i've been smoking regularly for three weeks
i had quit for five years. i've mentioned a lot that after i quit cold turkey i had no problem going out drinking 1-3 times a year and smoking a pack and dropping it again just like that
for some reason my ADD meds make me crave them intensely. I'm hoping that eventually goes away, because I really don't want to be a regular smoker. I loved being able to pick it up for a weekend and stop. It's frustrating because it was so easy. I never had cravings after I stopped. None at all.
oh well.
I can either keep smoking or go off the one daily medication I finally found that keeps me from staring at my shoes all day and not talking to anyone at work. I'm gonna stick with the Vyvanse and hope I can get back to my old occasional habit.
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