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TiaraGurl
02-18-2002, 12:58 AM
i am not so into my birthday this year but doing the whole party thing anyway.

I have crushes on dale earnhardt jr and al snow.

I recently added citrucel to my diet and it has worked wonders.

Smack Me In My Mouth
02-18-2002, 01:00 AM
I don't feel like being an asshole anymore.
I'm ready for a change, a large change.
I'm more troubled by the world than I tend to let on.
I'm tired.

Mayfuck
02-18-2002, 01:02 AM
I'm in love with Eve Stahlberger.

tear stained glass
02-18-2002, 01:02 AM
I don't really like all the material on the 1 Beatles greatest hits collection.

I'm pretty damn spineless.

TiaraGurl
02-18-2002, 01:03 AM
<font face="Arial, Verdana" size="2">Originally posted by Mayfuck:
I'm in love with Eve Stahlberger.</font>

http://www.netphoria.org/wwwboard/eek.gif

Mathboy
02-18-2002, 01:07 AM
-I don't floss.

-Men really are looking at your breasts. No matter what we say.

-I've been trying to get all of my laundry done since September. . . and failing.

-Television really is the devil.

-Justin Timberlake might actually be a talented young artist.

-I'm still looking at your breasts.

-Punk music makes me want to vomit.

Irrelevant
02-18-2002, 01:13 AM
#

frail_and_bedazzled
02-18-2002, 01:18 AM
i'm actually as obnoxious as i come across

i think boys are idiots

i talk about myself and my problems too much

i hate breasts. i want a double masectomy. yes-sirree.

tear stained glass
02-18-2002, 01:18 AM
<font face="Arial, Verdana" size="2">Originally posted by Mathboy:
-Men really are looking at your breasts. No matter what we say.</font>Most of the time that's true, but occasionally we'll also look at your eyes or ass if you're walking away from us.

BlueStar
02-18-2002, 01:22 AM
-I'm more upset by the actions of others than I usually let on.
-I'm currently listening to country music.
-I'm very confused about the future and what I am going to do with my life.
-I very much fear getting older.

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~~Samantha~~
AIM: MercuryAdore

http://homepages.nyu.edu/~sag249/sigankle.jpg

Undone
02-18-2002, 01:23 AM
<font color="CC33CC">-I don't know how to play most card games, including poker.
-I don't know how to drive stick shift.
-I used to collect My Little Ponies as a young girl and still think they are cute though I sold them.
-The Lion King always made me cry.
-I've tried a threesome (but without copulation).
-I enjoyed it.
-When I was 12 my favorite 'band' was Color Me Badd.
-When I was 15 my favorite 'band' was Boyz II Men.
-I used to think SP was evil.
-I used to be a hardcore, righteous, and snotty Christian.
-I prayed to God to stop my masturbation cravings, as they were also evil http://www.netphoria.org/wwwboard/biggrin.gif

Shit guys, that's probably enough for now.

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Booty callin--
AIM: Sickly Heroic Me

Undone
02-18-2002, 01:27 AM
<font face="Arial, Verdana" size="2">Originally posted by Smack Me In My Mouth:
I don't feel like being an asshole anymore.
I'm ready for a change, a large change.
I'm more troubled by the world than I tend to let on.
I'm tired.</font>

<font color="CC33CC">I don't think you're an asshole! *hug*

Mathboy
02-18-2002, 01:27 AM
Wow. I seem to have made everyone insecure about their breasts. I just wanted to be funny. http://www.netphoria.org/wwwboard/frown.gif Therefore:

-I'm an ass when I don't mean to be.

-I'm too apologetic.

-I've stopped looking at your breasts. Now I'm thinking about them.

BlueStar
02-18-2002, 01:27 AM
<font face="Arial, Verdana" size="2">Originally posted by Undone:
<font color="CC33CC">
-When I was 12 my favorite 'band' was Color Me Badd.
-When I was 15 my favorite 'band' was Boyz II Men.
-I used to be a hardcore, righteous, and snotty Christian.
</font>

-I used to love New Kids on the Block and I am still a fan of Joe McIntyre (and I am seeing him next Monday).
-In high school, I was a D.A.R.E. role model and I would go to junior high schools and tell kids that smoking, drinking, and drugs were evil.


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~~Samantha~~
AIM: MercuryAdore

http://homepages.nyu.edu/~sag249/sigankle.jpg

BlueStar
02-18-2002, 01:29 AM
<font face="Arial, Verdana" size="2">Originally posted by Mathboy:

-I've stopped looking at your breasts. Now I'm thinking about them.</font>

http://www.netphoria.org/wwwboard/biggrin.gif



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~~Samantha~~
AIM: MercuryAdore

http://homepages.nyu.edu/~sag249/sigankle.jpg

Undone
02-18-2002, 01:29 AM
<font face="Arial, Verdana" size="2">Originally posted by Mayfuck:
I'm in love with Eve Stahlberger.</font>

<font color="CC33CC">So am I!!! :eep:

GlassDreams
02-18-2002, 01:34 AM
I'm tired.
My girlfriend and I are fighting.
I don't feel like I have any direction in life.
I never study.

Ghetto_Squirrel
02-18-2002, 01:35 AM
-I'm really not from the ghetto.
-Dude, I'm not gettin' a Dell (Parents are too cheap to buy me a better computer)
-I am on dial-up (Same reason as above)

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Sure, it was fun this morning in the shower when you punched me in the windpipe and took my candy cigarettes...
AIM: Mista Saki

Disarmed
02-18-2002, 01:40 AM
I fear I don't have much of a personality, which is why I don't have many friends
I'm almost 23 and I feel like I've wasted the last 5 years of my life in a relationship with an unfaithful girlfriend.
I'm extremely judgemental of people and yet hate to be judged myself
I think stuffed animals are damn cute (yes, really I do...and I'm a 22 year old, straight guy http://www.netphoria.org/wwwboard/redface.gif)
I'm far too sensitive to others criticisms
I don't know if I'm ugly as hell and that's why no girls ever seem attracted to me or if it's just because I'm intimidating (so I've been told).

Bah. I'm bearing my soul to the one group of people that will stomp on you for looking weak http://www.netphoria.org/wwwboard/biggrin.gif

numberthirteen
02-18-2002, 01:40 AM
I have a fear of becoming the hanged man

http://www.webscopes.com/fe/tarot/images/large/maj12l.jpg

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frail_and_bedazzled
02-18-2002, 01:42 AM
i think bolly is hot.

twice
02-18-2002, 01:50 AM
- I hate not knowing, truly, who i am.
- I don't remember the smurfs..even though i watched them continuously as a child.
- I was put into a mental institute for suicidal tendencies about a year ago, and found out 6 months later that my father had been kept in one for 6 months for being suicidal as well.
- I can't cry about my father's death.
- I really don't know anyone (besides my own brother) who is remotely interesting. Call me a conceited fuck..either way I come to this board because you're the only ones who spark any sort of interest in me.

(the best yet)

-I really believe Micheal Jordan sat next to me at the Esquire 6 theater when i went to see "crimson tide".
http://www.netphoria.org/wwwboard/biggrin.gif


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however, i used to be.

Undone
02-18-2002, 01:59 AM
<font face="Arial, Verdana" size="2">Originally posted by numberthirteen:
I have a fear of becoming the hanged man

http://www.webscopes.com/fe/tarot/images/large/maj12l.jpg

</font>

<font color="CC33CC">But he has an excellent tunic that I'm quite jealous of.

starla dear
02-18-2002, 02:01 AM
-i am currently eating a creme saver to appease my oral fixation.
-i have no idea who to take to prom, and this really bothers me.
-i love destiny's child.
-i really really want to have children. but not for like, ten years.
-i'm scared that i won't be a good interior designer, that i'll go to school and i won't be able to cut it, and i will have absolutely no idea what to do with my life.
-no one is home, and all i want is someone to kiss me.

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fondle, fuck, and forgive eventually.
this is how we taint our hearts.

twice
02-18-2002, 02:04 AM
<font face="Arial, Verdana" size="2">Originally posted by starla dear:
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-no one is home, and all i want is someone to kiss me.

</font>

I found this to be very poetic.


and I too, have no clue as to who I want to take to prom. No one is of interest. http://www.netphoria.org/wwwboard/frown.gif *shrugs*


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however, i used to be.

frail_and_bedazzled
02-18-2002, 02:12 AM
<font face="Arial, Verdana" size="2">Originally posted by starla dear:
-i am currently eating a creme saver to appease my oral fixation.
-i have no idea who to take to prom, and this really bothers me.
-i love destiny's child.
-i really really want to have children. but not for like, ten years.
-i'm scared that i won't be a good interior designer, that i'll go to school and i won't be able to cut it, and i will have absolutely no idea what to do with my life.
-no one is home, and all i want is someone to kiss me.

</font>

don't be sad, doll.

darkagency
02-18-2002, 02:16 AM
I have this re-occuring vision were Canadian Geese are circling over my head and they sing
Madonna's "Like a Prayer" using her voice......... and I think this would make a killer scene in one of my videos one day.....

BlueStar
02-18-2002, 02:25 AM
<font face="Arial, Verdana" size="2">Originally posted by starla dear:
</font>

I like your sig.

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~~Samantha~~
AIM: MercuryAdore

http://homepages.nyu.edu/~sag249/sigankle.jpg

lucky_13
02-18-2002, 02:31 AM
i have an addiction to buying underwear
i'm a jealous lunatic
i've left my house twice since thursday

The Sacred and Profane
02-18-2002, 02:44 AM
<font color=00ccff>I'm pretty happy, but I feel like I should be worrying about something.

Don't know what though.

bittertrance
02-18-2002, 03:03 AM
im a slut

bis rules

saferkefka
02-18-2002, 03:29 AM
- i hate working on computers, and hate my knowledge of them....
- jens coming down here in about a week
- me and jen are somewhat back together, i think she took losing my mom harder than i did http://www.netphoria.org/wwwboard/eek.gif
- i've never seen my dad cry so many times in one week in my entire life
- i kinda miss my mom
- people have given my dad atleast $3000 in "we're sorry your wife died money", and hasnt given me or my sisters one cent of it.
- blah

[This message has been edited by saferkefka (edited 02-18-2002).]

So very sad about me
02-18-2002, 04:13 AM
I sang kareoke tonight....

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You want to sleep with common people like me (http://smampy.livejournal.com)

numberthirteen
02-18-2002, 04:49 AM
I admit that I have fake eyes and breasts

I admit that I find Kenny Rogers sexy- every morning I secretly wish to find him waiting for me in my shower... naked

I have a monkey on my back. His name is Bob, but answers to Mike.

I admit to knowing how the world works, but I forget



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mungo
02-18-2002, 07:00 AM
-I was a real asshole to my ex .. treated her worse than I've ever treated anyone, and I'm really regretting it now
-I had a habit of lying or making things up to get my way .. still trying to stop
-this is my first 100% serious reply to a Netphoria thread in over a year
-since the 7th of December I've been trying to do something with my life and mostly it's been going well .. hell, since then my life's been the best it's ever been

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I wanna be a hero, and have books, movies, tv series, documentaries, songs, porno movies made about me.

strange_one
02-18-2002, 08:55 AM
<font color=FF00FF> - I am starting to regret that I gave up drinking about 4-5 months ago, because I don't see my friends as much and I miss them a little
- I am so in love with my girlfriend that I am constantly scared I might lose her somehow

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Your Time Will Come

Nate the Grate
02-18-2002, 09:57 AM
<font face="Arial, Verdana" size="2">Originally posted by tear stained glass:
[i]but occasionally we'll also look at your ass if you're walking away from us.

</font>

that is the most accurate statement on this board in months

Lie
02-18-2002, 10:21 AM
<font face="Arial, Verdana" size="2">Originally posted by Mathboy:

Men really are looking at your breasts. No matter what we say.
</font>

Some of us (like me), know this and pretend not to notice while enjoying every minute of it.

I had enchiladas for breakfast.

I generally think a good number of the people on Netphoria are extremely dumb and yet I sometimes give a shit what everyone thinks of me.

I hate my parents and probably always will.

College hasn't worked for me so far.

I'm completely ignorant of pop culture.

I still am 100% convinced that Jeff Buckley faked his death and is Jimmy Gnecco.

I just watched Vieuphoria for the first time last week and was appalled at the performances.

I edited this list three times.

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Boot the grime of this world in the crotch, dear.

pale_princess
02-18-2002, 11:24 AM
i've dropped out of college twice!

The exploding boy
02-18-2002, 01:04 PM
-I've once been on welfare for quite some time...because of laziness more then anything (i don't plan to be ever again though)
-I spent 5 years of my life (from 17 to 22) not making contacts with anyone, just staying home. Getting out only to buy stuff i needed.
-I regret every day of it (and still sometimes have trouble accepting it)
-I think i'm a talented musician (if i could just get off my lazy ass i could get somewhere)
-I am very uncultured literature wise and i'm ashamed of it (and try to hide it)
-I try to make people believe i am more intelligent then i actually am
-I lost my virginity at 22 (but don't regret i had to wait that long)

autumnNOCTURNE
02-18-2002, 02:04 PM
This is the most ethereal Netphoria topic ever.

Wow.

Ria
02-18-2002, 02:41 PM
I like girls

Ria
02-18-2002, 02:44 PM
<font face="Arial, Verdana" size="2">Originally posted by BlueStar:
-I used to love New Kids on the Block and I am still a fan of Joe McIntyre (and I am seeing him next Monday).
-In high school, I was a D.A.R.E. role model and I would go to junior high schools and tell kids that smoking, drinking, and drugs were evil.


</font>


hehehe
http://www.netphoria.org/wwwboard/biggrin.gif
Today I Fear and make fun of Joey McIntyre cause he's a Harry Connick Jr. ripoff.

Crippler
02-18-2002, 02:48 PM
<font color="aquamarine">-Deep down, I know Shaunna's right about me (she knows what I'm talking about).
-My good intentions far outnumber my good deeds.
-I have never, ever had any luck with women. I don't know if it's my personality, my looks, or what, but it's as if women take one look at me, and immediately think, "Next!"
-I might be A.D.D. I'm afraid to get tested.
-I'm thirsty
-I have an overactive sense of regret. I can't ever seem to let go of things I've done in the past.

It's true, it's true.

THRILLHO
02-18-2002, 02:50 PM
i have no clue what i want to make a living doing.
i lie to my parents every day.
i am one of those people that used to think i was bi. (turns out i was just desperate)
i have never come while receiving oral sex.
i routinely shave my pubes, including the spot between my eyebrows and nipple hairs.
i am psychologically addicted to netphoria and it wastes my time.
i am enjoying this thread.
there are many more secrets that i have that i'm not putting down here.

Crippler
02-18-2002, 03:00 PM
<font face="Arial, Verdana" size="2">Originally posted by THRILLHO:
i lie to my parents every day.
i am one of those people that used to think i was bi. (turns out i was just desperate)
i am psychologically addicted to netphoria and it wastes my time.
i am enjoying this thread.
there are many more secrets that i have that i'm not putting down here.</font>

<font color="aquamarine">Chalk these up with my list, yo.<font color="black">

[This message has been edited by Crippler (edited 02-18-2002).]

spava
02-18-2002, 03:09 PM
<font color=crimson>I'm afraid that I'm beginning to need someone more than I love them.

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spava
02-18-2002, 03:10 PM
<font face="Arial, Verdana" size="2">Originally posted by THRILLHO:
i routinely shave my pubes, including the spot between my eyebrows </font>

<font color=crimson>With the same razor?

SuckSuckStyle
02-18-2002, 03:14 PM
-I'm too submissive
-I'm too nervous
-I let people fuck me over
-I'm always attracted to people I cannot have
-I'm hopeless

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http://www.jeremygoldberg.com/T_james_birds.jpg
you're not the only one afraid (http://www.geocities.com/jamesismyho/edits.html) of what you've become
I try to put myself together
but everytime, I wait for something better
you're not the only one who feels like they've come undone
why does everything seem like such a waste of time?

scouse_dave
02-18-2002, 03:34 PM
<font face="Arial, Verdana" size="2">Originally posted by tear stained glass:
Most of the time that's true, but occasionally we'll also look at your eyes</font>

yeah

to see if the girl has noticed you've been staring at her breasts

Crippler
02-18-2002, 03:36 PM
<font face="Arial, Verdana" size="2">Originally posted by scouse_dave:
yeah

to see if the girl has noticed you've been staring at her breasts</font>

<font color="aquamarine">Hahahahaha...

This made me smile for the first time today.

Reine Noir
02-18-2002, 04:44 PM
~i often lie about insignificant things
~i am addicted to cereal
~i'm getting attached to someone
~i need to go to class more often
~i know what i want to do in the future, but i can't seem to pick a stable backup to that

YeehaJamesIha
02-18-2002, 04:52 PM
-My favorite band used to be Bush

-I'm quickly turning into a speed freak and a cokehead

-I don't really feel bad about it

-My boyfriend is in love with me and I'm not in love with him

-I'm actually hung up on someone else

-I like sex way, way too much

-I really want to randomly get in my car and drive far away and leave everything behind and never come back

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nevermind
02-18-2002, 05:01 PM
before i kill myself, i know of several people im taking out with me beforehand.
since you're all self centered pieces of shit, ill let you know that about 4 or 5 people who post here or have posted here will be included.

Samsa
02-18-2002, 05:02 PM
<g>

Imploding_Poptart
02-18-2002, 05:02 PM
-i hate/criticize others' weaknesses almost as much as my own. (this makes for difficult relationships).
-i dont miss the people i should miss.
-i am an A student, currently receiving 50s in many classes. i cant do anything to make myself motivated. (a couple years ago, i was SO good at that).
-i love photography, and i know i have the potential to do really well, but im too goddamn lazy.
-im really sick of this place, but i come back whenever im bored.

Leaving Hope
02-18-2002, 05:05 PM
-I'm hiding out in my house, hoping no one will come looking
-I bought a Kittie CD
-I lost my virginity last year to my friends girlfriend, while he was out of town at an Offspring concert
-I'm so damn boring I can't think of anything eles to say.

stumblingdreamer
02-18-2002, 05:25 PM
- i really don't care about anything, even school. and i don't think i know how to.
- i'm a bastard when it comes to being sensitive most of the time
- i'm not wearing any underwear

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Human Replica Droid
02-18-2002, 05:25 PM
-I can't admit to myself or anyone else that my life isn't perfect.
-I hate the way I look.
-I'm lazy and my laziness makes me selfish sometimes.
-I'm beginning to find a lot of faults in most of the people I used to love and trust wholeheartedly.
-I'm way too dependant for someone my age.

Eve
02-18-2002, 05:35 PM
* i've changed my look from total hippie to looking like i walked out of an abercrombie ad over the past week.
* i don't know who i am or what i want.
* i'm fucking myself over at college and wasting my parents' money
* i'm the worst girlfriend anyone could ever have
* i have a fuck buddy on the seventh floor who treats me like shit but i can't stop thinking about him
* i just want someone to be proud of me
* i shave my stomach occasionally (it's just peach fuzz but i get bored)
* i've had sex with almost as many people as machina666.

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jazz is played from the heart. you can live by it. always (http://www.angelfire.com/mo/nikihaswings/main.html) love it.
-Louis Armstrong

Graveflower
02-18-2002, 05:38 PM
I haven't left my house since I got out of school on Thursday. I've left my room 4 times since then.

I haven't eaten a thing since Saturday morning. I think I'm becoming anorexic.

The exploding boy
02-18-2002, 06:15 PM
<font face="Arial, Verdana" size="2">Originally posted by Crippler:
Deep down, I know Shaunna's right about me (she knows what I'm talking about).
</font>

BUT WE DONT! http://www.netphoria.org/wwwboard/mad.gif So come on, tell us.

Graveflower
02-18-2002, 06:19 PM
I have an aptitude for learning to play musical instruments, everyone has told me so, but I always quit because I'm lazy. I'm decent enough at bass and piano but I could be a lot better.

I sleep an average of 3 hours a night, the rest of the time I'm lying in bed trying to sleep.

I got an A on my recent midterms at school, but I'll fail the classes because I don't bother doing homeowork or studying.

lucky_13
02-18-2002, 06:22 PM
wow. you guys are intense.

Graveflower
02-18-2002, 06:25 PM
I listen to "emo" bands.

I read www.allmusic.com (http://www.allmusic.com) a lot and use the things I've read there to use in arguments and discussions about music. I've never heard a Husker Du album, but I used the things written on that site and others to back up an assertion that they were one of the best and most influential bands of the 80's. That's one of many examples I could have used.

Imploding_Poptart
02-18-2002, 06:25 PM
<font face="Arial, Verdana" size="2">Originally posted by lucky_13:
wow. you guys are intense.</font>

i'm really surprised at the number of people who said they dont really know themselves...i can't relate with that.

nevermind
02-18-2002, 08:01 PM
<font face="Arial, Verdana" size="2">Originally posted by Imploding_Poptart:
-i hate/criticize others' weaknesses almost as much as my own. (this makes for difficult relationships).
-i dont miss the people i should miss.
</font>

lol! worthless kunt, you make that more than obvious.

twilightfadez
02-18-2002, 08:29 PM
-i am thinking of dropping out of college again, and pursuing photography and painting only.
-i've hacked into a friends email account before
-my first real kiss was when i was 19
-i lost my virginity @ 20
-all with my boyfriend of 2 years
-i don't want children
-i suffer from anxiety attacks
-sometimes i eat and throw up (aka bulimia)
-the B-52's where my first favorite band, i was 11 years old
-i play bass, but i honestly don't think i'm that good as i could be

disarmed zero
02-18-2002, 08:31 PM
stuff to admit:

*i like ryan tripp.
*i've got about 4 usernames here (although i don't use any of them anymore)

that's all i can think of.

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naw.

aim - FallingNightSky

august pumpkin
02-18-2002, 08:35 PM
-i haven't listened to SP in ages, and i've lost any desire to hear them again...

-i consistently try to make guys love me, but i can't even find someone who wants to try...

-the grandfather i haven't heard from in 12 years is dying and i don't even care...

-i blame myself for no one wanting to be near me...yet i can't find motivation to find something to change...

-i watch the olympics a lot...

-i've found i can't stand the majority of my friends here at college...

-the guy i've loved the most is the one who hates me most out of everyone...i still think about him months later after we've last spoke...

-i never feel motivated to form opinions or be inspired...

-i don't think i'll ever be happy or comfortable in my own skin.

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"I'm trapped in my face and I'm changing too much, I can't climb out the way I fell in."
-The Cure

nevermind
02-18-2002, 08:37 PM
<font face="Arial, Verdana" size="2">Originally posted by twilightfadez:
-i am thinking of dropping out of college again, and pursuing photography and painting only.
-i've hacked into a friends email account before
-my first real kiss was when i was 19
-i lost my virginity @ 20
-all with my boyfriend of 2 years
-i don't want children
-i suffer from anxiety attacks
-sometimes i eat and throw up (aka bulimia)
-the B-52's where my first favorite band, i was 11 years old
-i play bass, but i honestly don't think i'm that good as i could be

</font>


kool.


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fuck it.

aim - AnotherSpaceJam

mpp
02-18-2002, 09:06 PM
here goes...


1. i have a crush on a pretty normal looking girl and i'm not really sure if she's into me

2. i'm into big boobs lately and i never have been before; the last three or four girls i've hooked up with have been stacked

3. i had sex with someone i shouldn't have had sex with

4. it was fucking amazing

5. i think The Who are better than the Beatles

6. i don't see why people like radiohead so fucking much; i've really tried to get into them and i've decided they're above me

7. lately, i'v been content to listen to
jay-z, low, beulah (thanks liz), dr octagon, outkast, and the who

8. i look forward to the next time the girl in #1 calls me; not till wednesday at least

9. (edit) why does everyone think hume is so fucking smart?

John
whew, i feel better

"Faith is different from proof" -Pascal

[This message has been edited by mpp (edited 02-18-2002).]

Imploding_Poptart
02-18-2002, 09:10 PM
<font face="Arial, Verdana" size="2">Originally posted by mpp:
6. i don't see why people like radiohead so fucking much; i've really tried to get into them and i've decided they're above me

7. lately, i'v been content to listen to
jay-z, low, beulah (thanks liz), dr octagon, outkast</font>

i was going to ask how Radiohead could be above you...and then i read #7.

Lucy Sky Diamonds
02-18-2002, 10:37 PM
I hate being with my parents so much that whenever I spend time with them, I end up puking my guts out to avoid violence.
I sometimes skip taking my asthma medication so that I can get sick and avoid my life for a week or two at a time.
I take on more than I can handle, and should never have registered for 9 god damn courses... that's 33 hours a week of college.
I want to major in sociology, but I want to be a journalist.
I have a fear of being lower class, like my parents.
I have a fear of turning out like my parents.
My boyfriend's family intimidates me.
I love my boyfriend very much, but I'm shy to look him in the eye because my mom humiliates me in front of him.
My parents are verbally abusive to me, but I can't afford to move out.
I failed my drivers exam 3 times.
I can't drive a stick shift.
I don't know how to ski, ride a bike, play any musical instrument, or do anything remotely sportive or artistic.
I like girls as much as I like boys, but you can only date one person at a time.
I plan on legally changing my last name so that my family can never find me again.
Every day I come home disappointed to find out that both of my parents are alive.
My mom is stalking me, and calls me no fewer than 5 times a day.

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I'm a member of the thought police and the Junior Anti Sex League. Double think that, BITCH!

AIM: ZeppieLed

^Agony_Imp^
02-18-2002, 10:44 PM
geez, what kind of astmha do you have?

mpp
02-18-2002, 10:48 PM
<font face="Arial, Verdana" size="2">Originally posted by Imploding_Poptart:
i was going to ask how Radiohead could be above you...and then i read #7.</font>


are you intellectually opposed to the music or the lyrics (or both) of the artists i mentioned?

or did i misunderstand your reply?

Helena Handbasket
02-18-2002, 10:49 PM
-I hate the way I look. My body repulses me.
-I fucking love Flickerstick.
-All I've ever wanted to do is be in a band
-I'm terrified of my brother
-I haven't the slightest desire to go to my sister's wedding
-I always feel like I'm annoying whoever I'm around, and I feel like people look at me and go "psh... what's she doing here?"
-I don't know how I'll function when I go to college, because I won't see my mom everyday.
-I have a huge inferiority complex
-I haven't the foggiest idea of what I want to do in college or when I grow up, I just know I want to hang out with bands.
-I'll have a lot more stuff to add to this list later

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AIM - elegantsomething

Nate the Grate
02-18-2002, 10:59 PM
-I pretend that I know what most of you are talking about, although the majority of the time, I don't really have a clue who/what you are talking about.
-I don't like the Beatles.
-I don't masturbate because it doesn't feel right. I mean, it felt great on the few occasions that I did, but I didn't feel right doing it.
-I have a fetish for younger girls. I don't find most of the older girls I know attractive, even though my friends all say they are amazingly hot.
-I pretend to be a lot older than I really am.
-I am a very good student, but I see no reason to try. right now I'm really struggling to find a reason why we go to school at all. the only reason my dad pushes me to do good in school is so I go to a good college. and I think the only reason he wants me to go to a good college is for his own ego to grow.
-I don't listen to REM, and I don't want to.
-I've never really even seen a Nirvana or Pearl Jam video. in fact, before I got the SP Greatest Hits DVD, I had only really seen the Today, Tonight Tonight, BwBW, and 1979 videos. oh yeah, and SIYL.
-I used to like punk rock. but then it got all popular and now I hate it. I have come to the conclusion that I only like things that other people hate. and once they like what I like, I don't like it anymore.
-I like to write lyrics, and I don't really think I'm that bad at it. but I'm too shy to ever show anyone anything that I've written. on the same token, I never read my essays in English class, even if I think they are really good, because I don't feel comfortable with what I wrote.
-I want to play a musical instrument but I can't get myself to ask my parents.
-I have no idea why I can't ask my parents for a musical instrument.
-I never really fully listened to Behold! The Nite Mare until a month ago.
-I got OK Computer a couple of weeks ago.
-The only reason I post here is to cure boredom. I really want to stop because I feel like a loser, but I want 2,000 posts.
-I'm too embarrassed/scared to ask my parents to give me a ride to my girlfriend's house.
-I still haven't given my girlfriend her Christmas gift.

that was a lot more candid then I expected.

bonsor
02-18-2002, 11:17 PM
<font face="Arial, Verdana" size="2">Originally posted by Imploding_Poptart:
-i dont miss the people i should miss.
</font>
http://www.netphoria.org/wwwboard/frown.gif

- Up until 10th grade, I was really ugly.
- I'm submissive
- I'm lazy
- I'm not what I could be
- What I desire often turns out to be what I cannot have
- I have no long term plans
- I have no short term plans
- I'm failing almost every class in school
- As of late, the idea of looking at a mirror image of myself a pulling a gun on it often enters my mind.
- I have friends, but I still feel alone.
- I'm crying right now

- Musn't forget the identity crisis I'm having at the moment.

[This message has been edited by ****** (edited 02-18-2002).]

nevermind
02-18-2002, 11:19 PM
<font face="Arial, Verdana" size="2">Originally posted by ******:
Originally posted by Imploding_Poptart:
-i dont miss the people i should miss.
</font>
http://www.netphoria.org/wwwboard/frown.gif

- Up until 10th grade, I was really ugly.
- I'm submissive
- I'm lazy
- I'm not what I could be
- What I desire often turns out to be what I cannot have
- I have no long term plans
- I have no short term plans
- I'm failing almost every class in school
- As of late, the idea of looking at a mirror image of myself a pulling a gun on it often enters my mind.
- I have friends, but I still feel alone.
- I'm crying right now


waaaaaahhaaaaa http://www.netphoria.org/wwwboard/frown.gif

waahhh waaahhhh waaaahhhhh http://www.netphoria.org/wwwboard/frown.gif http://www.netphoria.org/wwwboard/frown.gif http://www.netphoria.org/wwwboard/frown.gif

Nate the Grate
02-18-2002, 11:22 PM
<font face="Arial, Verdana" size="2">Originally posted by ******:
</font>

*pats your back*

it's okay buddy

Nate the Grate
02-18-2002, 11:58 PM
-oh yes, I also can't throw a curveball for crap, but I claim that I know how to.

strange_one
02-19-2002, 12:24 AM
<font face="Arial, Verdana" size="2">Originally posted by Nate the Grate:
[BI have a fetish for younger girls[/B]</font>

<font color=FF00FF> uh oh, keep your kid sisters away from nate

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Your Time Will Come

Kalsedony
02-19-2002, 12:40 AM
-I'm a goth who listens to country.
-I'm in love with a guy who usually ignores me, but I still adore him.
-I boss around all the guys that I work with, and they actually do as I say!
-Whenever asked about my weight, I automatically take off ten pounds.
-the sight of (other people's) blood/spit/vomit makes me queasy.
-I can't remember the last time I've read a newspaper.
-I discourage people from becoming friendly with me now, b/c I expect them to have an ulterior motive.
-I dream of becoming a famous actress, yet hate it when people even look at me.
-I need to wash my hair. It's looking pretty nasty...

The exploding boy
02-19-2002, 12:49 AM
<font face="Arial, Verdana" size="2">Originally posted by Helena Handbasket:
she[/i] doing here?"
</font>

SCORE!!!!!!!!!:-x

P.s: don't be silly.

nevermind
02-19-2002, 12:51 AM
<font face="Arial, Verdana" size="2">Originally posted by Kalsedony:
-I'm a goth who listens to country.
-I'm in love with a guy who usually ignores me, but I still adore him.
-I boss around all the guys that I work with, and they actually do as I say!
-Whenever asked about my weight, I automatically take off ten pounds.
-the sight of (other people's) blood/spit/vomit makes me queasy.
-I can't remember the last time I've read a newspaper.
-I discourage people from becoming friendly with me now, b/c I expect them to have an ulterior motive.
-I dream of becoming a famous actress, yet hate it when people even look at me.
-I need to wash my hair. It's looking pretty nasty...</font>


conclusion = grow a brain

Mark LeDrew
02-19-2002, 12:51 AM
<font face="Arial, Verdana" size="2">Originally posted by Kalsedony:
-the sight of (other people's) blood/spit/vomit makes me queasy.
</font>

What about jizz?



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"In the mud, on your knees
Trying hard not to please
Anyone, all the time
Being a rebel's fine
But you go all the way to being brutal"

smiling politely
02-19-2002, 01:13 AM
I have a great family and incredibly supportive parents who I appreciate very much, but I would never really tell them that.

I have an average above 95% in school.

One of the biggest issues in my life right now is that it's my sister's birthday tomorrow and I haven't bought her a present yet.

This is my 1500th post. http://www.netphoria.org/wwwboard/biggrin.gif

Kalsedony
02-19-2002, 01:17 AM
<font face="Arial, Verdana" size="2">Originally posted by Mark LeDrew:
What about jizz?

</font>

Never seen it.

Ammy
02-19-2002, 01:44 AM
-i can't stand myself, mostly due to my weight
-i smoke and drink way too much
-i have been thinking about cutting/burning myself agian lately, but am doing all i can to avoid it. i was going ot get another peircing a night or two ago just to relieve the need for pain
-i burn bugs when i'm smoking outside by myself (ok, not always, but enough to be afraid they're going to come and get me at night in revenge)
-i've spent more time crying in the last week than not (at least when it comes ot awake hours of the day)
-i'm on the verge of tears now
-i hate myself because of it
-i can't wait to get drugs from the psychyatrist tomorrow
-i'm horribly codependant
-I'm a straight A student (even the first three semesters of college) and i'm probably going to just barely pass this semester
-i have been seriously considering dropping out of school for a semester

Starla Cash Star
02-19-2002, 01:50 AM
*I hate the way I look
*I've only been in 1 real relationship
*The guy was 3yrs younger than me
*I didn't loose my virginity until I was 18
*I always seem to attract guys that I know will hate me & never be with me
*I'm falling in love with someone who constantly hurts me & I let him
*I have a webpage that makes me sick but I like the attention I get
*I can't pay any of my bills because I'm contstantly spending my pay checks on stupid things
*I try to be a super hard ass but I'm a scaried cat
*I always feel alone even when I'm not
*I have a collection of porno
*I might be pregnant but I'm too scared to find out
*I use to be in love with my best friend but really found out that I can't stand him
*I'm very submissive

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You want me
To give you everything
You think that
everything starts with me
You want all the rest
After all the best
You don't ever rest and
I can't breathe
Oh yeah
You keep pushing on me (http://www.5tarla.net)



[This message has been edited by Starla Cash Star (edited 02-19-2002).]

ParanoidAndroid
02-19-2002, 02:40 AM
*Im really a bastard inside*
*I dont mind some Celine Dion once in a great while*
*My pubes are getting a little long for this time of year*

Shandi
02-19-2002, 03:37 AM
-I haven't studied for about a week
-I skipped 2 of 3 classes today *shame*
-I think I am going to fail my Astronomy exam tomorrow..because I don't understand the stuff we are talking about
-I sold alcohol to 2 of my underage friends tonight at work
-I can't decide if I like Ryan or Colin more..this is bad because they are roommates
-I suck at card games as well (saw someone else mention it)
-I got a minor consumption violation on January 12th http://www.netphoria.org/wwwboard/frown.gif
-I think I am getting a sore throat

nevermind
02-19-2002, 04:02 AM
<font face="Arial, Verdana" size="2">Originally posted by Ammy:
-i can't stand myself, mostly due to my weight
-i smoke and drink way too much
-i have been thinking about cutting/burning myself agian lately, but am doing all i can to avoid it. i was going ot get another peircing a night or two ago just to relieve the need for pain
-i burn bugs when i'm smoking outside by myself (ok, not always, but enough to be afraid they're going to come and get me at night in revenge)
-i've spent more time crying in the last week than not (at least when it comes ot awake hours of the day)
-i'm on the verge of tears now
-i hate myself because of it
-i can't wait to get drugs from the psychyatrist tomorrow
-i'm horribly codependant
-I'm a straight A student (even the first three semesters of college) and i'm probably going to just barely pass this semester
-i have been seriously considering dropping out of school for a semester

</font>

boo hoo

nevermind
02-19-2002, 04:03 AM
<font face="Arial, Verdana" size="2">Originally posted by Starla Cash Star:

*I always seem to attract guys that I know will hate me & never be with me
*I'm falling in love with someone who constantly hurts me & I let him
</font>

lol, so typical of a "girl".

dumb and pathetic.



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fuck it.

aim - AnotherSpaceJam

tear stained glass
02-19-2002, 04:06 AM
Ok, now for a real time to open up:

- I have escapist fantasies
- I still get good grades and join stuff like the California Scholastic Federation and Academic Decathalon so I might get into a good college
- I can't seem to play guitar for any length of time
- I'm an attention whore
- I wish I could at least bring myself to talk to this one girl in my French class to ascertain if my first conclusion that she was groovy enough to have a crippling crush on was accurate
- I wish I had a closer relationship with my friends, espcially Amanda and Lindsey
- I should appreciate what my parents do for me more
- I'm not sensitive enough to my mother's illness
- I'm an asshole to everyone except Amanda, Lindsey, and Jeanette
- I don't get out enough
- I'm more vain than I let on
- I'm unhappy with my physical appearance
- I don't read as much as I should
- I think I care too much about other people's opinion of me
- I can't dive and for some reason I'm really ashamed of this
- I don't wear my retainers as often as I should
- I have no natural smile (this was verified by my speech pathologist)
- I should be happier
- I wish I could sing
- I air guitar...a lot
- I pretend to be ignorant of certain elements of pop culture to seem cooler
- I still haven't read Cry, The Beloved Country for Academic Decathalon
- I'm too damn materialistic
- I use too many profanities
- I'm jealous of certain aspects of my friends, be it their artistic ability, intelligence, charisma, or whatever
- I get too angry over trivial things
- I value some of my time on Netphoria
- I don't have any substantial problems

BlueStar
02-19-2002, 05:57 AM
-I have problems falling asleep at night
-I often have nightmares about things that happened to me in junior high and about buildings exploding and/or falling down
-I have only really truly been attracted to 2 guys in my entire life
-the other day I sent a really bitchy e-mail to one of those guys
-which resulted in he and I having a mini-fight
-it was our first fight in the 3 years that we've known each other
-which is odd considering all the shit that has happened between us
-we are currently making up
-which is weird/hard since we live so far apart
-I'm not sure whether I truly honestly like this guy or if it is just a major physical attraction
-I blame my parents for a lot of the stuff that happened to me in junior high since I felt/feel like they weren't there for me and did nothing to help me
-which is why I tend not to really appreciate some of the things my parents do for me now since I sorta feel like they owe it to me or something
-when I say "parents" I really just mean my mom
-my dad has never really been anyone/anything to me other than someone who happens to live in the same house as my mom
-when I was in high school I was terrified of my younger brother and his violent tendencies
-things got better between us after I moved away from home
-and now he treats me really well and I actually consider him to be one of my close friends
-I have no close friends here in NYC
-I tend to do most things on my own (i.e. going to concerts, going to movies, going to bars, etc.)
-sometimes I think I've become too independent for my own good
-I'm seeing Bush in concert 2 times next month
-and I'm actually excited about it
-my favorite thing to do is go to concerts
-but I'm never satisfied with just going, I have to be up front and I have to meet and/or hang out with the band
-I have actually made out with a couple of lead singers from some well-known bands
-but I always leave and go home alone before anything acutally happens
-I wouldn't mind just spending my life following around and hanging out with bands
-I feel ugly 85% of the time
-which is a drastic improvement compared to how I felt about myself a couple of years ago
-when I can't sleep at night I tend to post really long posts on Netphoria http://www.netphoria.org/wwwboard/tongue.gif
-I can't handle criticism well
-I'm afraid that I am going to fail at life
-I'm really tired and I can't fall asleep
-I think I smoke too much
-I am really craving sex

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~~Samantha~~
AIM: MercuryAdore

http://homepages.nyu.edu/~sag249/sigankle.jpg

frail_and_bedazzled
02-19-2002, 05:59 AM
yeah, i had some of those nightmares about buildings falling and down and such...but not really anymore. you're in manhattan, right?

Machina Lover
02-19-2002, 01:56 PM
- I've faked orgasms....many a time.
- Only ONE guy was ever able to get me off during sexual intercourse.
- Only TWO with oral.
- Masturbation is the way to go.
- Whenever I use my roommate's ID I call my mom and tell her before I go out...just in case something happens.
- My fake ID with my picture on it will be ready tomorrow.
- I paid $100.
- I hate my body.
- My current boyfriend is someone I think I could settle down with and that scares the shit out of me.
- I don't know if he thinks the same way because he's not always open with his feelings.
- I like hot wax.
- I rarely study and somehow I get amazing grades, I've even been asked to be a TA for the fall.
- I'm a sorority girl.
- I like being a sorority girl.
- Hell, I'm Vice President Public Relations for Panhellenic Association (think governing executive body over all sororities at KU).
- I'm obsessed with Chicago.
- I often wonder why no one wants to see my picture on netphoria...but whatever.
- I'd like to be a little more reserved and quiet.
- I can be kind of a bitchy loud mouth.
- I hope my old roommate dies a long painful death.
- I was born in Canada.

Julian, Porn CONNOISSEUR
02-19-2002, 02:17 PM
I WAS MOLESTED.
I LIKE TACOS.
I MASTURBATE ABOUT 5 TIMES A DAY AND I CUM ON THE WALL INSTEAD OF A RAG OR A TSHIRT. MY WALLS HAVE A COAT OF MY SEMEN.
I LIKE TO STICK MY **** IN GIRLS BUTTHOLES BECAUSE IT FEELS GOOD.
CHEERLEADERS TURN ME ON.


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SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE A LION CHASING A BUTTERFLY!
http://www.noyen.org/images/julian.jpg

jenniferkate
02-19-2002, 02:31 PM
manipulative, have an aversion to pants, don't like being touched, wish i hadn't given up the violin.

[This message has been edited by jenniferkate (edited 02-19-2002).]

scouse_dave
02-19-2002, 02:38 PM
<font face="Arial, Verdana" size="2">Originally posted by Shandi:
-I haven't studied for about a week
</font>

JESUS

H

CHRIST

Mayfuck
02-19-2002, 02:41 PM
<font face="Arial, Verdana" size="2">Originally posted by nevermind:
before i kill myself, i know of several people im taking out with me beforehand.
since you're all self centered pieces of shit, ill let you know that about 4 or 5 people who post here or have posted here will be included.

</font>

I'm self centered. Kill me.

sprawker
02-19-2002, 03:17 PM
-I wear a shirt and tie almost everyday
-I hate how I look
-I think Katie Couric is hot
-I drool when I slept
-I can't drink worth shit
-I like Dave Matthews
-I fall for women I can't have
-I'm a momma's boy
-I'm too nice
-No one on this board knows me
-I care too much about what people think of me
-I never go out on the weekends


AIM: puggbugg

~Rapunzel~
02-19-2002, 03:31 PM
-I am hooked on therepy. i love it
meth is the devil
I can relate to alot people are saying. I have been there and done that
I am 30
I am getting sterilized. I want no children. I have a daughter who is being raised by my bro. I gave up a son for adopt.
I pretty much killed a baby whom was born premature. i could not stop using meth and I had a shitload. Could not throw it away.
I feel I need to be sterilized partly to punish myself.
I am glad my doc is going to fix part of my past c-section scar at no charge.
I have been in mental institutions about 5 times(meth related)
I have had no drugs or drink for 3 yrs.
I am now hooked on working out which is a miracle to me. I could not even take a shower without havin to go lie down after. SOOOOOOOOOOOO much more. I am not coming back here to read any comments on this cause I dont want to be called a murderer by people whom do not understand addiction. Bye.
i am serious when i say i can relate to a hell of alot of what you people are saying

AndySlash
02-19-2002, 05:00 PM
<font face="Arial, Verdana" size="2">Originally posted by Disarmed:
I'm almost 23 and I feel like I've wasted the last 5 years of my life in a relationship with an unfaithful girlfriend.

I think stuffed animals are damn cute (yes, really I do...and I'm a 22 year old, straight guy http://www.netphoria.org/wwwboard/redface.gif)

I'm far too sensitive to others criticisms
I don't know if I'm ugly as hell and that's why no girls ever seem attracted to me or if it's just because I'm intimidating (so I've been told).</font>

-You and I have some things in common. The last couple years of my old relationship were basically a waste. I'm 23 and straight and have a soft spot for stuffed animals. And I can certainly be intimidating.

-I have been trying to stay away from Netphoria. This is my first post in a month or so, and only my third in a couple months. This topic was too intriguing to ignore.

-People who don't know me personally usually think I am an asshole, a pervert, or both. I have heard this countless times. It pisses me off. Once they get to know me, they then see that I am actually a decent person.

-Also, people think I am crabby all of the time. My walking 'style' is usually a 'walk with a purpose', and I don't always have a smile on my face. Thus I am perceived as crabby. I get crabby when people continually ask me if I am crabby. Why can't you ask something like, 'How are you today?' first? It makes a world of difference.

-I am not the friend I should be to a majority of my close friends, many of whom would bend over backward to support me. I am amazed that some of them stick with me.

-The above is largely because I am selfish. It was always a problem in my relationship with my ex, and I struggle with it every fucking day.

-I am a thesis away from graduating with a secondary education degree. I haven't started. And I am not even sure I am going to be a teacher. I am going to Europe for two months in March, and I have no fucking clue what I will be doing when I get back. I will have no job, no place to live, and no direction.

-I collect action figures, play video games, watch wrestling, and, as mentioned before, have a thing for stuffed animals. I ask myself if I am immature. I recently took down all of my posters in my apartment because it bothered me that people might come in and think I am immature. I'm supposed to be graduating and beginning 'real life'- I'm supposed to be mature. The posters were a sign of immaturity. I'm not sure yet if taking them down is/was a good thing or not...

-I never receieved a Netphorian secret santa gift.

-I think, after nearly 7 years, I am finally getting over my first love. This occurs at a time when she is newly single. I am somewhat proud of myself. I still would like to tell her how I have felt the majority of the past few years- I think it would finally bring closure.

-I am currently interested in a young lady who has a boyfriend. There is a connection between us- I feel it. And I *know* she feels it.

-I really should not drink to get drunk. The past few times I have has resulted in some not-so-good things. I accidentally broke a window after a friend locked us out of the fish house and I was pounding on the door for him to let us in. He got glass in his eye and had to go to the ER. I have a rep as an obnoxious drunk, and some friends do not like being around me when I have had a few.

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Fuck You.
Tradelist (http://home.talkcity.com/TwentiesCir/andyslash/Tradelist.html)

Mr MacPhisto
02-19-2002, 05:11 PM
-Frank is a fake name. my real name is Marcux Agusto
-I'm really 31 yrs old
-I work for a government agency
-I have lived in Morocco, Dublin, Guam, Japan, and Vancouver
-I know how to kill a man with my finger
-I'm known as the most dangerous in the agency

THE MACHINA666
02-19-2002, 05:20 PM
<font face="Arial, Verdana" size="2">Originally posted by Eve:
* i've had sex with almost as many people as machina666.

</font>

Lol!

Thermo
02-19-2002, 06:32 PM
* I've visted Netphoria for two years but I've never bothered to post a message.
* You all are pretty much assholes and pessimists... so I thought it was about time to join my clan.
* I don't think I've ever felt passionate about anything.
* I have no idea why I'm doing in my life right now.
* I have a lack of motivation to do things I should be doing.

spaceboy147
02-19-2002, 06:51 PM
- i realize no one here knows me, and therefore don't care about what i say on here.
- as of right now, i'm 3 credits short of graduating this spring.
- i will do anything for those credits.
- its getting hard to deny my feelings for this girl who is moving across the country in a couple months.
- i have no idea how she feels about me.
- i lurked on this board for about 6 months before i registered, and then didn't start posting on a semi-regularly basis until a few months after that.
- i am really, really bad at ending relationships.

eh.

[This message has been edited by spaceboy147 (edited 02-19-2002).]

The Sacred and Profane
02-19-2002, 07:11 PM
<font color=00ccff>Fuck, I'll bite.

-I'm only now getting my driver's lisence. I should've gotten it 2 years ago. Or at least the permit back then.

-I'm an insanely envious person.

-I really don't like where I live.

-I don't like meeting ANY Netphorians, I almost thought of some excuse not to meet Squish Bucket on the day she was coming over. It's not the Netphorian's fault. It's mine. I get so incredibly shy.

-I don't really moderate the boards and I wish I moderated the "General Chat".

-I'm incredibly flexible, I can do cartwheels, somersaults, flips and stuff.

-I used to be incredibly self-loathing. But now, I for no reason...I can't find anything wrong with the way things are.

-I'm 75% Italian, 25% Portuguese.

-I've really never masturbated, and people make me feel uncomfortable when they talk about it.

-I'm scared of airplanes.

-I'm always extremely nice to people. But if someone fucks me over, I never, EVER forget it.

-I have a sickening attachment to the Final Fantasy series.

-I once thought of myself as a conservative, then has a liberal. But now I'm a huge moderate. Not a clueless one either.

-I can't argue. No matter what.

-I love moronic sitcoms.

-Some of my better friends are my online ones, I think that depresses me.

-I avoid people constantly. Sometimes even block them on AIM.

-I don't really ever think about the past much anymore. I'm very much directed on the present and the future.

-I used to be able to write really, really well. But I haven't written an essay, poem, statement, any kind of writing in 6 months.

-My bandmates make me feel inferior a lot.

-I think they're too idealistic and very "Born-Again Christian" about their views of music.

-All kinds of religions are starting to bother me. I think really nowadays, all I really believe in God, Jesus and The Virgin Mary.

-I'm really fascinated by Russian History.

-My dad is a car salesman/mechanic and I understand absolutely nothing about cars.

-I think i'm really fascinated by sex. Fascinated, by itself. Not much more than that.

-I'm incredibly sloppy at everything I do in private, But when around people I'm more proper.

-I'm really afraid of what people think about me.

-I really despise Tori Amos.

-I've stopped becoming friends with people because of their excessive drug usage.

-There's a basis behind that. One of my best friends in 10th grade got into Heroin and completely changed as a person. Because of that and from that point - I've always looked down on drug usage.

-My ex-girlfriend's Uncle is in the Mafia.

-I have a sickening attachment to this hat that is the same color as my font on here. I wear it constantly, It should smell terrible - but it smells like raspberries.

-I dislike it when people touch me.

-I'm really good at Racquet Sports, Volleyball and Soccer.

-I can't dribble a basketball.

-I'm incredibly stubborn. I have to have my way.

-I don't like admitting I'm wrong.

-I love my parents dearly. I don't understand how people can be so spiteful of them.

melancholymystic
02-19-2002, 07:19 PM
-i think someone is hot, last name Harris first name Drew

sickbadthing
02-19-2002, 10:03 PM
someone please archive this.

it's the thread you read and say, "WHOA! AND I THOUGHT I WAS FUCKED UP!"

i need this around when i'm feeling down.

http://www.netphoria.org/wwwboard/smile.gif

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TOOL FUCKING SUCKS (http://www.noyen.org)

http://www.noyen.org/spendlove/hail_luci.jpg

<font face="Arial, Verdana" size="2">I want to carry you to the altar, and I want to fight you with half of a rainbow.</font>

Nate the Grate
02-19-2002, 10:21 PM
<font face="Arial, Verdana" size="2">Originally posted by strange_one:
<font color=FF00FF> uh oh, keep your kid sisters away from nate

</font>

</font color>got any pics?

yesterdays
02-19-2002, 10:24 PM
i admit, iam afraid to stop and think of an honest reply.

Siva1213
02-19-2002, 11:34 PM
I have a fetish for raver or dark looking girls
I like poetry
I am paranoid
I am into Oldies
Old country kicks ass
I have a crush on no ome right now
I'm cynical
I get too attached
I'm agnostic
I think Britney Spears is cool if you're not looking for something deep.
I have drifted away from harder rock in trade for things that are lighter in sound
However, by irony, I am starting to like Marilyn Manson.
I used to be really depressed, but I'm content now
I like the Family Guy (good show, dammit!)

Deege
02-20-2002, 01:22 AM
*I am completely in love with my best friend, but she is a lesbian, so I know I can never be with her.
*She moved away to college and I never see her anymore.
*I am sad and suicidally depressed everyday and I cry myself to sleep everynight. But I know that I could never harm myself.
*I do everything I possibly can for my best friend, and all I have ever asked for in return was a simple phone call, which she promised she would do, but never has.
*I have never truly studied in my life for any school work, and I have always gotten by, I have never failed a class, and rarely gotten a D. I got honors on my senior math proficiency test last year, and I even forgot to bring a calculator, I did it all by hand. Everyone says I am so smart, but yet I always seem to think that I am lost, and behind everyone else.
*I BS my way through life, and I don't know why I even bother getting up in the mornings.
*The only reason I am going to college right now is because my best friend was upset one day and said that she would know noone at this college. I care about her so much, I applied to the school and was accepted. She decided to move 50 miles away to another school a week after I payed my acceptence fee.

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No way to disconnect

Undone
02-20-2002, 03:14 PM
<font color="CC33CC">Me to Deege: "whoa".

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Booty callin--
AIM: Sickly Heroic Me

nevermind
02-20-2002, 03:23 PM
<font face="Arial, Verdana" size="2">Originally posted by Undone:
<font color="CC33CC">Me to Deege: "whoa".

</font>

stupid whore

Xteenmachine
02-20-2002, 04:30 PM
I am not in any sort of education at the moment.
I wish I was.
I don't have any close friends.
I wish I did.
I hate living with my mum, I fear we've spent too long together and something destructive will happen.
I feel uncomfortable around my dad, he thinks I'm gay and that I'm on Drugs.
I am very lazy and unmotivated.
My Mum think there's "something wrong with me" mentally, she's told me this
I visit this board at least twice a week.
I wanna study music but I know my parents will be against it(esp) my dad.
I wanna read, but I'm too lazy.

That's all for now.

sickbadthing
02-20-2002, 05:00 PM
* my only goal in life is to fit a pool ball in my ass and become goatsechris.

* oh yeah, i'm suicidal, my parents don't understand me, i hate my parents, i want to fuck all my friends but it will never happen (oddly enough i want to fuck the guys too but i'm not gay, and i heard you won't be gay as long as you don't swallow cum. is this true?). i also have no life, no job, no girlfriend, i'm incredibly shy, my tits sag and my ass is as big as a doublewide. i haven't had an erection in 3 years and taking viagra only screws up my vison so that everything is blue but i never get a hard on. my pets hate me and i feel that they are only using me because i feed them. i owe all kinds of money to people who are theatening to kill me, i wanted to go to college but i can't figure out the stupid GED and have failed it 10 times. i'm constantly drunk and on drugs and find myself waking up in jail at least one time a week. people call me the town drunk and i call the sherrif barney fife and apparently he doesn't like to be called that because he keeps beating me with his nightstick and hosing me down with a firehose like rambo got done. can't the guy take a joke?

nevermind
02-20-2002, 05:22 PM
<font face="Arial, Verdana" size="2">Originally posted by Deege:
*The only reason I am going to college right now is because my best friend was upset one day and said that she would know noone at this college. I care about her so much, I applied to the school and was accepted. She decided to move 50 miles away to another school a week after I payed my acceptence fee.

</font>

if that doesnt teach you to not give a fuck about girls at all anymore, then nothing will.



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fuck it.

aim - AnotherSpaceJam

dishpan
02-20-2002, 06:31 PM
oh my turn =)

-i cant stick my tongue out very far, nor can i touch the roof of my mouth with it. this of course means i cant blow bubbles, roll my r's, or give my girlfriend head as well as i would like.

-i honestly think that Pet Sounds is better than anything the beatles ever did

-i love working with children but i do not want kids

-i am currently trying to beat the old mario bros series of games

-i never, ever, do the assigned reading for any of my college courses

-ozma > weezer

-i have a thing for younger women

-i look down on ravers

-ive never been to new york

-i think that ZWAN will probably be the greatest music i have ever heard.

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YOU ARE NOT YOUR FUCKING POST COUNT
http://www.foxmovies.com/fightclub/

Never_Nohen
02-20-2002, 07:51 PM
<ul> I love these threads because I'm vain and voyeuristic.
I'm proud of my breasts. Hell, I have awesome breasts. And I take it as a compliment when people stare at them, so stare away.
I fuck around on Netphoria at work, even though I get paid by the hour. And I feel guilty about it, 'cause I have an awesome job and my boss is really nice to me, and has no idea.
I keep buying plane tickets that I can't afford, saying I'll make up for it by working more hours, and then blowing off work for days at a time.
In talking to people and putting together a bunch of incidents in my past, I'm honestly starting to think that I may have a very slight case of Multiple Personality Disorder.
I find this terrifying, but also kind of intriguing. =/
I also seriously believe sometimes that I have supernatural powers. (This, however, is merely the result of reading too many fantasy comics and roleplaying books.)
I tease boys for fun.
I compulsively drink from every single drinking fountain I pass.
I pick at my zits. In class.
I bought my very first porn video last weekend! It's one of only four female-to-male trans porn videos in the world, and I bought it directly from the director. http://www.netphoria.org/wwwboard/biggrin.gif
I've unintentionally started reading all women wearing heavy makeup, and almost all men with facial hair, as transsexual.
In the past two years I've racked up almost a thousand dollars in parking-ticket fines, half of which I've never paid.
I'm always stealing my roommates conditioner instead of going and buying my own.
I haven't been to the gym once yet this year.
I get very little physical pleasure from sex, or physical sensation at all for that matter. I think that may be why I get off on pain, 'cause at least it's something.
Until very recently, I couldn't come except by masturbating to fantasies of non-consentual rape and torture so fucked up that they would leave me feeling nauseous and scared.
I think orgasms are overrated. (Not too surprising, when for years, every orgasm felt like waking up from a nightmare.)
I also didn't tell anybody that for a very long time. Until just now, I don't think I'd told anybody but my lovers, and only a few of those.
My ex said it turned her on. She was a bit a weird...
Wow, that got really dark, really fast.
I've had packages for Brendan and Andy for over a year that I still haven't mailed.
Sometimes, when I don't feel like doing laundry, I just turn my underwear inside out.
[/list]

*goes off to do her Hail Marys*

Never_Nohen
02-20-2002, 07:55 PM
<font face="Arial, Verdana" size="2">Originally posted by Lucy Sky Diamonds:
I like girls as much as I like boys, but you can only date one person at a time.</font>

Oh honey...*hugs* Give me your snailmail address, I have a book you should read.

Skye
02-20-2002, 09:13 PM
* I wish i was a cat
* I like to hate people
* I really think that I will kill someone I love someday
* I dont see myself ever working at a job that I like
* I like my hair and only my hair.
* I think i'm ugly, but less ugly than most.

melancholymystic
02-20-2002, 09:25 PM
i was born Jan,1 my tarot card is death..eep
hmm i worry about myself too much and not about my frineds enough
hmmm oo this is baddddd i used to love spice girls..im so ashamed so so ashamed:0

melancholymystic
02-20-2002, 09:28 PM
http://www.netphoria.org/wwwboard/redface.gif

Imploding_Poptart
02-20-2002, 09:35 PM
<font face="Arial, Verdana" size="2">Originally posted by dishpan:
-ozma > weezer</font>

noo.

raindrops + sunshowers
02-20-2002, 11:22 PM
This thread is more depressing than anything else.