[00:35] pochanike: http://forums.netphoria.org/showthread.php?t=75620
[00:39] pochanike: i've known about it for a long time, grow up
[00:42] Trotskilicious: huh?
[00:42] pochanike: www.myspace.com/pochanike
[00:42] pochanike: see ya
[00:43] Trotskilicious: hey that was like three years ago
[00:44] Trotskilicious: and I'm sorry if i hurt your feelings, i really am.
[00:45] Trotskilicious: hellooooo
[00:45] Trotskilicious: what did you know about for a long time
[00:47] Trotskilicious: awe come on
[00:49] Trotskilicious: i don't understand this at all, i remember you totally, but jeez. What am I supposed to say about this?
[00:49] pochanike: i knew about this post for a long time
[00:50] pochanike: it would be different if you were some noname asshole on the internet
[00:50] pochanike: but i trusted you enough
[00:50] pochanike: and i thought it was cool we got to hang out
[00:50] pochanike: and i was nice when i said you were cute
[00:50] pochanike: because you're not
[00:50] pochanike: and especially not after i saw this post
[00:50] Trotskilicious: who sent it to you
[00:51] Trotskilicious: i mean it's from three years ago though
[00:51] pochanike: i actually google myself once a month
[00:51] pochanike: and i googled this the month after you posted it
[00:52] Trotskilicious: how come you didn't say anything about it until now
[00:52] pochanike: because you're an asshole
[00:52] pochanike: and i didnt care enough to talk to you
[00:52] pochanike: and now that i look good
[00:53] pochanike: you're exactly the type of guy i stay away from
[00:53] Trotskilicious: aw come on
[00:53] pochanike: you're not cute, you're fat and you're superficial
[00:53] pochanike: how ironic
[00:53] Trotskilicious: what was so bad about that thread that i didn't say in that IM convo
[00:54] pochanike: delicious irony is delicious
[00:54] Trotskilicious: everyone is superficial why do you think i'm a virgin
[00:54] pochanike: because you're too ugly to get naked with
[00:54] Trotskilicious: yeah now who's being superficial
[00:54] pochanike: and i thought you were a nice guy and i would have
[00:54] pochanike: but now
[00:54] pochanike: after seeing this thread
[00:54] pochanike: i see that you're nothing but an asshole
[00:54] Trotskilicious: from three years ago
[00:54] pochanike: i've known about it for three years
[00:54] pochanike: why do you think i stopped messaging you?
[00:55] Trotskilicious: and you've been nursing the grudge or what
[00:55] pochanike: i considered you a friend
[00:55] pochanike: and i had a good time with you
[00:55] pochanike: and i thought you were funny
[00:55] pochanike: and that was enough for me
[00:55] pochanike: but obviously, something like that isnt enough for you
[00:55] pochanike: i'm not being superficial
[00:55] pochanike: i would have slept with you anyway
[00:55] pochanike: i would have liked you anyway
[00:55] pochanike: until that post.
[00:56] Trotskilicious: no you shot me down when i told you i was a virgin
[00:56] pochanike: thats for a different reason
[00:56] pochanike: i was planning on using you for sex
[00:56] pochanike: and i wouldnt take your virginity away from you
[00:56] Trotskilicious: oh god i don't want it
[00:56] pochanike: you would have been using me for sex too
[00:57] pochanike: obviously you didnt want me either
[00:57] Trotskilicious: i was scared
[00:57] pochanike: scared because i was so fat
[00:57] pochanike: and ugly
[00:57] Trotskilicious: no
[00:57] pochanike: and i weighed more than you
[00:57] pochanike: well fuck you
[00:57] pochanike: "
She's annoying and weighs more than I do."
[00:57] Trotskilicious: is that the post that made you mad, i mean what am i supposed to say
[00:57] pochanike: so go be annoyed by someone else
[00:57] pochanike: i'm done
[00:57] Trotskilicious: aw this is terrible
[00:58] pochanike: bye.
[00:58] Trotskilicious: all i can say is that i was immature then but i've grown a lot
[00:58] Trotskilicious: and i'm very sorry about that.
[01:00] Trotskilicious: i thought you stopped imming me because of that conversation in the first place
[01:03] Trotskilicious: i've felt bad about this for a while now, and now that you bring it up now, after i thought you would have been away in new york or something really hurts
[01:06] Trotskilicious: i'm still the guy you liked before, i just said something dumb for board schitick, and to get attention.
[01:07] Trotskilicious: i push people away when they get close, i'm terrible about that
[01:10] pochanike: because i didnt care enough to tell you any of this, you're an ugly asshole and now i'm drunk enough to where i dont give a shit if i hurt your feelings
[01:11] pochanike: you should probably stop typing now though


Owned, IMO.

i hope you know that everyone on this board knows what a loser i am

what a fucking bitch.

from teh looks of it you refused him and then he was perplexed as to why or the reasons surrounding it and amused by the bluntness and merely posted something for insight and offered himself up for ridicule as well

psycho ho

uh, hello, thats kinda creepy to hold a grudge for that long.

trots - i'm on your side... this bitch is crazy. we brendans gotta stick together.

Trots has had that name for 3 yrs? Time flies.

http://forums.netphoria.org/showthread.php?t=75620

3 years?!? That's fucking ridiculous...

by the way guys i think it is kind of strange that she's bringing something up from 2004 but i know exactly how she feels

I had this girl in my bed one night and we made out but she didn't seem to be into it. She decided later she was gay, and then told everyone she knew that i was being a drunken lout and i wouldn't let her go. she totally made it seem like I was trying to take advantage of her when she was being drunk and flirty the whole night, saying things like "I want a guy so bad I'll have sex with anyone in this room," and when she didn't seem to want to do it with me, I didn't force myself on her. But still I come out looking like some average drunk jerk.

it sucks when people talk shit about you and you find out about it later, it makes you feel really really awful.

Any pictures of her 3 yrs ago, this needs to be properly laid out I think.

oh how i miss rhinos trademarkfontandtext.

kiwi!!! sup jack

you should cease consorting with drunk mean cunts

you should cease consorting with drunk mean cunts

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that is fucking shallow as hell to do to someone. she should have just talked to you.

yo

Trots has had that name for 3 yrs? Time flies.even more shocking to me was that Alex was already here.

also, it's amazing how in a thread about an IM conversation that Trots had, that Lucy Sky Diamonds guy still managed to make a post about himself that had nothing to do with the matter at hand.

poch if u r still looking to get laid, im the man for the job

i am such as a zombie

woah, boo@pochanike. people say all kinds of crazy things on the internet. ive said some things that people called me out on and then i said "you know what, i was getting carried away and just saying stupid things i don't mean", etc. and we patched things up. holding on to it for 3 years and then trying to belittle the person for something they probably hardly meant at the time and would certainly take back and apologize for now? yikes.

even more shocking to me was that Alex was already here.



I noticed that too, he had registered a month before.

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Stop it. Stop it right now.

who was Quagmire? Affectation or something?

Lucy Sky Diamonds guy still managed to make a post about himself that had nothing to do with the matter at hand.

i noticed that too

anyway, pochanike, we are a family here. we can abuse each other, but you don't get to. fuck off, no one is impressed.

This is the General Chat board, pochanike, I think you meant to click <a href="http://forums.netphoria.org/forumdisplay.php?f=6">here</a>.

trotski you should have deleted this thred the second you saw it

Stop it. Stop it right now.

Go to hell...

[00:54] pochanike: delicious irony is delicious

asdfasdf

who was Quagmire? Affectation or something?******

edit: ahaha his name is censored for some reason. A<d>dam_<m>M

oh thanks for the heads up

damn you and your edit.

woah, boo@pochanike. people say all kinds of crazy things on the internet. ive said some things that people called me out on and then i said "you know what, i was getting carried away and just saying stupid things i don't mean", etc. and we patched things up. holding on to it for 3 years and then trying to belittle the person for something they probably hardly meant at the time and would certainly take back and apologize for now? yikes.

qft

(01:22:49) Brendanius Maximus: well it should make you feel better that i feel shitty, if that was your goal congrats, you made someone with suicidal thoughts feel impossibly worse.
(01:23:57) pochanike: you have no idea how many times i laid in bed drunk with a bottle of pills
(01:24:01) pochanike: wishing i had the balls to take them
(01:24:05) pochanike: and your little post?
(01:24:08) pochanike: it didnt help
(01:24:11) pochanike: welcome to my world.
(01:24:21) Brendanius Maximus: you know i've been like this for as long as i can remember
(01:24:27) Brendanius Maximus: so it's not alien to me
(01:28:37) Brendanius Maximus: i know exactly how you feel
(01:30:15) pochanike: yeah i constantly try to hurt people that have been nice to me
(01:30:20) pochanike: you must know exactly how i feel
(01:30:33) pochanike: you're a jerk and you deserve to be alone
(01:30:35) Brendanius Maximus: i didn't try to hurt anyone
(01:30:51) Brendanius Maximus: i got carried away on the internet under the guise of anonymity because i was scared and i needed advice
(01:34:29) Brendanius Maximus: it was a shitty thread that no one really read and everyone forgot about it
(01:36:01) Brendanius Maximus: the fact that you're briging it up now, in an effort to make me feel bad, is a sign that you still feel terrible about what i said, and the only way to feel better about it is to forive me for saying something stupid on the internet that hurt you.
(01:37:22) pochanike: i dont need your approval now
(01:37:25) pochanike: i know i look good
(01:37:35) pochanike: and i hated myself for looking like that after all the abuse i suffered
(01:37:39) Brendanius Maximus: so why are you bringing this up
(01:37:41) pochanike: and you solidified that
(01:37:46) pochanike: and i felt like shit
(01:38:46) Brendanius Maximus: so why are you bringing this up to make me feel like shit because you had low self esteem
(01:38:56) Brendanius Maximus: do you know how many people make fun of my fat on that board every fucking day
(01:39:02) Brendanius Maximus: people take cheap shots at my depression
(01:39:37) Brendanius Maximus: and i don't hold on to it for years and years, i barely remember anything mean someone said to me on the internet a year ago let alone three
(01:39:43) pochanike: i had really low self esteem
(01:39:45) pochanike: and i trusted you
(01:40:04) Brendanius Maximus: i have really low self esteem too
(01:40:16) pochanike: could have fooled me
(01:40:19) Brendanius Maximus: why do you think that i said mean things to you in the forum
(01:40:22) pochanike: you obviously thought you were better than me
(01:40:25) Brendanius Maximus: or even in the im
(01:40:46) Brendanius Maximus: maybe i don't want people to like me
(01:41:28) pochanike: good thing
(01:41:29) pochanike: because i dont
(01:41:40) Brendanius Maximus: this is ridiculous
(01:47:11) Brendanius Maximus: you know what, if you want to make me feel like shit for something i said three years ago even though I'm trying to connect with you here and apologize then go right ahead, but you have to realize that 1) your thread on my board seriously backfired on you and everyone is telling me to tell you to fuck off because you are being absolutely ridiculous and 2) you are being childish about this. People say dumb things they don't really mean, and that doesn't make you a bad person or anything. You're telling me i was being superficial and yeah i was, but then here you are talking about how you were fat and you felt bad about it means you're just as superficial as I am. I know chicks are evil, but I didn't think someone would hold a grudge for a singluar post someone made on the internet found by googling yourself and then bring it up to someone who you don't even really know, especially since you think i'm some kind of confident cocky asshole which is entirely wrong. The past year has been the worst in my entire life and you're just adding to my problems. Wow great now you made me feel as shitty as you may have felt. Be proud of it. You're no better than you think I am.
(01:48:40) pochanike: maybe you should kill yourself
(01:48:48) pochanike: because i dont give a fuck what anyone on that forum thinks

boy, what a winner. i am sure she will make some fella very miserable one day.

ugh every woman in my life drives me absolutely crazy

like why do i deserve this, am i being punished for being Lee Harvey Oswald in a past life or what?

you don't deserve it, it's just a series of unfortunate events.

like why do i deserve this, am i being punished for being Lee Harvey Oswald in a past life or what?

No...you just happened to come across a petty, hideous bitch who's frigid as fuck.

[01:48] pochanike: because i dont give a fuck what anyone on that forum thinks
[01:48] Trotskilicious: very mature
[01:48] pochanike: yeah, just like you were
[01:48] pochanike: grats
[01:48] Trotskilicious: oh yeah keep telling yourself that it makes it ok
[01:49] pochanike: i never tried to hurt someone who was nothing but nice to me
[01:49] Trotskilicious: i'm mature enough to own up to what i said but you can't be bothered to say "oh well it was three years ago and I'm being fucking ridiculous because I'm drunk and want to make this guy feel bad for what he did to me, even though we barely knew each other and he was talking to his friends."
[01:50] Trotskilicious: you know i didn't try to hurt you
[01:50] pochanike: for not trying you did a damn good job
[01:50] Trotskilicious: i didn't send you the thread and start laughing at you
[01:50] Trotskilicious: and teasing you and manipulating you
[01:50] Trotskilicious: and still
[01:50] Trotskilicious: there was plenty of fucked up shit i said to you in that aim chat that you didn't even seem to care about
[01:51] pochanike: no you did worse
[01:51] Trotskilicious: but the fact that i said that you weighed more than i did crushed your whole life
[01:51] pochanike: you publicly made fun of me
[01:51] pochanike: and you did it thinking it was behind my back
[01:51] Trotskilicious: barely publically
[01:51] Trotskilicious: they don't know you from steve
[01:51] Trotskilicious: that's why i posted it
[01:51] pochanike: but you did
[01:51] pochanike: and i expected more from you
[01:51] Trotskilicious: i wanted to know what the board thought about the situation
[01:51] pochanike: and i trusted you
[01:51] Trotskilicious: trusted me, we talked maybe four times
[01:51] pochanike: well now you know
[01:51] pochanike: grats
[01:51] pochanike: talked?
[01:51] pochanike: lol
[01:52] Trotskilicious: hm
[01:52] Trotskilicious: you trust everyone you meet once at jims
[01:52] Trotskilicious: ?
[01:52] Trotskilicious: or what
[01:52] pochanike: i trust everyone that is nice to me
[01:52] pochanike: until they give me a reason not to
[01:52] Trotskilicious: and that's how you get hurt
[01:52] pochanike: it was a big deal meeting someone from the internet
[01:52] pochanike: it was a big deal believing in someone
[01:53] pochanike: enough to meet with them
[01:53] Trotskilicious: believing in what?
[01:53] pochanike: for me.
[01:53] pochanike: believing that they're not assholes
[01:53] Trotskilicious: well jesus christ you really don't know me at all
[01:53] Trotskilicious: you trusted someone you barely knew
[01:53] pochanike: i'm sorry i misjudged you
[01:54] pochanike: i dont carry baggage from past friendships or relationships to new people
[01:54] pochanike: they dont deserve that
[01:54] Trotskilicious: obviously you do
[01:54] pochanike: no
[01:54] pochanike: you hurt me
[01:54] Trotskilicious: you got all this baggage you're throwing on me right now
[01:54] pochanike: and i'm giving it back to you
[01:54] Trotskilicious: yeah how is that supposed to be good
[01:54] pochanike: its not like someone else hurt me and i'm throwing it on you
[01:54] Trotskilicious: how is that supposed to be mature
[01:54] pochanike: like you can talk about mature
[01:54] Trotskilicious: oh quit giving me this fucking bullshit
[01:55] Trotskilicious: you're the one that's fucking bringing up something to me i said three years ago that i'm apoligizing for
[01:55] Trotskilicious: and you won't accept it
[01:55] Trotskilicious: because it hurt you three years ago and i guess still
[01:55] Trotskilicious: for something stupid someone said on the internet
[01:55] Trotskilicious: something about you being fat
[01:55] Trotskilicious: who gives a shit
[01:55] Trotskilicious: people say i'm fat all the fucking time
[01:56] pochanike: i'm a girl
[01:56] pochanike: and i told you i liked you
[01:56] pochanike: i put myself out there
[01:56] pochanike: and you ripped me apart
[01:57] Trotskilicious: ok you know what this has happened to me so many times that i have lost count
[01:58] Trotskilicious: do you know how many girls i've told i've liked only for them to hurt me and tear me down to nothing?
[01:58] Trotskilicious: and you're getting upset over one post on the internet
[01:58] Trotskilicious: rather than someone sitting in front of you telling you "I don't really like you that way, you're not my type."
[01:58] Trotskilicious: and then never talking to you again
[01:58] Trotskilicious: so don't give me this absolute shit about how i don't know how you feel
[01:59] Trotskilicious: you rejected me because i was a virgin and that made me feel so i made a nasty thread on netphoria to make me feel better
[02:01] Trotskilicious: i mean the first time i made out with a girl she was only manipulating me to prove to herself that she was gay
[02:01] Trotskilicious: and then she made me out to be a drunken lout that was trying to take advantage of her no matter how many times she said no
[02:02] Trotskilicious: and I hated her for a few weeks but then i stopped caring, and plus, if i confronted her about this and she apoligized i would forgive her because the things i liked about her outweigh the stupid things she does to make herself feel better about doing what she did to me.
[02:03] Trotskilicious: oh and she was also pretty fat too so who gives a shit
[02:06] pochanike: i'm glad for you
[02:07] pochanike: sounds like you're the one carrying baggage
[02:07] pochanike: to people that dont deserve it
[02:07] Trotskilicious: what are you talking about
[02:07] pochanike: you got shit on when you opened yourself up by other people
[02:07] pochanike: so you transferred it to me
[02:07] pochanike: i got shit on by you
[02:07] pochanike: and gave it back to you
[02:08] Trotskilicious: no that's not what happened
[02:08] pochanike: big difference
[02:08] pochanike: and if you dont see that
[02:08] Trotskilicious: i didn't shit on you
[02:08] pochanike: then i feel even more sorry for you
[02:08] Trotskilicious: i said something on the internet about you being fat
[02:08] pochanike: thanks
[02:08] pochanike: i needed that
[02:08] Trotskilicious: who cares what you need
[02:08] Trotskilicious: i don't need this shit
[02:08] Trotskilicious: but you're giving me it anyway
[02:08] Trotskilicious: over nothing
[02:10] pochanike: so stop talking to me, like i requested an hour ago
[02:10] Trotskilicious: why don't you block me then
[02:10] Trotskilicious: because what you want is for me to grovel at your feet for breaking your heart
[02:11] Trotskilicious: when this would have all been avoided if you weren't so goddamn crazy that you would google yourself to make sure no one said anything bad about you on the internet
[02:11] pochanike: because i thought you could stop, but obviously you have no control over yourself
[02:11] Trotskilicious: what?
[02:12] Trotskilicious: because i want someone i made to feel shitty to accept my apology and understand that i know how she feels and that's why i want her to accept my apoligize and forgive me?
[02:12] Trotskilicious: for something three years ago?
[02:12] pochanike: good-bye brendan, by the way, i got into veterinary school. have a great life
[02:12] *** "Trotskilicious" signed off at Thu Jul 26 02:12:48 2007.

its pretty funny, when you block someone trillian just says they went offline.

so how come i feel horrible right now

i love how she keeps posting this convo that is making her look bad

i think i did the right thing here but i still feel shitty, course that is the standard state of existance for me

congrats on getting into vet school, maybe you'll meet a nice boy on world of warcraft that you can fall in love with after one conversation and trust with all your heart.

[01:48]its pretty funny, when you block someone trillian just says they went offline.

As does EVERY OTHER IM PROGRAM IN THE FUCKING WORLD you stupid fucking bitch.

i love how she keeps posting this convo that is making her look bad

i think i did the right thing here but i still feel shitty, course that is the standard state of existance for me

congrats on getting into vet school, maybe you'll meet a nice boy on world of warcraft that you can fall in love with after one conversation and trust with all your heart.


She'll have no less than 3 divorces...I can see it now.

man why the fuck do i care, she was annoying as fuck when i met her and she never picked up on how uncomfortable she made me when she was laughing at every goddamn thing that came out of my mouth

"I washed my dog today."
"HAHAHAHAHAHA!"
"Um. Yeah I put him out in the sun so he would dry out faster."
"HAHAHAHAHAHA! I NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT IT LIKE THAT!"
"Well yeah the sun is hot and makes water evaporate."
"HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!"
"And he started whining and crying because he couldn't see me."
"HAHAHAHAHAHA! AWWW!"
O_o

psycho hose beast.

You guys all know how normally I would take an opportunity to flame Trots for shit like this? And come up with some sort of funny remark (that would be actually pretty fucking funny, and a bunch of you would laugh) at his expense?

Yeah, well fuck that. This is some psycho hosebeast who has been "holding back" for three years until she felt she "looked good enough" to post about his. If she really felt this way, she would have addressed it a hell of a lot earlier. What a superficial whore. She'd sleep with anyone? Because she felt bad about how she looked? And now, she thinks she looks "good" and won't?

I hope she dies when she pukes out the last lining of her stomach from her bulimia. This cunt obviously has mental problems, and while Trots didn't exactly handle evenrything in the best possible way, for fuck's sake, this is one crazy ass bitch.

i didn't think that you had low self-esteem when i first encountered you. i think i have a better idea where you're coming from. i know my opinion isn't really relevant here, but i feel like you're in the right. you made it clear that it's not a statement you stand by, and that you feel terrible about it. you're being up front, and not taking jabs.

re: most recent post -- there was this girl who liked me a lot.. and one time i decided to pretend i liked her too and see where it went, and i got very frustrated with the same thing, the HAHAHAAH after everything that's not even funny. it was like some automatic response. maybe it was nerves or osmething, but it was freaking me out.

i hope you don't let this really get to you. you're clearly not trying to hurt her, you were just blindsided with a 3 year grudge. true your original statements may have blindsided her. but if she confronted you at the time, you'd probably have admitted you were wrong and apologized and it wouldn't have grown to this proportion.

seems like there'd be the opportunity for healing if she'd be a bit more mature about it, but i'm not certain that's going to happen any time soon. hope you don't dwell on it man i think you're fine here

BTW, I know it's years later and too late to chastise, but posting her SN is kinda bush dude

There are better things to worry about in life than putting so much of your thoughts into some idiot who can't let go of some random comment...albeit a hurtful one, but certainly nothing painfully scarring or something... Completely lacking in maturity, she is...

:erm: sweet jesus.

it's bad that I remember that original thread because I couldn't figure out if that was supposed to be someone from the board or someone not of netphoria.

re: most recent post -- there was this girl who liked me a lot.. and one time i decided to pretend i liked her too and see where it went, and i got very frustrated with the same thing, the HAHAHAAH after everything that's not even funny. e
I really think they don't realize that we recognize that shit. It's like wearing Eau de Feces

this person got into vet school?

You'd be surprised who makes it that far...

a bit off topic, but the people who are all "you're a virgin?!?!?!?! i will not do youuuuuu!!!!! for ur own gooodz!" piss me off. it should be left to the person to decide if they want to lose it or not. it's nothing on you and you should be at worst honored to do it

this is why i think it's people with low self esteem who won't do it

hosebeast.



I love this word.

And it's totally appropriate. What kind of fucking psycho holds this grudge for 3 years waiting for the best time to spit it back? Also, who the fuck googles themselves every month looking for shit on them?

murgle lets put the past behind us and be friends

delete the thread... do not continue the chat log posting war...

History tells me that this is insincere. But whatever. Sure.

if you've ever been hurt by someone and didnt wish them negative things on them, continue to post.

hey pochanike tell me about your WoW character

pochanike, PM me for hot dickings.

if you've ever been hurt by someone and didnt wish them negative things on them, continue to post.


fucking christ woman, it's been 3 years, get the fuck over it already.

I can assure you that forgiving people that wronged you makes you feel better.

if you've ever been hurt by someone and didnt wish them negative things on them, continue to post.

Is there a point to you posting further?

hey pochanike tell me about your WoW character
+ 1050 damage, 30% crit and 15% hit
mage

i'm kind of a big deal

if you've ever been hurt by someone and didnt wish them negative things on them, continue to post.

This usually makes me feel better:

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Is there a point to you posting further?

hey pochanike tell me about your WoW character

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This usually makes me feel better:

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i'll have you know sir, i didnt click play!

i feel dirty now

BTW if you were really hot now we'd have seen pictures by now. My guess is this is bitterness wrapped in bacon wrapped in cheese

i feel dirty now

lol

dirty is kind of a big deal!

i hear my heart break every day :/

i'll have you know sir, i didnt click play!

I guess you will never know what feeling better is all about then.

I guess you will never know what feeling better is all about then.


NEVAR!

BTW if you were really hot now we'd have seen pictures by now.
O RLY

I just realized that I cracked 1K...

BTW if you were really hot now we'd have seen pictures by now. My guess is this is bitterness wrapped in bacon wrapped in cheese

check the original post, the link is there noob

i fapped to your pic like 10 times already.

BTW if you were really hot now we'd have seen pictures by now. My guess is this is bitterness wrapped in bacon wrapped in cheese
I thought thats what her myspace was for.

Trots, just forget this crazy bitch, you really have nothing to feel bad about.

you know the big thing about this is that it just took me by surprise. you know i want to lose my virginity but it seems all my chances are with girls with more issues than newsweek and I have plenty of goddamn issues myself. girls with issues always force them on their boyfriends and make them deal with their craziness and I just do not have the inclination to deal with other people's shit.

I don't want to have sex with someone that I didn't particularily like all that much just so I could say I'm not a virgin anymore. I mean this would have been an even more painful disaster if I did say "yes lets have sex." Because I didn't dig her that much, she just wasn't my type no matter if she weighed 160 pounds or 350. So I don't know what she would would have hurt more, a one night stand with someone she "trusted" or discovering a stupid comment about her size on an internet message board that has nothing to do with her.

Thanks for the support everyone, especially the unexpected positive post from Mike as well as the very well reasoned posts from Jerome. I don't feel nearly as bad about this with y'all's support and I'm sure this will make a funny story for work, parties, whatever. I think I did all I could to help her understand that she's only hurting herself with this whole ordeal and that I am sympathetic and undertanding to how she feels since I've been through the same things. But like I said, if I confronted somone that hurt me and they apoligized, I would immediately forgive them and try to mend broken bridges. Holding grudges makes you feel worse, and I already shared my experience with hearing through the grapevine unflattering stories told about you by someone you were nothing but tender with.

oh yeah and about the posting of the SN, it was three years ago before i really understood the power of google (Sama<nt>ntha Galin<an>g-Gadd<as>y will suck your cock if you're famous). Also I really can't believe people google themselves. The lesbian who I kind of made out with has a blog but I sure as fuck wouldn't ever read it to find out the awful things she said about me in public. Because I'm grown enough to understand that people talk shit to hide things, to make themselves feel better, and to cope with things that are painful. Everyone in the whole world does it, and it doesn't make it right, but when they profusely apoligize for hurting them because that was never their intention, I just don't see how you can be high and mighty about the fact that you've now caused someone to feel as bad as you made them feel.

I thought thats what her myspace was for.

Trots, just forget this crazy bitch, you really have nothing to feel bad about.

.

I just realized that I cracked 1K...
NO ONE FUCKING CARES

The lesbian who I kind of made out with has a blog but I sure as fuck wouldn't ever read it to find out the awful things she said about me in public.

many lesbians are thankful to you for helping them become lesbians. GG.

NO ONE FUCKING CARES

It was a realization you dipshit.

And warlocks > mages.

NO ONE FUCKING CARES


OMG I CARE YOU FAGGOT
I'M GOING TO KILL MYSELF LIKE TROSK WANTED TO NOW!!

from left to right you have: me, whatcolor, trots and nimrod.



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many lesbians are thankful to you for helping them become lesbians. GG.


I'm sure someone like you has converted quite a few guys already...

NO ONE FUCKING CARES

post/av lol

OMG I CARE YOU FAGGOT
I'M GOING TO KILL MYSELF LIKE TROSK WANTED TO NOW!!


seriously, why are you still here? you've done your job of posting these "embarassing" IM convos, no? Go back to your cave, crazy.

many lesbians are thankful to you for helping them become lesbians. GG.

look at the maturity. you blocked me at aim but you can't get enough.

you're 25 years old already, grow up and move on.

It was a realization you dipshit.
Well that changes everything then, doesnt it. Dickhead.

And warlocks > mages.

i have a level 70 warlock as well :)

warlocks > than everyone but rogues and ms warriors

i'm actually pvping on her right now

many lesbians are thankful to you for helping them become lesbians. GG.

You are way off here missy! Everyone knows that lesbianism is the work of Satan.

Well that changes everything then, doesnt it. Dickhead.

Actually it does, you fucking eunuch.

do you have a Rupture account?

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i am eyore

seriously, why are you still here? you've done your job of posting these "embarassing" IM convos, no? Go back to your cave, crazy.

to piss you off.

do you have a Rupture account?


if so, i will have it deleted

look at the maturity. you blocked me at aim but you can't get enough.

you're 25 years old already, grow up and move on.

QQ

if it makes you feel better, i am a pig with a stammer.

what is qq

You are way off here missy! Everyone knows that lesbianism is the work of Satan.


i thought only catholics thought that

to piss you off.


you're really not pissing anyone off, you're just looking more dumb by the minute. just fyi.

if so, i will have it deleted

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am i tigger? that would make my night

if it makes you feel better, i am a pig with a stammer.

everyone deserves a chance to be great to someone else

threads like this remind me of why i love this board so much

you are indeed!

FUCKING YES!!!!!!!!!!! YEAH!@!!!!!!

i thought only catholics thought that

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you're really not pissing anyone off, you're just looking more dumb by the minute. just fyi.


omg looking dumb on the internet to a bunch of losers who have never had their dick in a vagina

wow i'm such a failure!!

v. true, because i don't have a dick.

I'm sure someone like you has converted quite a few guys already...

only one, and i was 14

but i think he and his twin had experimented already :x

omg looking dumb on the internet to a bunch of losers who have never had their dick in a vagina

wow i'm such a failure!!

hey guys it's the standard refrain

we've had our dicks in so many places, you can't even imagine. spew facts or spew somewhere else. that's kind of our credo.

v. true, because i don't have a dick.

sorry i forgot to ******* dykes with strap ons

that says in clude... wow this board is dumb

www.theforum.com imo

j, you were in my dream last night. you were swimming with sharks.

i'm like the only virgin over 20 on this board now, aren't I?

sharks!!!

we've had our dicks in so many places, you can't even imagine. spew facts or spew somewhere else. that's kind of our credo.

:)

i hate to leave in the midst of all this posting, but i've gotta get to sleep. goodnight to the true netphorians.

yeah. i was walking down a pier and looked down and there you were- swimming with sharks! and you didnt get eaten or anything.

then i just continued walking down the pier.

omg looking dumb on the internet to a bunch of losers



Ah crap, you're not going to come back 3 yrs from now are you?

of course she is. we called her a psycho hosebeast. she'll harbor resentment for 3 or 4 years, and then return! and... prove us all right.

and on that note. I'm going to bed.

i should email this thread to her July 26, 2010.

we've had our dicks in so many places, you can't even imagine. spew facts or spew somewhere else. that's kind of our credo.

pics or it didnt happen

tits or gtfo

banplz

i should email this thread to her July 26, 2010.


no, she'll find it when she googles her own name every month

banplz

QQ

you've definitely got the highest ratio of unoriginal internet sayings to regular posts

perhaps ever

she told me she was drunk and that's why she had the courage to IM me about this three years after the fact

maybe she'll find this thread when she's sober and realize how foolish she's been.

she told me she was drunk and that's why she had the courage to IM me about this three years after the fact

maybe she'll find this thread when she's sober and realize how foolish she's been.

doubtful, you're an asshole to someone who was nice to you

plain and simple.

QQ
;_; ?

doubtful, you're an asshole to someone who was nice to you

plain and simple.

I once dated a heartless, overly simplistic bitch like you...

doubtful, you're an asshole to someone who was nice to you

plain and simple.

and you're being a ridiculous bitch to someone that apoligized for inadvertantly hurting you.

like you would be justified if this happened two weeks ago but jesus lord in heaven it was THREE YEARS AGO.

[00:54] pochanike: delicious irony is delicious

It reminds me of that Christmas episode of the Simpsons with Gary Coleman when Ralph says "Fun toys are fun."

Well, needless to say this bitch sounds like a complete fool, but most importantly, it isn't like she embarrassed anybody other than herself, who shall be ridiculed for the rest of her days for being so hilariously idiotic as to storm on here trying to attack someone. Someone should shit on her myspace page.

Someone should shit on her myspace page.

go ahead and try

doubtful, you're an asshole to someone who was nice to you

plain and simple.

fucking hell bitch - he tried to say sorry but you wouldn't accept it. what the fuck do you want him to do? invent time travel and beat the 2004 brendan over the head just before he was about to post that convo, and then post a love letter instead?

Someone should shit on her myspace page.

Someone will surely do this to her face one of these days...and potentially piss on it too... She might as well be a fucking toilet bowl.

go ahead and try
Shut up you ugly fatty. Nobody cares about what you have to say because you aren't beautiful.

go ahead and try

it's really too bad we can't spam her page with hideous hentai bloodporn

its a damn shame that you have to be someone's friend to post comments about them.

I love how clever she must've thought her response to me was at first. It's like she went, "Aha! You can't physically shit on something like a webpage! Man, what an idiot. I'll show him."

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it's really too bad we can't spam her page with hideous hentai bloodporn


oh yeah too bad

because i give a fuck what some ugly, fat ass loser who cant pass a class in college because you're too addicted to pot thinks

duovamp i take back every mean thing i ever said about you

I love how clever she must've thought her response to me was at first. It's like she went, "Aha! You can't physically shit on something like a webpage! Man, what an idiot. I'll show him."


no it's because you have to be friended, idiot

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keep wishing son

no it's because you have to be friended, idiot

To shit on a myspace page.

Friended.

And you can take a physical shit on it.

Friended.

That's all it takes.

A miracle, this modern age.

oh yeah too bad

because i give a fuck what some ugly, fat ass loser who cant pass a class in college because you're too addicted to pot thinks

1) i graduated from college.
2) loser? How many 70s do you have on WoW? and what is a winner doing up at 3:30 in the morning trying their best to get retribution over a comment made three years ago about them on a messageboard because they're too fucking naive to understand that you don't trust people you meet once in person and have two or three IM convos.
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4) oh yeah the pot thing, major reason why you aren't my type. I want my girl to be able to take viscious bong rips (<3 Sarah SIlverman <3).

keep wishing son

its a time stamp, get over yourself.

oh yeah too bad

because i give a fuck what some ugly, fat ass loser who cant pass a class in college because you're too addicted to pot thinks
well you're still posting

1) i graduated from college.
2) loser? How many 70s do you have on WoW? and what is a winner doing up at 3:30 in the morning trying their best to get retribution over a comment made three years ago about them on a messageboard because they're too fucking naive to understand that you don't trust people you meet once in person and have two or three IM convos.
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4) oh yeah the pot thing, major reason why you aren't my type. I want my girl to be able to take viscious bong rips (<3 Sarah SIlverman <3).


3 70s on wow while working full time and making a 3.8 in college. all at the same time. WOW!!!

and i smoked a quarter sack of weed a day while i made a 4.0 in summer school off a five foot bong.

realize that you dont know me, and yeah i trust people that seem like they're being nice to me... stupid me.

you know she would have had her satisfaction of making me feel crappy if she blocked me and left it at that

but now i'm getting major laffs out of this since she's taken this to my board. It's like she's desperately trying to deny the fact that she's being crazy and irrational by just being more crazy, insulting, and irrational.

Is that a dude in that picture?

3 70s on wow while working full time and making a 3.8 in college. all at the same time. WOW!!!

you must not have many friends.

Is that a dude in that picture?


Don't you know, it's a fucking tranny.

i like the quarter sack of weed a day comment too

like wow that's a serious drug problem.

i had to stop smoking for a while after i was blowing through a half ounce a week

...

alright guys have fun in 1995 with bullet with butterfly wings

goodnight

Another scathing retort from pochanike. Utterly brilliant.

i like my girls to have a scathing wit.

alright guys have fun in 1995 with bullet with butterfly wings

goodnight
thanks, we will :)









...you rabid slore.

i think the scariest part about all this is that potentially, for each one of us, there is some psycho out there, brooding over some petty offense committed by you years ago. it meant nothing to you at the time and you probably forgot about it. But there they are, nursing their rage until one day they exact their revenge.

Trots, i think you should feel lucky that all she did was post an IM conversation. Who knows how many bodies she has buried under her house.

yours is next, man made meat

thanks, we will :)









...you rabid slore.

Though, when I look back on it, I forgot they released an album less than three weeks ago. Have fun living in 7/10/07, with all the other cavemen... and horse drawn carriages... and typewriters....

Even putting her in the anti-SP2 crowd, Machina was in 2000.

she's iming me again

Go get her Trots, go get her...

Give her the ultimate AIM insult... the alphanumeric penis.

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O W N E D !

i think the scariest part about all this is that potentially, for each one of us, there is some psycho out there, brooding over some petty offense committed by you years ago. it meant nothing to you at the time and you probably forgot about it. But there they are, nursing their rage until one day they exact their revenge.


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Yeah, I'd stay away from her campus.

If you know what I mean.

where'd darlene conner go?

no You Said that.

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sorry, i'll never get over your username

every time i read it i hear michael clarke duncan screaming "BUT DWIGHT! YOU SAAAIIIID!" from Sin City.

She looks like that guy who played a week on Conan

http://z.about.com/d/crime/1/0/U/7/jwhite.jpg

I'd hit it. He looks gentle and kind.

yeah jack white is pretty enough that it would't be gay if you fucked his ass

Long hair and a fair complexion. Cannot go wrong with that!

QQ is supposed to be like tears; it's an alternative to ;_; or T_T in case you haven't figured it out, trots

I already said that :S

You said ";_;?" which trotsky might not have understood. I was clearing it up for everyone.

yeah i should have assumed that

i think she actually finally forgave me. she was upset that i started making fun of her in this thread but i didn't apoligize for that since i was being harrassed for over, what was it, five hours?

So you guys are going to have smashing sex now?

i'm sorry i missed this

what a petty stupid bitch

you don't need forgiveness from anyone like this

this is a pretty crazy thread.

So if im hearing this right, you made her get thin and feel good about herself and shes mad at you for that?

I wouldnt wish this bitch on anyone. I think it speaks for you that everyone, even nimrod has come out to defend you on this. What a silly cow.

hey trots are you still a virgin?

is this ask a stupid question day

it's a pretty straight forward question.

yeah and there's no fewer than three times where your question has been answered in this thread.

didn't feel like reading through it all, sorry.

so are you going to fuck this fat bitch already? she obviously still wants it...

ugh

back on ignore

lol.

seriously though, you guys need each other.

Is that a dude in that picture?
nah, it's the typical myspace "attempting to hide how fat i really am" photo with the from above angle headshot, hair down around the sides of the face and blending into a like-colored shirt

i'm like the only virgin over 20 on this board now, aren't I?
doubtful. in fact definitively, no.

Reading a pochanike IM conversation is akin to reading Choke.

ruh roh!
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3 words in and there's a nails-on-chalkboardesque grammatical error

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She's annoying and weighs more than I do.

But still...

DAMN YOU PENIS!

ahahahahahaha

I'm an biomedical science/ichthyology major

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trots if you still want to fuck her i think we found your in

hahaha

i bet she emailed this guy and went off even worse than on trots
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The main picture on her myspace is misleading. Jack White is much more attractive. Sorry for the unfair comparison, Jack.

her interests on livejournal incl<sjk>ude veganism and vegetarianism.

sorry toots, nobody gets that big by eating beans and sprouts

wow

edit: i meant the blog entry, and it is strange considering the trotsky connection there.

trots if you still want to fuck her i think we found your in

i have an absolutely lovely red backless evening gown. very understated.

i have an absolutely lovely red backless evening gown. very understated.

you must have felt awkward at lane bryant with all the big fat black ladies around

ugh i wanted this thread shut down because i anticipated it would be ownage of trots on a level so pure i would end up sympathizing with him but instead it turned into massive fail


instead of using his mod powers and deleting the thread like any mature person would do he dragged it out like he does every argument, determined to get the last word. having all his board buddies back him up is pretty lame, too. id give the whole whopping 170$ i ahve in the bank to undo all the personal garbage i dumped online


i can certainly see how trots and this girl came to know each other. both are very immature. if you want a date, start dieting and exercising and drag yourself out to a bar everynight instead of feeding your WoW addiction/crutch and telling yourself you cant go do what you want because youre too fat so you might as well smoke weed, eat 2 pies, and log on

ITT: trots is a worm, makes no effort to conceal it because its his best shot at attention

you must have felt awkward at lane bryant with all the big fat black ladies around

quite the opposite. I felt at home. I felt...SASSY.

ugh i wanted this thread shut down because i anticipated it would be ownage of trots on a level so pure i would end up sympathizing with him but instead it turned into massive fail


instead of using his mod powers and deleting the thread like any mature person would do he dragged it out like he does every argument, determined to get the last word. having all his board buddies back him up is pretty lame, too. id give the whole whopping 170$ i ahve in the bank to undo all the personal garbage i dumped online


i can certainly see how trots and this girl came to know each other. both are very immature. if you want a date, start dieting and exercising and drag yourself out to a bar everynight instead of feeding your WoW addiction/crutch and telling yourself you cant go do what you want because youre too fat so you might as well smoke weed, eat 2 pies, and log on

my feelings exactly. this thread has only proven that both of these individuals are worthless pieces of shit at life. They deserve each other.

by the way alex, i don't know if you noticed but i think everyone has you on ignore.

paranoid, get lost. you're still mad about some bullshit from the sp board.

paranoid, get lost. you're still mad about some bullshit from the sp board.

I thought you put me on ignore :D

yeah keep responding this will be productive

rather than argue about it ill just say your mental health is something you have to tend to and guard carefully. noone can take it for granted

productive?

i know you guys, totally.

trots i'm only trolling you i actually <3 u.

zeitgeist sucks

yep

methinks all women are fucking crazy

i wasn't gonna read this thread at work earlier, this is the golden moment;

omg looking dumb on the internet to a bunch of losers who have never had their dick in a vagina

wow i'm such a failure!!

then why the fuck do you care so much about what someone said on the same board 3 years ago?

up with trots, down with internet stalker psycho bitches

methinks all women are fucking crazy

it's because of the men they love.

They're crazy for cock. Lesbians are much more stable.

i just want to state for the record that i have had my dick in a number of vaginas

i have too if by dick you mean foot and by vagina you mean shoes

sad thread

eff that chick

I came here merely to apologize to Trots and everyone else on the board for introducing this drama years later. To be honest, I should have talked to him when my friend linked me the thread (it was a friend of mine who saw it, not me googling myself for the record... which was a bit more embarrassing). It's a good thing to have friends like this Trots, even on the internet.

There is no excuse for the way I behaved, but he and I did meet and I put myself out there. Then I saw that thread. And as some of you have stated repeatedly it has been 3 years and I didn't feel like the things he was saying in AIM were truthful in the least. He and I discussed it further and I realize now that he was sincere in his apology. Someone hurting you like that when you make yourself vulnerable to them is probably the worst feeling in the world. I'm sure more than one of you knows what that feels like, and yeah I've been carrying it around with me for too long. I just never had the courage to confront someone that would do that to me.

And contrary to what was stated, that thread is not what made me lose the weight that I did (which for the record was 175 pounds, no easy feat no matter how you slice it). I was already working on repairing myself when I met him, and that thread sure set me back a bit where my already suffering self-esteem was concerned. When I met Trots I had just been through what was probably the worst relationship possible, he was the first person I met about 6 months past getting out of an abusive relationship. I probably shouldn't be putting this out there, but it's in a way to perhaps explain why it hurt me so much.

It has been a long time and I'm willing to admit that I messed up with this thread. So again, to everyone, I apologize.

Thats not as funny to me.

Repairing yourself? How about 'bettering' yourself.

There is nothing wrong with being a little overweight.

we can fix her, we have the technology.

Repairing yourself? How about 'bettering' yourself.

There is nothing wrong with being a little overweight.

Well I had struggled with weight ever since I stopped playing sports, and during that relationship my weight ballooned up. I wasn't used to looking/feeling like that, hence the term repair. Being overweight is fine, if you're happy that way... I just wasn't :)

we can fix her, we have the technology.

If I had the money I would have had a doctor suck that crap outta me. But alas, I was left with nothing but good ol' fashioned hard work.

Stupid broke...

Well, we at Netphoria only want your happiness. Thank you for being mature about the issue at hand. Now we can all move on.

Well, we at Netphoria only want your happiness.

ROFL

<3

See you guys, you all have my handle for every messenger I have... apparently.

what i wanna know is if she went psycho on this abusive ex of hers too.

well we all learned one thing in this thread.

why am i cashboy

wow, this bitch is crazy. 3 fucking years, you shouldnt feel any guilt trots

I came here merely to apologize to Trots and everyone else on the board for introducing this drama years later. To be honest, I should have talked to him when my friend linked me the thread (it was a friend of mine who saw it, not me googling myself for the record... which was a bit more embarrassing). It's a good thing to have friends like this Trots, even on the internet.

There is no excuse for the way I behaved, but he and I did meet and I put myself out there. Then I saw that thread. And as some of you have stated repeatedly it has been 3 years and I didn't feel like the things he was saying in AIM were truthful in the least. He and I discussed it further and I realize now that he was sincere in his apology. Someone hurting you like that when you make yourself vulnerable to them is probably the worst feeling in the world. I'm sure more than one of you knows what that feels like, and yeah I've been carrying it around with me for too long. I just never had the courage to confront someone that would do that to me.

And contrary to what was stated, that thread is not what made me lose the weight that I did (which for the record was 175 pounds, no easy feat no matter how you slice it). I was already working on repairing myself when I met him, and that thread sure set me back a bit where my already suffering self-esteem was concerned. When I met Trots I had just been through what was probably the worst relationship possible, he was the first person I met about 6 months past getting out of an abusive relationship. I probably shouldn't be putting this out there, but it's in a way to perhaps explain why it hurt me so much.

It has been a long time and I'm willing to admit that I messed up with this thread. So again, to everyone, I apologize.
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So, I haven't read anything past the first page, but...

What the fuck is going on in this thread?