mom's bf was in so much pain today. he gets ativan and morphine in shitlord amounts q4h and as needed morphine, up to once per hour. was still all in pain a lot of today. plus has a fentanyl patch on. finally just started seeming more comfortable. my mom's friend L is also staying here tonight so i'm out in the family room on my tablet.
honestly this is the best case forr euthanasia i could imagine. he's in so much pain, death rattle, wants to die. if i wouldnt get caught i think i could actually smother him and not feel bad about it ultimately. i mean it'd be hard but it would really be the right thing to do. alas, not willing to go to jail.
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