're pretty close although lately, much less. i mean the plan was sort of maybe we'll get back together after i graduate from college, but who knows what will happen. he's pretty content with his situation, i suppose. either way, this had to happen whether we end up together or not. i couldnt have gone from the age of 12/13-whenever having had no other experiences outside of that. it would be fucking catastrophic and we both know that.
at this point in my life i cant really imagine either of us having a relationship that could really compare to ours-not to say ours was the best, but certainly the most intense/passionate/magical. maybe he can, i dont know. i love him no matter what happens though, even if we were to never talk again and he knows that. he knows me better than anyone probably ever will, hes seen me go through a lot. its easy for me to be bitter about it all, which in manymany ways i am and i cant help it comsidering i spent so much time and emotion on him, but ultimately i do understand why everything has happened, i just feel like i got the short end of the stick sometimes. which really isnt true, i know, but i cant help but feel that way. so yeah. who knows. |
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Yes, on him. When relationships fail, they fail for a reason. You will never have the same relationship with him that you did in the past.
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