Ah, I should shoot myself now.

Give blood! sell some shit on ebay!

smoke the landlords out? heh i dunno!

[bonsor]

this is what you get for blowing all your money on that schwag.

[i_dont_live]

Originally posted by Agony_Imp


The cactus would do nicely!




Thanks guys.

Yeah, I’ll stick it out. I’m wearing white, sitting in some sun and feeling optimistic. Yo.

fuck off. you're not getting my cactus. just have some money.

[bonsor]

and for chrissake, quit being such a melodramatic pussy.

[barden]

Originally posted by ******
and for chrissake, quit being such a melodramatic pussy.

John ******, you’re a cocky little fuck.

I’m being melodramatic cause it’s a serious issue.

How about you stop trying to be a know it all little cunt without any facts to base your opinions on?

[bonsor]

SINK OR SWIM.

SINK OAR SWAME

Originally posted by ******
SINK OR SWIM.

SINK OAR SWAME

how's that GED coming, sweetie?

[bonsor]

Originally posted by trykristin


how's that GED coming, sweetie?

it's not coming. it's here.

but thanks for staying on topic.

[barden]

Originally posted by ******
SINK OR SWIM.

SINK OAR SWAME

Yeah. Sink or Swim.

If I mess this month up and cant survive it, I lose everything I’ve built up, my house, my things, everything.

Not only cause I’d have to sell it for the money, but the only survival option would be moving to my father in Cape Town (the other side of the country). Meaning I’d have to sell everything, from my fridge stove and dishes to my CD’s and entertainment centre.


I’m already selling my Guitar and Amp tomorrow.

I’ve spent so long trying to build up my own home, and if I fuck up now I lose everything I’ve been working to build. And my bike



So yeah, it sucks. Sink or Swim.

[bonsor]

enjoy the minimalist lifestyle baden. maybe you won't act like such a dipshit.

[barden]

Originally posted by ******
enjoy the minimalist lifestyle baden. maybe you won't act like such a dipshit.

Hahaha.

Perhaps with realities like responsibility and maturity in your life you’d be a better person too.

Don’t be jealous John ******. One day after you’re done with the MacDonald’s / Disneyland / Band fuller for your dad you’ll settle down and get a job and place for yourself again too. I have my own house. Not a flat, or apartment. I’ve built up a house which I stand to loose.

Sorry for finding the thought of that imposing.

I’m am only 20, after all.

[bonsor]

newsflash baden, i finished my time at mcdonald's nearly 5 months ago. Not that it matters. It's honest living, and I lived honestly.

In the next month, I'll be going to school fulltime and paying it myself. I'll be living by myself and paying for it. I'm buying a new car for myself and i'll only need my parents to cosign the credit application, as I am only 19 and have barely established credit. I'll be working a second job come the fall semester just to cover all this. And I haven't even mentioned health and car insurance, utility bills, food, gas etc. Don't give me crap about responsibility.

Oh and, congratulations, you are RENTING a house. What big big boy you are. much bigger than me, I must say.

Just shut up.

[barden]

Originally posted by ******
newsflash baden, i finished my time at mcdonald's nearly 5 months ago. Not that it matters. It's honest living, and I lived honestly.

In the next month, I'll be going to school fulltime and paying it myself. I'll be living by myself and paying for it. I'm buying a new car for myself and i'll only need my parents to cosign the credit application, as I am only 19 and have barely established credit. I'll be working a second job come the fall semester just to cover all this. And I haven't even mentioned health and car insurance, utility bills. Don't give me crap about responsibility.

Oh and, congratulations, you are RENTING a house. What big big boy you are. much bigger than me, I must say.

Just shut up.

John ******, I’ll speak to you when you’re actually trying to make all that work.

I had lots of ‘plans’ too before this all started.

Things here are also more expensive, since we have a lower standard of living. Renting a house is more then half of what I earn every month, even with a roommate. I pay for everything myself, my bike, petrol, food, medial aid, insurance, fridge account, phone account, everything. My closest parent lives over 8 hours away, the other even further. All my accounts have been awarded based on my own credit history and nothing else.

God, its like a dick measuring competition, except I have achieved these things and you’re still talking about them.

Anyway, should you ever, once all your plans are made, feel that it could be entirely compromised, and should this thought frighten or upset you, just remember what a cunt you are.

You really have no argument. I don’t understand how I’m being Melodramatic. This is a serious situation, I feel showing some concern is justified, since it could potentially upset every level of comfort in my life at the moment.


And what’s this ‘Enjoy a Minimalist lifestyle’ comment. You make it seem as if I lived some kind of life of leisure previously, which you really know nothing about.



How about you 'just shut the fuck up' and I'll do the same, since I'm leaving work now.

[bonsor]

im not measuring my dick against yours. i was giving you reason to shut up about the responsibility thing. im not the one who is getting evicted.

[yo soy el mejor]

a minimalist lifestyle isnt so bad. i sort of enjoy it. sure. i complain to myself everytime i have to walk to work. but once the weather is cooler im sure it wont be so bad. the only expense i have to worry about is rent. and birth control. and whatever else i need/want. like this weekend i want to buy a new comforter and bed sheets. maybe see a movie. eat. whatever. i also want to go to the park and not forget to take a camera this time. eli said this weekend we might be able to go to sedona and go swimming.


i cant wait until the day i own a house.

[barden]

This morning I spent the last of my money putting in gas.
I got 1,4 liters for around the equivilant of a dollar.

Now I have not a cent.

And my wallet seems to be missing now too. Hmmm.


23 days with not a cent. Haw. Going to be fun! But I’ll do it.

And I’m sorry for going off at you yesterday John. I was stressed. Everyone has problems, and for everyone those problems are bad.

[barden]

Originally posted by yo soy el mejor
a minimalist lifestyle isnt so bad. i sort of enjoy it. sure. i complain to myself everytime i have to walk to work. but once the weather is cooler im sure it wont be so bad. the only expense i have to worry about is rent. and birth control. and whatever else i need/want. like this weekend i want to buy a new comforter and bed sheets. maybe see a movie. eat. whatever. i also want to go to the park and not forget to take a camera this time. eli said this weekend we might be able to go to sedona and go swimming.


i cant wait until the day i own a house.

I basically lead one already. I can never afford to do much. I don’t buy CD’s anymore. My only luxury is my weed. It also stifles my hunger, so it’s cool.

Otherwise, uh, takeaways here and there when I’m feeling generous for myself, but that’s it.

But it’s all good.

I’ll make a plan, things will be dandy again.

[skippy]

I say try to pay your rent but don't worry about all the other bills. Sure, your credit will suffer but most people have bad credit. It's not like they still throw you in jail for not paying your bills. Fuck your debtors!

[neopryn]

Remember when ****** was dead and Agony Imp got all worried?

And now they're at each other's throats.

[neopryn]

Originally posted by skippy

Change your name back.

Thanks.

[barden]

Originally posted by neopryn
Remember when ****** was dead and Agony Imp got all worried?

And now they're at each other's throats.

Yeah, we were friends, I was gullible and concerned.

But no one points out who was attention starved enough to feel motivated to pull a move like that! Eh?

I tried being nice to John on my return, he wasn’t interested based on his opinions of me, my intelligence too probably. So eh, whatever. I’m not going out of my way.

[skippy]

Originally posted by neopryn
Change your name back.

Thanks.

aww. you'll get used to it buddy.

[barden]

I’m getting such shit offers for my guitar. The place I fucking bought it from is offering me less then half (and I bought it second hand) of what I paid for it originally, even with the guitar stand *******d.

Stupid fucking second hand shops.

Grrr.

I’d get more selling it to an individual, but that takes time and advertising and such.

Fuck. And they’ll sell it for the same price I bought it for, they even said so. How fucked up is that? I also returned it in better condition then I bought it.