before forever i'm going to have to start dating again. i've never had to navigate the sober crowd. it will be hard to relate to people that don't have a sordid past, but i definitely don't want to be involved with someone still hung up on said past. it's a confusing thing. i'm still probably too weird for someone actually normal, but i'm entirely NOT interested in anything/anyone crazy like i used to be. i'm not exactly ready to go looking yet, but i'm definitely starting to feel the lack of adult company and will have to do something about it before it gets out of hand. i've never gone this long without a boyfriend since i was 18.
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