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FlamingGlobes 01-14-2020 05:03 PM

Must spread rep

FlamingGlobes 01-14-2020 05:07 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Tyler (Post 4527409)
Profoundly ashamed. Do you guys look back on your old selves with compassion or dutifully avoid doing so because you can't help blaming and punishing your current self for the person you used to be?

I look back with compassion and also shame. I think it's the only way to move forward in any meaningful way. Doesn't mean you need to continually punish yourself for things that you've done in the past though.

FlamingGlobes 01-14-2020 05:08 PM

i.e. having loud public conversations on your earbuds on the train

FoolofaTook 01-14-2020 05:11 PM

No need to punish yourself for that. Y s e m's got you covered!

yo soy el mejor 01-14-2020 05:57 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by topleybird (Post 4527434)
I feel like this is like the third or fourth time you've posted a story along the lines of "I told someone on the train to stop committing some social faux pas and all the passengers gave me a standing ovation and the mayor got on the train and he gave me a key to the city and I get free ice cream whenever I want, this happened"

what can i say?! whenever i speak up, it turns out others feel the same and back me up. hey!

yo soy el mejor 01-14-2020 05:59 PM

free ice cream from jeni's would be killer, though. a pint at the store is 11.99 at pete's and 8.99 (USD) at whole foods. found a new brand at target that's pretty good called museum of ice cream (or something like such as) and has unique yet classic flavors.

Alice 01-14-2020 07:23 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by yo soy el mejor (Post 4527449)
free ice cream from jeni's would be killer, though. a pint at the store is 11.99 at pete's and 8.99 (USD) at whole foods. found a new brand at target that's pretty good called museum of ice cream (or something like such as) and has unique yet classic flavors.

What's your flavor? I miss that buckeye state one something fierce

Alice 01-14-2020 07:32 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by FlamingGlobes (Post 4527439)
I look back with compassion and also shame. I think it's the only way to move forward in any meaningful way. Doesn't mean you need to continually punish yourself for things that you've done in the past though.

Yeah that sounds like a good balance. I need to figure out how to manage something similar. I'm actually feeling very good otherwise, if not a touch suspicious of myself. Someone's being real nice to me and I'm sure I don't deserve it. I haven't even lied or hidden anything to earn their affection so surely there's some mistake? I know I'm doing something wrong. I just haven't figured out what yet. Feels pretty great tho

Alice 01-14-2020 07:32 PM

Sorry

reprise85 01-15-2020 12:05 AM

i am somewhat compassionate towards myself, however there is one shitty thing i did that i fucking hate myself for and i dont know if i ever wont. i think about it most days, and at least once a week it gives me a mini panic attack before bed.

i was such a scumbag for drugs

ilikeplanets 01-15-2020 12:56 AM

My past actions are challenging for me to come to terms with, as well. And that's just what I can remember =/

I've done my best at starting over, but that won't really right any of my wrongs. It's hard not to hate yourself sometimes, but I can admit that my past self was a selfish and unreliable person and still maintain pride in the actions of my current self. Changing is a big deal.

yo soy el mejor 01-15-2020 01:50 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Tyler (Post 4527453)
What's your flavor? I miss that buckeye state one something fierce

with jeni's i'm really into the peanut butter and chocolate flecks. but i need to try more.

what's in the buckeye state?

Alice 01-15-2020 03:23 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by yo soy el mejor (Post 4527481)
with jeni's i'm really into the peanut butter and chocolate flecks. but i need to try more.

what's in the buckeye state?

The very same my fellow appreciator of fine flavors!

vixnix 01-15-2020 03:50 AM

i heard some gossip last week about a family where the wife/mother doesn't work and has a housekeeper come twice a week

the housekeeper has had to clean up used menstruation management products from the floor because that's where they were left after the daughter was finished with them

I wonder if when she is our age, the daughter will feel pretty bad about that

FoolofaTook 01-15-2020 07:06 AM

when i was cleaning my dad's student's rooms in jerusalem, there was a student who would leave turds in the toilet for me every time her room was scheduled to be cleaned.

at the time i was butthurt but now its pretty lol wtf??

DiscoJon 01-15-2020 09:26 AM

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Originally Posted by FoolofaTook (Post 4527488)
when i was cleaning my dad's student's rooms in jerusalem, there was a student who would leave turds in the toilet for me every time her room was scheduled to be cleaned.

at the time i was butthurt but now its pretty lol wtf??


HAHAHAHAHA

Meet me at Hot Poop, May 16th. Bring ID. Write your will.

FoolofaTook 01-15-2020 09:38 AM


DiscoJon 01-15-2020 09:50 AM

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Originally Posted by FoolofaTook (Post 4527495)

I'll take that as a yes, you Walla-Walla-Walla-Walla-Wallean.

FoolofaTook 01-15-2020 10:28 AM

It it's "Walla Wallaean," you damn fool!

Shallowed 03-02-2020 01:16 AM


FlamingGlobes 03-02-2020 07:29 AM

^just spent $350 on a nosebleed seat for MCR's reunion tour and is having major buyer's remorse.

Elphenor 03-02-2020 06:34 PM

pretty shite and drunk most days

FlamingGlobes 03-02-2020 06:51 PM

I suspect the two may be connected.

Shallowed 03-02-2020 06:53 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by FlamingGlobes (Post 4531575)
^just spent $350 on a nosebleed seat for MCR's reunion tour and is having major buyer's remorse.

nah

FoolofaTook 03-02-2020 06:59 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by FlamingGlobes (Post 4531661)
I suspect the two may be connected.


smashingjj 03-02-2020 07:15 PM

tree trunk over the shoulder sorta job after mini-disc recreational centre exercises prove futile to the no i don't know who it is large or even xlarge if you have it i listened to the drummer and he sounds good"

FlamingGlobes 03-02-2020 08:04 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Shallowed (Post 4531662)
nah

No regrets then?

topleybird 03-03-2020 09:22 AM


cork_soaker 03-05-2020 01:35 PM

just visited flightaware.com to check on the status of my mom's flight, only to find this as the main image on the homepage:



feeling perplexed

yo soy el mejor 03-05-2020 01:36 PM

oh dear. ^

yo soy el mejor 03-05-2020 01:38 PM

i am feeling physical pain. i went to bed on an empty tummy and woke up in a sweat and feeling nauseated. i took off my tights to cool down, but my whole body was hot and slick in a bad way.

anyway, i threw up something and now my soft palette hurts from puking so fiercely, which is making it difficult to eat my lunch and i'm only eating veggies and chickpeas. :[

reprise85 03-05-2020 07:52 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by cork_soaker (Post 4532132)
just visited flightaware.com to check on the status of my mom's flight, only to find this as the main image on the homepage:



feeling perplexed

lol wtf

cork_soaker 03-05-2020 08:31 PM

yeah, i never do this sort of thing, but was compelled to email their customer service contact out of genuine curiosity. a representative replied very quickly with the following message:

Thank you for contacting FlightAware. We apologize for the image. As staff we try to moderate uploaded photos to the best of our ability. However, the photos are posted by members of the FlightAware aviation community. Based on the number of votes the photo received they become featured on our FlightAware home page.

Again, we apologize for the image and feel free to reach out for for any flight tracking needs.

Best Regards.

cork_soaker 03-05-2020 08:33 PM

and like that *blows a puff of air into fingertips* the image had been replaced upon refresh

cork_soaker 03-05-2020 08:36 PM

anyway, i texted the screenshot to my mom during her layover

reprise85 03-05-2020 08:40 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by cork_soaker (Post 4532192)
and like that *blows a puff of air into fingertips* the image had been replaced upon refresh

this will get you 10k upvotes on reddit

FlamingGlobes 03-06-2020 07:55 AM

He'll be an even bigger deal than fuzzy! Better get those professional pics done soon!

FlamingGlobes 03-06-2020 07:57 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by yo soy el mejor (Post 4532134)
i am feeling physical pain. i went to bed on an empty tummy and woke up in a sweat and feeling nauseated. i took off my tights to cool down, but my whole body was hot and slick in a bad way.

anyway, i threw up something and now my soft palette hurts from puking so fiercely, which is making it difficult to eat my lunch and i'm only eating veggies and chickpeas. :[


FoolofaTook 03-06-2020 08:46 AM

I care about you, Y S E M.

:)

FlamingGlobes 03-06-2020 09:49 AM

Your Sickness Enriches Me


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