Bonsor's suicide thread
 

From last year. I saved the link because I thought it was pure gold. So here goes:

http://forums.netphoria.org/showthre...threadid=30701

i found that pretty sad.

i was hoping this would be the one where he faked a suicide..

We've all been there. I'm there right now.

you miss FDB that much though?

jk of course. you surely know this shit is temporary.

I'm there too.

By the way John I love you.

Mama-Mia!

...you have 199 posts and are calling me by my first name. reveal yourself at once!

and looking at that thread. i was a fucking miserable bastard. and that was only a year ago. sheesh.

I have like 4 posts in that thread and don't remember it.

Funny thread though. Especially David's stories.

This.

hm.

the word of john ****** has spread in the whole world wide web, and you can't DO ANYTHING AGAINST IT!!!
really, people are talking already, bout you. here, where i live. i just heard a dog bark and it sounded VERY similar to "******".

I can't believe you kept this picture. sicko.

And John, everyone should know you. I'm a fan.

i <3 john ******

I used to think about suicide all the time. I used to think that maybe one day I would do it. One day, it'd be so easy to just off myself.

This was until 1999 when my then-girlfriend broke up with me. I remember I was in so much pain (I was internalizing a lot, and it all just bubbled up in the form of physical pain). My chest hurt, I couldn't breathe. I couldn't sleep. I didn't eat for a whole week. And I remember turning over in my bed, and I saw this bottle of vodka I'd been saving, sitting conveniently next to a bottle of Advil.

And all I thought was: "Here, for the first time, THIS is an option." And it scared the FUCK out of me. To think of suicide as a REAL option, just became the scariest thought I'd ever had.

I shook it off, and decided things had to get better. They did.

Yup.

http://forums.netphoria.org/showthre...5&pagenumber=1

:rofl:

ruuuuuuuuuuuuuuf!

Man, what a melodramatic pussy.


Ha.

inspector gadget! hoo hoo!

ive done that. except for the freezer part. i find writing suicide notes very therputic.