I actually don't want your pity

but Idk what it would take

yeah I'm white and my parents are well off

about 9 jack and cokes in I feel life

80's night plays and it's all bliss

no matter that this was I and Summer's thing

she says I only care about sex and music and Idk if it's true I never learned to connect with another human on another level

it's all I know really

But it's all fine you know

this isn't so bad if I just let go

I can watch life like a film

it's not for me to participate in, but it's a thing

and DJ Ely plays Isolation and I smile afterwards I give him the pack of smokes I bummed from him

Life is for some of us and others just watch

I hope she's happy finally wherever she is right now

I tried

I really tried Idk

I'm so insane

the 2am cut off hits and I'm still not drunk enough

I can never be drunk enough

it’s a hot one

call the cops, you just got Robbed

Have you tried buying some new clothes and joining a tennis club, yet? There’s so much feel good in that plan, I’m surprised more people don’t do it.

Why tennis, though?

Because it’s a social activity and usually they meet once a week, so you know you have somewhere to go on the weekend, to work out a little, and have some fun. Plus it’s fun to play and easy to learn.

I don't know. I think I would refrain from dating a tennis player, so if a lot of people are of the same opinion, it won't help elph.

I don’t think most people would use the playing of tennis to decide whether or not to date someone. I’m married, but I always viewed the ability to go play some tennis, just for fun, pretty positively.

Does it have to be tennis? What about ping pong? Or volleyball?

Well yeah anything really. I said tennis because there are a lot of tennis clubs in NZ and Australia and not so many ping pong or volleyball clubs.

That I know about. I could be wrong.

idk I had a psychotic meltdown those posts are embarrassing

pretty much if I don't get off the internet and become some kind of social climber my biology is going to keep torturing me

it says go out and be King Bat or else

I mean I went to see if I could make it into the rumored punk parties and I absolutely did that night

Only I was incredibly intoxicated and did more drugs on top of it

house had a sound proof'd room with a whole band set up...bump of coke and we were power chord jamming

sounds pretty metal tbh

the guitar had hella metal gain tbh

I didn't really even know what to do with that much masculinity behind the axe

like I didn't have my capo! where's my reverb and delay etc

this upcoming weekend is the biggest Deathrock/Post-Punk night of the month in my city

and I will def get into that afterparty now

Stop posing and just be a decent person.

Go make friends with someone who listens to Nickelback or something. I bet your life will improve by at least 50% within the week.

it took me 5 years of pogo'ing in the bedroom research to be able to namedrop enough bands to impress the urbanites

I am not squandering that now

you should tell them all that their lives are worthless, that nothing they do will ever matter, and that their death will be their greatest accomplishment.

then go listen to black metal in a cemetery with three bottles of robitussin.

this is my advice, fwiw

Why does everyone do Robitussin in cemetaries? That was my favorite place to do it and it always felt right, but I don't get the logic behind it.

Hey, it's your life.

worshipping: satan.