so i started "seeing" ian again not too long ago. we were getting along well and in the back of my head i was like 'great. if we keep this up we might eventually get back together and wouldnt that be... great'
i called him friday and i was like 'come hang with me and my pals' and he was like 'okay'. i see him later that night and he is just such a complete jerk to me. nothing what he was like when it was just us two. then he tells me he is engaged. i dont know if he was telling the truth or what but either way... wtf. i dont deserve that crap at all and i dont know what possesses someone to just be so cold for no reason. i dont know why he would bother showing up just to sour up my mood. i just need to go a few weeks with not calling him and it'll get easier im sure.
im more mad at myself for thinking this time would be different... it's so frustrating. i just wanna shake him and make him be nice to me. srsly.
ITS SO EASY TO LAFF. ITS SO EASY TO HATE. IT TAKES STRENGTH 2 B GENTLE AND KIND.
maoi
09-02-2008, 04:44 PM
that stinks.
Travis Meeks
09-02-2008, 04:44 PM
I will make you love again
hey where's the video you're supposed to make? Netphoria needs Pineapple Soda the Sequel.
Travis Meeks
09-02-2008, 04:44 PM
I will make you love again too Julio
yo soy el mejor
09-02-2008, 04:47 PM
i still havent made a video cause i dont have internet but i guess i'll do it tonight when i get home. what do you want me to say cause im not good at winging it, ya know?
this is all i got for now
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yo soy el mejor
09-02-2008, 04:48 PM
that stinks.
pretty much but at least it happened now and not in december or any other time in the future. hiyooo
Travis Meeks
09-02-2008, 05:07 PM
i still havent made a video cause i dont have internet but i guess i'll do it tonight when i get home. what do you want me to say cause im not good at winging it, ya know?
this is all i got for now
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OK, that's a good start but I'm expect a couple high priced special effects, an awesome soundtrack, a memorable action scene, and possibly some sort of nudity.
murgle
09-02-2008, 05:08 PM
Who is this Ian guy? I don't remember him. Is he the guy you had a crush on at work?
yo soy el mejor
09-02-2008, 05:10 PM
haha. no. i never really mentioned him here cause iirc its not a good idea to post personal junk on net4ia. we started dating last june and we lived together. we broke up this past december but have still hung out on and off since then.
maoi
09-02-2008, 05:10 PM
brb
yo soy el mejor
09-02-2008, 05:11 PM
where ya goin'?
*chews on bubblegum*
sickbadthing
09-02-2008, 05:24 PM
its not a good idea to post personal junk on net4ia.
so many people have a tough time understanding this
murgle
09-02-2008, 05:26 PM
haha. no. i never really mentioned him here cause iirc its not a good idea to post personal junk on net4ia. we started dating last june and we lived together. we broke up this past december but have still hung out on and off since then.
Is he the one that lived in Arlington?
Nimrod's Son
09-02-2008, 05:37 PM
haha. no. i never really mentioned him here cause iirc its not a good idea to post personal junk on net4ia. we started dating last june and we lived together. we broke up this past december but have still hung out on and off since then.
moving in together immediately is a super smart idea. and now he's engaged to someone else.
lauren sure knows how to pick 'em!
Nimrod's Son
09-02-2008, 05:38 PM
so many people have a tough time understanding this
well yeah except that she's posted a ton of shit about her life on here already
Future Boy
09-02-2008, 05:52 PM
was this the one with the hot sister?
PeppermintHippo
09-02-2008, 05:57 PM
Wat would Avril do?
Debaser
09-02-2008, 06:25 PM
this is all i got for now
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You still don't get the joke.
Why, yes, I am an asshole, thanks.
tcm
09-02-2008, 06:32 PM
that is a stimulating interpretation, though. i think chickens are probably incapable of pondering an afterlife, but what about dolphins or...?
tcm
09-02-2008, 06:33 PM
... robots?
yo soy el mejor
09-02-2008, 06:58 PM
is julio back yet?
Cool As Ice Cream
09-03-2008, 05:59 AM
how about that guy from work? got any juice on him?
Thaniel Buckner
09-03-2008, 06:11 AM
maybe you're just really clingy.
bardy
09-03-2008, 11:38 AM
who cares? there are tons of boys out there and in a year from now you'll look back and cringe at how you felt about that one
maoi
09-03-2008, 01:38 PM
'k back
yo soy el mejor
09-04-2008, 12:41 PM
glad ur back. and shut up, bards. its easy to say that when its not you. but like i said... i really dont care and havent even thought for one second about calling him. i wasnt too clingy either. i only really ever called him on tuesday cause that was my only day off (and his). well, also sunday. but i use that day to do things i dont have time for during the week. like renting a movie. hitting up the bookstore. doing laundry. scrubbing the tub. ya know! we saw eachother once a week.. sometimes two. so im not missing much. it was just a jerky move on his part. im glad to be rid of the parody, y0.
bardy
09-04-2008, 03:12 PM
dont tell me to shut up I was trying to make you feel better
yo soy el mejor
09-04-2008, 03:22 PM
oh oh yeah. i thinked it worked, y0. where have you been? what have you been up to lately?
where is my video?
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he showed up outta nowhere last night at 12:30am while i was doing homework. he apologized and i forgave him. i hope i dont regret this..i told him that.... but i am proud of myself for not calling him and being like OH MY GOD. TALK TO ME. i cant believe i was ever like that with anyone. aint no dude worth that mess, y0.
i cant say it wasnt nice to see him, though.
Nimrod's Son
09-09-2008, 04:02 PM
you're a complete space cadet
yo soy el mejor
09-09-2008, 04:04 PM
roger that, fgt.
Cool As Ice Cream
09-10-2008, 03:33 AM
HOW ABOUT THAT GUY FROM WORK DIDNT YOU PLAY GAMES TOGETHER AT HIS PLACE OR WHAT WAS THAT?
Marqués
09-10-2008, 05:47 AM
I would fully blow Lauren
twice
yoshinobu's revenge
09-10-2008, 08:06 AM
^ yea
noir cat
09-10-2008, 03:29 PM
Your videos are cute, Lawr.
noir cat
09-10-2008, 06:58 PM
The way you dress reminds me of this one girl Allison on Intervention.
good god, this video is so sad. its one thing to have difficulty loving yourself and be able to maintain a mostly normal life, but this girl is just full-on indulging in hating herself
It was kind of a painful episode to watch because she was so full of potential. I mean, music and medicine? Jesus christ, it was stupid of her to let it all go to waste.
noir cat
09-10-2008, 07:29 PM
good god, this video is so sad. its one thing to have difficulty loving yourself and be able to maintain a mostly normal life, but this girl is just full-on indulging in hating herself
Yeah, really. :'(
And I was like, wtf?, because she was pretty and smart. What was there to hate about herself?
sickbadthing
09-10-2008, 07:30 PM
It was kind of a painful episode to watch because she was so full of potential. I mean, music and medicine? Jesus christ, it was stupid of her to let it all go to waste.
It's also painful from how much I'm laughing.
wHATcOLOR
09-10-2008, 07:33 PM
you are sick! and bad. you are a sick, bad thing!
noir cat
09-10-2008, 07:51 PM
It's also painful from how much I'm laughing.
:rofl:
yo soy el mejor
09-11-2008, 12:44 PM
good god, this video is so sad. its one thing to have difficulty loving yourself and be able to maintain a mostly normal life, but this girl is just full-on indulging in hating herself
i thought you meant me at first and i was like WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!