75 degrees outside
 

today. practically from the moment i woke up until about 5 30 pm i spent it inside working on this...ugh. not even going to go into it. but yeah. sux. it gave me this nyquil feeling. like i can't comprehend how it got so late. one moment i'm outside and it's sunny and warm adn the next second it's dark. and people are walking around looking like ghosts. and i went on a couple failed missions. and. my friend told me a scary ghost story. well it wasn't really scary but scary in my terms and now i'm scared. but i'm gonna wake up early tomorrow morning and buy bagels. i swear to god i am. i am such a skeleton. i hate myself. i want to gain weight but i can't. i don't know. it gets me so mad.

Maybe get some of those weight gain products they have at those nutritional stores. Something packed with protein. Mmm. Drink lots of Boost!

you know i really should. and i'm going to. i'm gonna go buy bagels tomorrow. i also wanna go to the cd store and buy cds. (classical music ugh. maybe jim o'rourke ;) but i don't think they have him :( )

um. yeah. i dunno if he'll let me or if it's just a bagel adventure. wh oknows.