Hello.
 

Cheer me up. I am not doing well. Apparently I have borderline personality disorder. I used to come to this place but I only recognize 2/3 screen names. I have nothing of worth to contribute.

get lost.

Thank you.

Oh, and I am lost.

BPD?

How do we know you're not lying?

Has anyone else noticed that days are too long these days? How am I expected to be awake for around sixteen hours at a time? Where's my incentive?

I get it. It's disputable that people with BPD lie more than other people, though.

piss off

Thank you.

Oh, and I am pissed off.

Well, maybe not pissed off. Numb, really. I don't really relate to the core features of BPD, just the "negative" ones like emptiness and a lack of self. That could be anything, though.

And what am I meant to do with this constant pain down below, which has been with me SEVEN YEARS?! That can't be a symptom of BPD. It's unbearable.

cut it off

You know, it's that bad I feel like it, but I don't fancy bleeding to death. I suppose I'll have to see another doctor who'll say, "Well, I can see no physical cause. Have you tried talking therapy?" Because I've been a mental patient, they all lazily and unhelpfully assume it's psychosomatic. Really, it makes no difference what it is, it's real as hell to me and I can't talk or think my way out of it, otherwise I surely would've had some let up by now.

I am brightening this place up already.

well that's not hard with all the white writing on a black background

also you don't have to bleed to death. just get some gunpowder. it will hurt but not for 7 years, and then the doctors won't think your pain is psychosomatic

I don't think an explosion will be precise enough. The question is whether I'm willing to lose some limbs along with the source of the pain. I'm not that brave.

I'm not sure you'd lose limbs. just burn them pretty badly

Yeah, well. It's not just physical -- having painful, dead genitals means I have no libido and complete anhedonia, among infinite other problems. Freud or Reich would've had a field day with me.

this a trotsky troll?

i vote yes

do you think they would actually admit that?

I wish I were a troll.

I heard trolls smell bad. do you really want that?

I'd rather be smelly and happy than fresh and miserable.

touchee

Someone's off their meds.

Can you not delete threads anymore? This one was misjudged and a parody of miserable.

Why would i bother registering and logging in as a different user just to troll people, esecially considering i troll on this account