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Originally Posted by teh b0lly!!1
4 weeks no weed for me.
i'm not even on some vendetta to not smoke, honestly, but still have been kinda persistently persevering and remaining insistent on not buying any weed and staying sober for a while. also, not drinking. went out the other night, drank a glass of beer... and that was it.
it's like i tell myself it's ok if i do decide to do it, yet choose to abstain. there's definitely an undercurrent to this but i'm not sure what it is atm.
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when I was on my no weed kick last summer, it just became habit after awhile and I found there was a small inherent reward in exercising the self-control it took to not smoke, cause smoking would have been easier. Doing the harder thing seemed to innately feel good even though there was no serious pressing reason I couldn't have a toke here or there