| Shallowed |
12-19-2012 06:05 PM |
Thanks for your posts, reprise.
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Originally Posted by reprise85
(Post 3946759)
however it is possible it will never come back, since you feel better without meds and it seems to have been months long (right?) and not years.
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I've shown symptoms of depression for years. At first I was completely unaware. Then I started to wonder if I was depressed. I was in denial about it because how could I be depressed? One day a friend I hadn't seen for a long time told me he was diagnosed with depression. It made me start to seriously think that I might be depressed. I was already having suicidal thoughts, but I was in denial about being suicidal too. This year I've been doing not very much with myself. Some months ago I had a bad trip by myself, confined to my bedroom at night with my sister sleeping in the room next door. I called a suicide hotline and without giving away that I was tripping, admitted to the counsellor that I wanted to kill myself. It was the first time that I realised that I didn't just think that I might have been depressed and suicidal, it was actually real.
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definitely enjoy feeling better, i know i do. i have some ups and downs but i do need medication and since i've found the right combo and got some results from my years of therapy, i feel sooo much better and i'll never take for granted feeling good
P.S. :) :)
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How long have you been feeling good for? I just wanna say that I support and defend your choice and need for anti-depressants. I didn't take them because I couldn't bring myself to do it, but anyone else that takes and needs them has my support. Love you <3
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Originally Posted by reprise85
(Post 3946760)
have you considered seeing your doctor (even just your GP) and reporting your feeling better and have him do a little quick evaluation? it can't hurt
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Mum and I are going to see the doctor this afternoon, we had an appointment made anyway. Yesterday she also came with me talk to my counsellor with me. I'm not going to the counsellor any more unless I feel like I need it.
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Originally Posted by Nimrod's Son
(Post 3946805)
btw i think shallowed is proving that you don't need medications to get over your depression, just make some efforts to improve yourself
which is what i've been saying all along
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That's not what I was saying at all. This is a personal anecdote, not medical proof for anything. Depression is really complex and varies from person to person. Stop trolling.
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Originally Posted by Nimrod's Son
(Post 3946824)
his feelings changed overnight BECAUSE he made these efforts
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No, my feelings changed overnight and THEN I started to make changes. I've mentioned this like three times in the thread now.
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