I do. And I threw out my cigarettes and lighter cuz I am fucking done. My kid is almost 3 months old and she can't think it's okay to smoke. They weren't doing anything for me anymore anyway besides making me feel guilty. I almost want to pray about not restarting again, because surely that will work. x_x I quit drugs, I can quit smoking. I just want to be happy with her. She's so sweet.
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