Ah, I should shoot myself now.
 

I need money to survive.
I have none.

My dad has less for himself then I need for this month. He told me he would help me out this month. And then he tells me that.

What the fuck?

Not that I’m being ungrateful, but after he said it, I was kind of relying on that!



Christ.

I don’t know what I’m going to do.

Oh. I sympathize. Here's what I was thinking about doing for myself - make a sign that says "Handjobs for $--" and stand around the street corner.

have a yard sale.

That really sucks.

Make sure to aim up.

:(

any relatives you could stay with for awhile?

You could be selling that sweet ass.

Deal with it?

im pretty sure that is what he is trying to do

I'm fucked.

Truly.

Are you talking about money just to live off of? Do you have rent already taken care of?

Don't say you're fucked, there's always a way. :(

i am going through the same thing

:(

i hope you can get shit taken care of...

Rent isn’t paid yet. I’m short by a teeny tiny bit. I just need that teeny tiny bit to pay it, but that’s all I’ll have paid.

Nothing else.

My other accounts, food, petrol.

My dad was the only one I could ask for help.

I’m fucked. I don’t know what to do.

He was going to put some money into my account today. Now he tells me how little it’ll be. It MIGHT be enough for me to cover rent.

But that’s it.


I’m fucked.

Re: Ah, I should shoot myself now.
 

Get a job.

Re: Re: Ah, I should shoot myself now.
 

Hahaha.

Thanks.

Awww man I hope you pull through. Have you done anyone any favors recently? Does anyone owe you money? Find them. Or if you get tips at your job try to really kiss some ass.

-see if you can stay with any family/friends until things pick up. if they're hesitant to let you then explain your plight. this will save a good deal of your income

-cut back on sitting around; be productive

No.

None of that will work.

Maybe something will, but nothing mentioned so far.

Sorry Netphoria, I don’t think you can help! Ah. It’s my unique situation. I either survive it and get through stronger, or it kills me.



Blah.


It’s so… serious.

Fuck.

I don’t sit around, at all. I’m always busy.

My rent is due, I cant move out for a little without losing the place (I also has a one year contract with them, I’d possibly have to sacrifice my deposit if I jumped out without notice). So financially staying with friends or family (all of who live on the other side of the country) is not a solution.

Crime might be…. But eh…..

Not that again.

But I don’t know what to do. Sink or swim.

Sink or swim.

im sure there is something you could do in order to take care of the rent. perhaps you could have a face-to-face talk with the landlord to see if you can work something out...alot of young people are in this situation, and im sure there could be a loan program or something to help you with that.

once you get that taken care of, maybe you could consider moving in with your dad (assuming he lives nearby) and then the both of you could pool your finances

...but this is me just rambling. i guess what im trying to say is take it apart one piece at a time. that way it wont be so overwhelming. these kinds of ordeals are a rite of passage when in your 20's

How much additional do you owe?

Hmmm… It was meant to be the last month of shit like this, after trying to sort it all out previously. But instead, it just hits you again, and even worse then before.

I’ve exhausted my possibilities. And as for the loan thing with the landlord – Ha! They’re sue me and kick me out! Housing is a problem here, so places go quickly. They’d rather have a paying tenant then one who tries to make loan plans with them.

And if I get another account to pay off (like the rent over a few months, plus the normal rent next month) I’ll be in an even deeper hole.

I don’t know what to do. It’s been going on for a bit, but never this bad. This one is a basic do / die situation.

Argh.

I hate this so fucking much. It was so much easier at home, even if it wasn’t good, it wasn’t this!

R1500 would see me clear this month, probably.

It's about R1600 more then I have.

Haha.

How fun.

I cant concentrate on work now for shit.

This is so sad. I feel sorry for you :( . Can't you loan money from the bank or something like that. Or arrange that your account can be in debt? I'm just giving the options I should have here in holland.

considering the urgency of the situation, i really would look into an emergency loan of some sort...im pretty sure it could be adjusted to where it wouldn't interfere with your regular spending

hang in there

i just loaned my last 30 dollars to Jesse for pyoti cactus.


i'd totally give you that. but too late...

The cactus would do nicely!

;)


Thanks guys.

Yeah, I’ll stick it out. I’m wearing white, sitting in some sun and feeling optimistic. Yo.