Today didn't go exactly as planned. As I've been having some positive days lately, I thought I'd take this opportunity to ask a girl I know a little to go see a movie with me. See, she goes to another school and we've only met occasionaly. I could tell that for the few times we did meet she thought I was cute. And her going to another school meant she wouldn't be all prejudiced to think I was a freak like all the kids at my school. So I called her and she agreed to go with me latter that night.

It was still morning, and when I hopped into the shower I noticed I definitely could use a trim down there. Normaly I can be pretty lazy about this and be like, "Pshh, oh well, I can fix this another time." But tonight I was going to be going on a date with a girl. Who knew what could happen? So I began to try and shave down there.

At first it was going very well. I was geting myself all smooth, and this was very pleasing, but then I noticed something. If I moved my hand across my scrotum in one direction it would all feel smooth, but if I motioned my hand in the other direction I could still feel the sharpness of coarse hair--what the fuck!? So I started getting incredibly anal about shaving down there. It was getting really bad. Obsessed even. Now my ball sack was beggining to burn. But the pain only seemed to sharpen my focus. And slowly all my awarness and perceptions of myself dissapeared and me trying to perfectly shave my scrotum became my whole existence--this activity was now the whole fucking universe.

It was at about this time that I recieved my first cut. And boy did it bleed. The blood was going everywhere. This didn't matter though. Rather, the only thing that mattered was getting my scrotum to become perfectly smooth no matter which direction I moved my hand over it. And so in my obsession, I cut myself again, and again, and again. Always deeper and deeper. Now blood was everywhere, it just seemed to poor from out between my legs like some twisted imitation of a hybrid male/female freak who could achieve menstration.

Our family has a little water-proof radio we placed in the shower. When ever I take a shower I like to leave it on a local alternative station that I love. Well, as I was sitting there in all my blood, basicaly self mutilating myself, the song cherub rock came on. The effects of the Smashing Pumpkins overcame me immediately. I couldn't of prevented it even if I wanted to. The fact that my scrotum was in unbearable pain, and the fact that I was now covered in blood was of no concern. For the song made it very clear what I was to do then. My right hand felt down to my cock as my left hand felt and grabed all about my upper body. Rubbing and carassing my chest and nipples.

Eventualy the song was over. I just stood there while the water ran across my body and the true wieght of the situation finaly lowered itself upon me. The sight of myself at that point was sickening and very sobering. I was uncontrolable and my ball sack still ached and bled horribly. I began to cry.

As careful as I am however, my parents will never know of all the deep lascerations along my scrotum. I used tons of band aides and its long since stopped bleeding. I ended up seeing the movie with the girl. She asked me why I was walking funny. I explained that I had pulled a muscle when I was running. Which is believable, as I'm the type to work out, lift wieghts, and run.

Man, what a day.

I didn't read any of that.

Originally posted by Ihaman
I didn't read any of that.

i read all of it and i am glad you shared it. the part about 'cherub rock' was awesome!!:rockon:

i read it
























































it wasn't that great

Im sorry :(

I just feel so scared and lonely, I'm so diffrent and I'm such a freak. When I discovered this message board I thought, "Fucking right!" Because finaly there'd be people out there who can understand what it is I go through. But here, on the one place where I thought I wouldn't be called a freak, what do you guys do? Some of you call me a freak. Gee, thanks.

Is this a new Dead alias?

You are not for serious. :erm

Yes, I am very serious. I am not Dead, I used to be Solitarely and now I use the name TumoraXsault

i laughed pretty hard

wow... you should have just waxed.

dudes, i read the whole thing, and i gotta say, thanks for sharing! that was interesting to say the least. hope your sack heals ok.

Originally posted by TumoraXsault
Yes, I am very serious. I am not Dead, I used to be Solitarely and now I use the name TumoraXsault but in the interim you used the name 'Sapphire', correct?

Originally posted by alexthestampede
i laughed pretty hard

hey man, you're not too far removed from your anime days, take it easy

what is your avatar from?
he is too good looking to be a real person. is he an anime?

<font color="dab9ea">They don't play the pumpkins on the radio anymore.</font>

Originally posted by Mariner


hey man, you're not too far removed from your anime days, take it easy
would you people quit inferring that ive "gotten over" anime? if anything, you've come around

Originally posted by obscured01
<font color="dab9ea">They don't play the pumpkins on the radio anymore.</font> you're right! i call shenanigans on this OBVIOUSLY falsified tale!

Originally posted by alexthestampede

would you people quit inferring that ive "gotten over" anime? if anything, you've come around

i see word of my latest anti anime hate massacre has not made it to your local papers.

Originally posted by TumoraXsault

pics?

Originally posted by obscured01
<font color="dab9ea">They don't play the pumpkins on the radio anymore.</font>

i heard BWBW a couple days ago on the radio...

Originally posted by obscured01
<font color="dab9ea">They don't play the pumpkins on the radio anymore.</font>
actually 102.1 or whatever it is in dallas plays them more than any station in houston ever did

which still isnt much

<font color="dab9ea">They don't even play the pumpkins on our college station here. I haven't heard the pumpkins on the radio in at least 3 years.</font>

Originally posted by obscured01
<font color="dab9ea">They don't even play the pumpkins on our college station here. I haven't heard the pumpkins on the radio in at least 3 years.</font>
they only play certain songs. i dont think ive ever heard Bullet or zero

Originally posted by Ihaman
I didn't read any of that.

Our radio station plays Pumpkins music several times a day.

Originally posted by alexthestampede

they only play certain songs. i dont think ive ever heard Bullet or zero


yes they do.

A couple of weeks ago, I was in the car with someone and we were singing along to BWBW, making fun of how we karaoked it one time.

A couple weeks before that, they played Zero

Just because one station may not play the Pumpkins doesnt mean that other stations follow in the same beat. Did you ever hear of WBCN in Boston? They play Pumpkins
a lot!

Now I think I'm coming down with the flu and I feel pretty misreable. :(
God I love the pumpkins!

Originally posted by TumoraXsault
Just because one station may not play the Pumpkins doesnt mean that other stations follow in the same beat. Did you ever hear of WBCN in Boston? They play Pumpkins
a lot!

Now I think I'm coming down with the flu and I feel pretty misreable. :(
God I love the pumpkins! Your name is stupid. It's not even ironically stupid, it's just stupid.

Are you saying you whacked it to a pumpkins song while your scrotum was bleeding?

I believed every word of that story up until Cherub Rock. I mean, what radio station would play that song? Pshhh.

Originally posted by TumoraXsault
Just because one station may not play the Pumpkins doesnt mean that other stations follow in the same beat. Did you ever hear of WBCN in Boston? They play Pumpkins
a lot!

Now I think I'm coming down with the flu and I feel pretty misreable. :(
God I love the pumpkins! :love:

Originally posted by Super Cres
Are you saying you whacked it to a pumpkins song while your scrotum was bleeding?

5 star post

Originally posted by 17 Seconds
I believed every word of that story up until Cherub Rock. I mean, what radio station would play that song? Pshhh.


i heard it on the radio today... :erm

The answer to your inital question is: No. You shouldn't have shared that.

Originally posted by Ihaman
I didn't read any of that.

Hairless balls would be weird anyway and now you for sure aren't getting any, and you're sore.

Good job LOL

Originally posted by Dead
I didn't read any of that

Originally posted by Super Cres
Are you saying you whacked it to a pumpkins song while your scrotum was bleeding?

that pretty much sums it up

Originally posted by alexthestampede

actually 102.1 or whatever it is in dallas plays them more than any station in houston ever did

which still isnt much

Hell yeah

The flashback show during lunch.

Which makes me feel old, because my favorite band only gets played on flashback shows. :(

I love it when they play Drown.

Originally posted by alexthestampede

they only play certain songs. i dont think ive ever heard Bullet or zero

What? They play those the most...

Originally posted by BeautifulLoser


What? They play those the most...
:(

ok i admit ive only spent 15 minutes listening to the radio in the past month or so

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awesome thread

OMG!!! I just had this horrible nightmare where, at the exact moment that this thread were to die, I would die. It was awful. Somebody warned me that this would happen so I was trying to warn the admins about it. I wanted to let them know that the moment this thread died I would no longer exist. But I couldn't contact them because nothing worked right. My emails wouldn't work right, and my IM's wouldn't work right, it was so frustrating. And if I didn't contact them soon they were going to delete it because of some stupid reason. That dream sucked ass. I hope I never die.

Everybody dies so stop hoping.

So, please dont let this thread die

I read every bit of this thread.

This story so isn't finished. Post the rest about what happened when the girl felt your scabby dick, covered in band-aids.

Originally posted by TumoraXsault
I hope I never die.

<font color="dab9ea">Uh oh. I think you're in for a bit of a let down.</font>

sidenote: it's hard shaving around five vertical 10g scrotum rings. w3rd. i always have smooth balls, with hair all around the piercings. it looks weird.

To "testify" was based on men in the Roman court swearing to a statement made by swearing on their testicles.

that made me feel a little sick.

When I was little I got traumatized by a teddy rupskin bear. Although he told me stories, i was terrified that it was going to kill me to the point that i would try to throw it away every night but every night my gramma would find it and put it back in my room before she went to sleep >.< So now I can't sleep with any thing that either 1: has individual fingers (in other words can hold a weapon) or 2: has moving eyes or mouth in my room or i wont sleep. Damn that Teddy Ruxpin. He is the reason why when I got older, everything went wrong for me and I began listening to the music of the Smashing Pumpkins.

Originally posted by schlagen
This story so isn't finished. Post the rest about what happened when the girl felt your scabby dick, covered in band-aids.

this actually made me feel sorry for you. poor kid. apparently you need some help... i dont know what kind, but something.

http://img4.exs.cx/img4/2089/teddy.jpg

http://www.digicodesys.com/fark/teddy.jpg

http://webpages.charter.net/paladeacon/catalanistateddy.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v217/Jesiange/Fark/Photoshop/bot.jpg

http://paintshop.clearbluesky.us/Public/cynthia.jpg

lol!

Originally posted by TumoraXsault
. I was geting myself all smooth, and this was very pleasing, but then I noticed something. If I moved my hand across my scrotum in one direction it would all feel smooth, but if I motioned my hand in the other direction I could still feel the sharpness of coarse hair--what the fuck!?

Ahahaha wait till it starts to grow in you think your walking funny now!

yea, its starting to grow in and it itches horribly! However, when I try to itch it, I begin to bleed again. :(

If you don't stop it's going to get gangrenous and they'll have to remove it.

First of all, I thank you so much for sticking by me since the beggining and I offer nothing for you but the utmost apreciation :) It feels good to have somebody there that you can tell this tramatic situation to. I hope none of you ever have to experience the same horrors of this scary, and horrifying situation that I had to go through.

Alexthestampede, I thank you for taking the time to help me through my horrible abnormalities.

For those that didnt take the time to read it, nor cared about it and only laughed at me, I think youre the ones who will try to take advantage of disabled people. You are the ones who will park in the handicapped parking spaces and kick down old ladys to steal their pocket books. You're jerks! I wouldnt be surprised if you drug up young girls at raves. Which is not cool at all.

I was going to reply to this post sooner, but then I had to go pick my brother up. So I'm sure you understand.

!lol!

Originally posted by TumoraXsault
First of all, I thank you so much for sticking by me since the beggining and I offer nothing for you but the utmost apreciation :) It feels good to have somebody there that you can tell this tramatic situation to. I hope none of you ever have to experience the same horrors of this scary, and horrifying situation that I had to go through.

Alexthestampede, I thank you for taking the time to help me through my horrible abnormalities.

For those that didnt take the time to read it, nor cared about it and only laughed at me, I think youre the ones who will try to take advantage of disabled people. You are the ones who will park in the handicapped parking spaces and kick down old ladys to steal their pocket books. You're jerks! I wouldnt be surprised if you drug up young girls at raves. Which is not cool at all.

I was going to reply to this post sooner, but then I had to go pick my brother up. So I'm sure you understand.

Jesus Christ kid! Unplug and do a reality check.

i drug young girls at raves

There are some who've yet to hear a pumpkin's song.

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Last night I drank to much, then I had to get rushed to a hospital. Fun evening

See! Dont let this post die!!!