the thing with me is i keep my addiction at bay for at least the past 7 years, but it's pretty strongly rooted... i almost never smoke during the day, maybe one with a friend or something from a time to time. but at night i always smoke 1-2 cigs or joints.
it's been that way for years, with occasional withdrawls, but i always come back.
it's most definitely not dependency on nicotine, or whatever - simply the ritual of closing the day with it. the occasional daytime cig is like what order_66 said - social smoking
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