I haven't done Roxy in a month but I did some tonight. Wasn't worth it. I'll probably quit opiates in general for a while, they're so lovely but too expensive. Guess I'll need a new nickname besides "heroin addict" now
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Going to a dinner party tonight. It's one of those situations where the more boring it is the more you drink.
So i'm not exactly sure I should hope to get super drunk or just lightly buzzed... |
LaBelle : neither, ditch the party and go smoke weed out of a pop can in a hedgerow.
ILP : Good for you! Forget hehron and those nasty opiates. |
If there's a bustle in your hedgerow, don't be alarmed now.
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With a lot of video games, I'll adjust the sound settings so that the music is turned down but all the other stuff -- dialog, sound effects, ambience etc -- still plays. So it blends with my own personal soundtrack. This is how I play stuff like GTA, RDR, Arkham et al. Not a full-stop mute. |
Also, I've been making an effort to cut down on my drinking (mostly for financial & depression reasons) and haven't had a drink in two weeks now. I really had to talk myself down from it last night (was dangerous combo of bored, lonely and feeling slightly bad about the state of things in my life) and managed to stay strong. And again today, met my sister and her boyfriend for lunch and they kept trying to strong-arm me into a beer or two (I haven't really expressed to anyone my desire to cut back) and still I resisted.
So, happy Friday/Saturday drunk, everyone! |
nice work Globes
why are you depressed man |
Way2go glamingflobes u can do it. So many of us don't even recognize when it's getting dangerous. Alcohols such a seductive brain eraser
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Just got my 1st ever vape pen with a cart of oil! Any tips???
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lol jk
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I'm so stoned and eating spicy spicy pickles in the grass. This is very happy for me
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tonight I opted out of netflix and chill with pizza girl to sit home and drink and play video games alone.
that's pretty weird of me, someone should take my temperature |
I also just got on tinder in the first time in a few months, and I matched with the 21 year old girl I was telling Netphoria about last year who I always see at local open mics.
I guess my moment is like at hand or whatever. I feel so unmotivated to try and start a relationship though. The fling or whatever it is with pizza girl has been fun but the thought of something more serious actually makes me stomach turn. I feel like I can't trust anyone enough for that ever again. I also feel like I could never muster the energy to work that hard on anything else after 4 year relationship girl. I guess I could go out with 21-year-old girl and just see how it goes but I get the strong impression she has romantic notions about relationships and probably is not going to be down for this kind of we are seeing each other regularly but are not really together thing I am doing now. Also I actually like her and don't want poison the well by being a fuckboi cause what if six months from now I'm suddenly ready to be relationship guy again? ugh but now that we have matched, the pressure is on to say something to her like NOW, right? If i let it sit that is weird because now we have declared our mutual interest. GAH |
or maybe I should just go out with her cause yolo and there's always more fish etc etc?
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IM SO LONELY SOMEONE SAY SOMETHOING
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I will later, I'm bitter now cuz everyone ignored me
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Except my bro foolofatook of course
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Honestly there's nothing so wrong about wanting to be single. You sound mostly unenthused with the people you know. That will change when you meet someone you're excited about and you'll want to be in a relationship again. That's how it always happens, don't overthink it.
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I'm the last guy to give advice, but the above is probably just what you'd tell me if I posted the same thing. |
One year of monogamy and three of her fucking a bunch of other people while you only occasionally sleep with some friend that seemingly no longer wants much to do with you girl comes off as an extremely overrated human being and I think it'd benefit you immensely to consider the possibility that this might very well be the case.
Consider also how much it might creep her out to see how you still talk about her this frequently on Netphoria. |
Write her name on a slip of paper and throw it into the ocean.
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Or find her and throw her into the ocean.
Either way, it will bring closure. |
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Wow I hate you guys
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It's just a speed bump, I'll bounce back. But in the meantime, drinking to numb what's happening isn't helping. |
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Either way, you haven't lived 'til you've played Mario Kart with some Corrosion of Conformity or Rush in the background. |
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