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ilikeplanets 03-04-2015 02:08 AM

i've fucking been to rehab tho, what the fuck else is there

ilikeplanets 03-04-2015 02:09 AM

i've been to jail too, albeit not for very long. neither are some guaranteed fix

ilikeplanets 03-04-2015 02:09 AM

WHO GAVE YOU REASON

reprise85 03-04-2015 02:10 AM

i never went to rehab, and i tried AA/NA but i didnt work too well for me.

there are alternative ways to get clean but the prerequisite is to want to get clean. unless you get arrested.

Mals Marola 03-04-2015 02:11 AM

sometimes it seems like people really understand why you're "acting strange" or need some time to get your shit together/figured out or whatever when there's a hard-drug or two involved

that sounds a lot more pity-party-inciting than i want it to i guess, only party i'm tryna start right now is one with a satisfying amount of nuggets, mcnuggets

ilikeplanets 03-04-2015 02:11 AM

i don't think not wanting to is an excuse, it's a sincere statement. i'm not excusing nothin', yo

reprise85 03-04-2015 02:11 AM

you gotta move to a state that will give you medicaid so you can get suboxone and therapy. try to find a place around you with sliding scale therapy.

ilikeplanets 03-04-2015 02:12 AM

move how, also we can't leave cuz b has that charge and he has to go thru court first

reprise85 03-04-2015 02:13 AM

i know it's hard ilp, with your stomach pain and dope sickness and a decade plus of using drugs everyday, but life really is better when you're not addicted to dope. much better.

ilikeplanets 03-04-2015 02:13 AM

we moved six times last year, in three states

reprise85 03-04-2015 02:14 AM

just continue to use until you OD or go to prison then i guess.

ilikeplanets 03-04-2015 02:14 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by reprise85 (Post 4161957)
i know it's hard ilp, with your stomach pain and dope sickness and a decade plus of using drugs everyday, but life really is better when you're not addicted to dope. much better.

why, what makes you really happy?

ilikeplanets 03-04-2015 02:14 AM

i didn't start this conversation okay

reprise85 03-04-2015 02:17 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by ilikeplanets (Post 4161960)
why, what makes you really happy?

it makes me happy to be able to study things i like in college and prepare for a future helping others

it makes me happy to be able to get up in the morning and not have a panic attack and puke until i get some opiate in me

it makes me happy to have friendships that arent based on getting high

it makes me happy to not have to worry about the police every time i leave my house

it makes me happy to not have to have an agenda every day for how i am going to get high, to not have to come up with scams or do shady things

it makes me happy to not have to throw up after i've gotten the drugs but haven't found a place to take them yet

i mean take your fucking pick

reprise85 03-04-2015 02:18 AM

it makes me happy to not have to worry about getting diseases from sharing drug paraphernalia

it makes me happy to know i am self sufficient and have a little bit of money in the bank (a couple hundred bucks is a lot better than absolutely nothing)

it makes me happy to get regular medical care

ilikeplanets 03-04-2015 02:22 AM

i don't know, that just sounds like things you don't have that make life easier. doesn't seem especially satisfying to me. i am hard to please i guess.

Trotskilicious 03-04-2015 02:23 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by ilikeplanets (Post 4161961)
i didn't start this conversation okay

i just have this moral obligation to hold up a mirror

Trotskilicious 03-04-2015 02:25 AM

why do people persue happiness instead of peace?

ilikeplanets 03-04-2015 02:27 AM

i get bored easily, it's fucked. then anxious and you know the progression

ilikeplanets 03-04-2015 02:28 AM

peace is so permanent, things aren't permanent for me. and happiness is what makes life worth it, personally. extremes

The exploding boy 03-04-2015 02:28 AM

inner peace is where its at.






often comes with happiness though.



Or is it the opposite.

ilikeplanets 03-04-2015 02:29 AM

they're not mutually exclusive i guess because i am happy often but rarely peaceful

Trotskilicious 03-04-2015 02:29 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by ilikeplanets (Post 4161969)
peace is so permanent, things aren't permanent for me. and happiness is what makes life worth it, personally. extremes

that doesn't even make sense

most people who think life is worth it aren't on drugs all the time

Trotskilicious 03-04-2015 02:30 AM

pretty much everyone who's on drugs all the time is sad

Trotskilicious 03-04-2015 02:30 AM

if you're chasing happiness in a needle you're doing it wrong

Trotskilicious 03-04-2015 02:31 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by The exploding boy (Post 4161971)
inner peace is where its at.






often comes with happiness though.



Or is it the opposite.

not really man, to be honest with you happiness is a fleeting state i don't think people can be always happy

i think people can be always at peace though

Trotskilicious 03-04-2015 02:32 AM

what do i know though

Lucky Day Spa 03-04-2015 02:33 AM

i'll peace when i'm dead

Mals Marola 03-04-2015 02:34 AM

yeah peace always seems like calm before the storm or the surrender before death or somethin

prob just in this crazy world tho

Mals Marola 03-04-2015 02:34 AM

crraaaazy crraaazy world
crraaaazy crraaazy times


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