| Eulogy |
11-08-2002 09:52 PM |
Hm. Some Friday night entertainment for you...
I havent been here in awhile, but will always come back. And coming here tonight, it really hit me hard. There are so many that have been fans since the beginning, before there was even a webpage, before they even got online at all. And through it all they remained fans, through all the shows, through all the cds, videos, through it all. And there are so many new fans, which is so cool, it just shows what a great band the pumpkins were, and that thier music stands the test of time.
But yet, the old fans are forgotten in alot of ways. The hope of Gatmog still on thier breath, kind of left in the lurch, swinging at the end of the rope.
Even though newness is coming in just a few days even. I dont know, I feel sort of abandonned, left out, passed by, in the ashes of the band.
The pumpkins are no more, and so we truly have became ghost children in a very real sense.
It feels like Glass has left us orphaned in the Synthetic army.
It is just saddness though, I miss the band, I miss Billy, I miss the old days, the concerts, D'arcy, James, Jimmy together.
Gatmog was a part of that, and now that it is on hold, it leaves a vacuum inside me.
I know this is just sensless rambling, but yet I know Billy reads this board.
I know I will always be a fan, will always love the music, will always be here as long as this site is here.
I am looking forward to all that is coming, but I miss you Billy.
I miss how it once was.
**IN CASE YOU ARE STUPID, I DID NOT WRITE THIS.**
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