Because reprise my thing with trust is kinda like yours but not nearly as bad. When your therapist called you a coward I thought how it was insensitive and how you could have a meaningful life without relationships as such. Unless you wanted them and it bothered you not to have them. In my case it goes like this: I was not taught to trust (or distrust. It was just not a concept in our household) but then later you're taught to trust someone right? And you get burned and burned. I mean even as a kid I learned not to trust in a tacit way via experience. So like I don't like being told that it's MY PROBLEM and I need to TRUST SOMEONE 100% to be perfectly happy. I am happy trustinf myself!!
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