[reprise85]

i haven't had sexual intercourse since i was 19. i'm 26 now.

i haven't even tried because i'm pretty sure i'd have problems with flashbacks but i'm kinda tired of it already

last time i kinda sorta kinda got close with someone, i wasn't planning on having intercourse anyway but at a certain point i just dissociated a lot and had to stop. this was only a few months ago

it sucks, i wish my body worked right