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thats creepy. How did he know your username?

lol

someone emb</>ed an evanescence song into this thread

Even better, that song that suicidal MySpace kid had on his page.

"How could this happen to meeeeeeeee..."


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b r u t a l

cut my life into pieces
this is my last resort

i couldn't cut it as a wise man, i couldn't cut it as something stealing

hey dickhead dad, i was a failure as a 20 year old and my old man never called me a failure. now i'm still a failure.

Nah, I'm over it now. I had my emo moment.

http://i12.tinypic.com/714grpv.jpg

good that you're over years of abuse after making a thread on the board.

Funny how that works, huh.

Nah, I'm really hoping he reads it, though.

he only abuses you because he loves you

I USED TO BEEEEE AH LITTLE BOIIIIIII

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oh my. :erm:.

this is like october sky.

did he install keylogger software on your pc?

that would suck

No, I use a Mac, and he uses XP. He simply searches "themilstead" on Google every now and then.

No, I use a Mac, and he uses XP.
ah so this is a good vs evil thing

the milsteads dad: you do not call your son a failure. you do not physically or verbally abuse your kids. if there was a parenting test that every person who wanted to get kids had to take, you would FAIL miserably.

He really would. Husband test, too.

What do you do that appears to piss him off so much?

what's his Blood Alcohol Level?

themilsteads dad is an abusive, racist, alcoholic. if he sees this thread i hope he will go fuck himself. i have contacted his employer.

there are loads of evidence that show how abusive parents alter the transcription patterns of different genes in the brains of their children. scarred for life is not really just a saying that sounds cool, it's actually true. you get adults who have very low amounts of an enzyme called MAO for example. this enzyme breaks down dopamine in the brain and people who have low levels of the enzyme are much more likely to have problems with aggressive behavior, drugs, a decrease in the ability to plan ahead etc. that's only one possible outcome. should we make a themilstead dad suck and themilstead mom also suck because she's stayed with this asshole thread?

What do you do that appears to piss him off so much?
That's the thing, nobody can figure it out. And it's gotten much worse since my wreck over the summer. You think he'd be more happy that I crawled out of the totaled car in the water-filled ditch alive than upset that he lost a car.

what caused the wreck?

jesus christ

wait you trashed his t-bird?

id beat your ass too.

what's his Blood Alcohol Level?
Oh, he can't drink now. He's diabetic after many drunken nights and tubs of ice cream.

wait you trashed his t-bird?

id beat your ass too.
Nah. '92 Camry.

what caused the wreck?
http://forums.netphoria.org/showthread.php?t=145077

i'm sorry the milstead. i get upset because i know how fucked up i would be if my parents hadn't been good parents, they've been the only support i've had in my life. i hope you can get away from that guy somehow without losing touch with your other family members. or better yet if he stopped being an asshole but i think we all know that behaviour like that doesn't really change.

Nah. '92 Camry.
you did him, and the world, a favor.

Thanks. It's alright, Koontz. I think it's a result of how my grandma treated him. She has a way of emotionally manipulating people, as well.

Hey, I liked that car.

I got a '96 now. :(

movin on up

ive got a 3009 accord.

Yeah, well, I'll be getting the '05 at some point, I'm sure...if I'm still around.

what's your dad's height/weight

Yeah, well, I'll be getting the '05 at some point, I'm sure...if I'm still around.

Passed down from parents, or are you buying it yourself?

http://i1.tinypic.com/6z43vc3.jpg

i could take him

does he always wear the mits? does he have lobster claws?

woah. that was sad.

some parents are not good ones. but what are you gonna do.

when they get all weird and angry you just have to try your best not let it get inside of you and get the best of you. so you save all your energy for making yourself better and stronger. depending on how awful your parent or parents are, this can be quite tricky.

when people loose their grip it's often best to just sit back and enjoy the show, until they can talk like a normal person. and then sometimes they can't talk like a normal person or act like a respectable human bieng, so you just dont talk to them at all until they can. it's sad. but you have to protect yourself. even and sometimes most importantly (sad but sometimes ture) from your parents!

does he always wear the mits? does he have lobster claws?
The constant fish smell is something fierce.

<img src="http://www.zingerbug.com/holidays/MayDay/may_day_reflecting_flower.gif">

Edit: 3,000 ftw.

you realise that posting this shit really brings down my morale, right?

Could you please ask him to register here?

I mean, it doesn't exactly matter anymore, anyway.

He posts at his barbeque forum and that's pretty much it.

board invasion!

http://www.bbqsource-forums.com/invboard/index.php

GO GO GO GO GO

i might invade it tomorrow. i need to sleep now.

There's no way there's actually a bar-be-que forum. Oh my god.

What's your dad's username?

Hmm. Not sure if I should disclose that. Might be too obvious.

the whole point would be to just ask his buddies on the bbq forum what they think of child abuse. when they say nay, he will hang his head in shame.

and i will feel like i have accomplished something in my miserable life

There's no way there's actually a bar-be-que forum.

An entire forum? Dedicated just to barbecue?

Surely you jest!

Well, should we just keep our usernames, or change them up? I'm still contemplating how to go about this.

An entire forum? Dedicated just to barbecue?

Surely you jest!

Yeah, I am posting on an entire forum dedicated to the Smashing Pumpkins.

=/

But the Smashing Pumpkins have been around far longer than the concept of a barbeque grill!

Dude, just hearing of the existence of a barbeque forum has made me laugh uncontrollably. This invasion has to happen.

there's a forum for everything. case in point -

here (http://icechewing.com/index.php)

i put water into a fresh set of trays and wait anxiously. i can't help but check the freezer every 5 minutes to see if they're ready. just talking about this makes me want to light a few candles, take all my clothes off, and just lay around eating ice all afternoon with a box fan drying the summer sweat off my body.

the second best part to the orgasmic release of the cold water is the anticipation. the fore-play, if you will. looking down at that perfectly formed cube with the little bubble inside... the pleasure that awaits. thinking you are prepared, but knowing full well that as soon as you bite into that cube you will experience earthquaking joy the likes of which angels sing about in the heavens.

god.

i love ice.

so. so. so. much
:rofl:

Even better, that song that suicidal MySpace kid had on his page.

"How could this happen to meeeeeeeee..."


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ahem

there's a forum for everything. case in point -

here (http://icechewing.com/index.php)

That is really creepy.

I was going to set up a user name on the bbq forum and make the topic "ITT we admire and thank the honorable man who helped abuse TheMilstead' and I was gonna link to this thread.

but then I figured that'd take a lot of time and I'm currently pretty busy because I accidently read isle (???)'s stupid thread about his gf not calling because she was asleep

ahem
Thread finally delivers.

A barbeque forum... you gotta be kidding me.

When is this invasion happening?

I know I'm addicted to ice when...

I flirt with the waiter at a restaurant just to get a Huge To go cup of ice

I fight my friends (literally) for throwing my ice away

I eat ice first thing in the morning or as a meal for the day

I eat ice in 25 degree weather outside and I can't feel my fingers

I can't go to sleep without eating six trays of ice (everynite, no joke)

I have dreams that my teeth are gonna fall out from chewing ice and I still dont stop eating it

I'd rather eat ice than food

I sneak and chew ice while I'm on the phone

I told my mom she couldnt have any ice to cool her drink ( and I had a huge 5lb bag)

This can go on and on...

<deargod>

Yahoooooo,

I love ice.......now I also feel like I am not crazzzzyyy.

My husband actually came across the site. He was looking up info on how chewing ice ruins your teeth. We had a bet. Anyway...Just about anything ruins teeth. He keeps telling me to quit chewing ice....Yes I am one of those that get mad Mad when all the ice from the ice maker is gone. I started to have ice trays filled for back up. and i love to eat the ice the overflows in the freeze from the ice trays . It is thin and white... yummy. I get up in the middle of the night and open the freeze and stand there for anbout 10 minutes chewing ice..than head back to bed. I like also to let my ice sit so it softens just a bit, but I already have my favorite places to buy ice from the is soft. I had this habit now for about 1 year to 1 1/2 years and I never figured there was a problem. In the past I have been anemic, but has far as i know, the iron is good now. I'm still searching...maybe it is that pica thing or over compulsive disorder...anyone out there hear of something different?

I can't believe this is a serious problem for some people.

I signed up but I can't make a topic yet

go to hell BBQ forum!

Man, I am happy I am not a teenager now. All my parents did when we were young was "accidentally" open our mail and check the mileage on the car after we drove it. I have never posted anything like raunchy pictures or anything online but I doubt they would be happy with some of the stuff I have mentioned about them. If I were you, I would use a new name at every site I went to.

Nah, I'm really hoping he reads it, though.


I hope that one day you say this to him...... what happened to your dad growing up? do you know?

<deargod>

Holy shit. :erm:

Hmm. Not sure if I should disclose that. Might be too obvious.
TheMilstead'sDad?

I hope that one day you say this to him...... what happened to your dad growing up? do you know?
He doesn't ever say, but I know how his mom is now.

TheMilstead'sDad?
No, I mean too obvious for him to figure out it was me.

He doesn't ever say, but I know how his mom is now.


I don't know quite what you mean by "I know how his mom is now", but I would advise you to tell him all of the things you wrote on here and soon or it (father issues) will run your life, I see it all the time

Oh, it's not like I or my mom hasn't told him. It just hasn't ever gotten through. He does no wrong.

denial sucks if only he could have picked a better, healthier defense mechanism

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yes, but why? that's the main thing here, why he does those things. he'd be an interesting client, but I'm guessing therapy is out of the question.

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maybe it was the style of therapy, judging from what you have said about your father, I would suggest a Rogerian therapist, then there would be no problems about him being told he has any problems

Yeah, I'm going to have to look that one up, heh.

Just curious...is that what you're studying?

I'm studying psychology, I'm working on my Ph.D right now. A Rogerian therapist is basically someone who models their style after Rogers, who never 'diagnosed' his clients, he used a lot of free association and believed in unconditional positive regard towards the client

I'm studying psychology, I'm working on my Ph.D right now. A Rogerian therapist is basically someone who models their style after Rogers, who never 'diagnosed' his clients, he used a lot of free association and believed in unconditional positive regard towards the client


sounds like a good model.

I know you've been searching my usernames on Google and reading about what I do, especially here. So, I hope you read this:

I'M NOT TAKING YOUR CRAP ANYMORE. I'M SICK OF YOU JUMPING ON ME AT ALL HOURS OF THE DAY FOR THE MOST NONSENSICAL REASONS. YOUR WHOLE FAMILY HAS BEEN CALLING YOU OUT ON YOUR CONDESCENDING, HATEFUL ATTITUDE TOWARDS ME EVERY DAY. WHEN THE HELL ARE YOU GOING TO LISTEN TO SOMEONE OTHER THAN YOURSELF FOR ONCE. I'M NOT YOUR DOG, I'M YOUR SON. OR YOUR "FAILURE OF A SON" ACCORDING TO YOU. WHAT, CAN'T JUSTIFY BEATING ME NOW THAT I'M 20? THE EMOTIONAL SCARS RUN DEEPER THAN THE PHYSICAL ABUSE YOU DISHED OUT YEARS AGO. SCREW YOU DAD, SCREW YOU.

http://i14.tinypic.com/6xrx4js.jpg

the photo you used on this one is a lot better than the other one

Yeah, I couldn't find it.

well your welcome then

when i was on the first page i was expecting the emo song to come on then i realized that its not going to work anymore
:(

I was going to set up a user name on the bbq forum and make the topic "ITT we admire and thank the honorable man who helped abuse TheMilstead' and I was gonna link to this thread.

but then I figured that'd take a lot of time and I'm currently pretty busy because I accidently read isle (???)'s stupid thread about his gf not calling because she was asleep


hmmm I wonder what my user name was :think: I wouldn't mind talking about grilling out.