i bought this beer

surely it will help my problems

Is this because of all those mean things I said?

It is isn't it

100%

I'm dealing with the beginning of what is going to be a long-term tough situation, but I'm pretty confident in my coping skills.

The gloom seems to be going around these parts, huh? Solidarity and strength to you all.

This is a master stroke here and I don’t mean it in the sense that it could describe what took does with flobes’s dad, I mean it like you know, in the sense of being highly accomplished

It’s certainly true for me, I go through all the motions but all that ever comes out of me is rage and regret, I can’t explain it

You do seem to have amazing coping skills! I would back them too

we are champions, bathed in the heat of a thousand flame wars in the grim future of the internet there is only netphoria

I was in a head screaming agony for a bit

and now I'm just in a state of empty, everything seems trite, no future feels worth aspiring to

the idea of getting another job makes me sick

I woke up to Dave Matthews Band bleating out Satellite on my alarm radio.

Clearly I'm in for a bad day.

babe, i never thought you'd ask.

damn why couldn't you limit yourself to one post? totally ruined the flow.

Huh? Of course you can hygienically use your phone and go to the bathroom at the same time. In fact, I can't believe we lived in a time before you could use your phone to distract yourself. It's simple, when you feel like you're finished, place the phone down somewhere clean or in your pocket, wipe, wash your hands, then pick up phone.

It'll be our little secret ;)

Really, what we should be concerned with is people who play with their phones while eating. Or performing surgery.

It's depraved to me that anyone would bring anything into a bathroom besides their nude, shameful bodies

It's literally where shit lives

Oh wait a minute, was Disco King being sarcastic? My mistake.

Back to the SP board I go.

this hit harder than expected

i could swear it's in the water. carried around in the air.

warming, violence, corruption, economy, interpersonal communication, everything seems to be escalating in some way. it's like we're watching the world devour itself. outward and inward. literally almost everyone i know irl has been severely depressed this past year. everyone is struggling to get by, and everyone is failing in their own unique and yet near identical way.

i hope all you guys find a bit of peace and do better.

but honestly, unless you're a prized member of some lucky alternate universe, hope is usually there to be shattered, in favor of some secondary narrative of fortitude that doesn't really exist.

this year has been a motherfucker, man. for real.

ya i really don't understand why we keep our toothbrushes there, but i can't change tradition.

so i really don't have a problem walking into my restroom holding a sandwich or something but not while having a movement /wiggles eyebrows.

i'm alright, erica.

teh_b0lly!!1

i did some mushrooms earlier this year and hung out in a big rapid river in the middle of the woods and mountains. ever since i've felt a lot better about the world, which is a wonderful, awesome place regardless of all the dumb shit humans get up to. its good to get out of yourself and into the earth; i try to cultivate that kind of shared consciousness as much as i can.

we know. its the ppl around you that we worry about.

:)

Yeah, Taco Bell farts are the worst.

I'm sad.

Someone with my bmi should not have an appetite as poor as mine is.

Too bad you are not with me here in Asia. Then we could have some green curry or maybe sticky rice with mango.

And the offer still stands, even though you just neg repped me.

:)

Three weeks of leave.

No complaints.

Started playing Baulder's Gate as a Bard.

So that's how I'm feeling

bard is badass

We still feeling shitty or what?

well i just had a super massive shouting argument with my parents over whether the term "expat" is racist (it is)


so i feel great, yeah

Aside from a two-day headache, not so bad. I'm feeling a little less bummed now that the holidays have passed/are passing. How about you?