i don't know why i keep thinking i will have fun. i'm pathetic

goodnight. i hope i die in my sleep

me too

hope you die that is.

You'll be okay, Asger. Just pretend.

yeah. it really isn't worth it.

i feel like i'm waiting for something to arrive, but i dont know what it is nor is it ever going to arrive. this is life pretty much and its never going to change.

i got a blowjob last week

you've been doing a lot of the "complain and then declare you're going to bed" routine lately

http://forums.netphoria.org/showthread.php?t=161722
http://forums.netphoria.org/showthread.php?t=161882
http://forums.netphoria.org/showthread.php?t=160815

A happy waste of time. Fun is easy. There's inevitably nothing to it.

yeah. it really isn't worth it.

i feel like i'm waiting for something to arrive, but i dont know what it is nor is it ever going to arrive. this is life pretty much and its never going to change.

yeah, just waiting sure is the way to make things better

waiting for the worms

all depressed netphorians need to meet up and tickle each other

del

I want to die in some extremely painful way, something that really brings out the most of life. And I'd like to be battling my way down to the glorious grave too. Like fighting off five crocodiles. That'd be a perfect way to die. Take out four, or even all five, but die of the bleeding or general awesomeness overload. I just want it to hurt and be active, not just like "aaahhh... the cancer hurts, waaaah...." I'm talking fighting a grizzly bear. Or shooting my way out of something, either against criminals or officers of the law, doesn't matter. Dying in your sleep, though? No offense, but none of that for me please.

I like rats

W-we know.

Just checking

yeah. it really isn't worth it.

i feel like i'm waiting for something to arrive, but i dont know what it is nor is it ever going to arrive. this is life pretty much and its never going to change.

what you described is enlightenment