so i haven't been able to get over the hurdle
i haven't gone more than two days without one. and i'm still smoking when drinking.
i just broke down and ordered an e-cig starter kit. even when i had a crappy disposable one it helped... so i'm hoping this will be enough to get me to stop for good. not the cheapest thing in the world, but what can you do. if it works it'll pay for itself in.... i dunno a few months.