cuz i do. almost every day. i really suffer from being an over-indulged child; i was constantly told how smart and talented i was and now i just feel like i've let the world down :( truly, the whole world.


but then, you know, i think it could be a lot worse. i could wear oakley sunglasses and drive some big ugly car and listen to raggae or the deftones or something. as much as i hate myself sometimes, i hate others more. except for like, brilliant people, talented artists/musicians, eccentric old professors and teachers, and mountainmen.


fuck everybody, this is YOU. i really hope you die. and if anybody on this board can't see what's wrong with these people, then fuck you, too.

http://projectimplicit.net/nosek/photos/car.jpg

http://www-personal.umich.edu/~hilljc/images/VLAtrip/trip_todd_gimme-a-new-car.jpg

http://www.s-o-u-l.com/soul/Randy%20in%20Amalia's%20new%20car.jpg http://www.met.sjsu.edu/staff/acevedo.jpg http://www.ucair.med.utah.edu/zeng/family.jpg http://www.argonotes.com/Images/2004/unwinding-1.jpg

no

yes;

Originally posted by Sean Casey
no

oh, then fuck you

but i'm a brilliant artist
wait until you see my motion picture

what did raggae ever do to you

Originally posted by Sean Casey
but i'm a brilliant artist
wait until you see my motion picture

i'm jealous :(

Originally posted by 2Marlon2Brando
what did raggae ever do to you

don't ask stupid questions

yes, i do.

wow, aren't we a misanthropist.


...boy, i'm glad i sold my oakley shades. :erm

http://www.askuncleralph.com/Jeff.JPG http://www.tradewinds-kauai.com/gallery3/X-Mas%20Party%20Tiff%20&%20Jeff.JPG


well holy shit

while doing a search for people i consider to be assholes, i came across pictures of an old friend of mine

http://coping.heterogeneous.org/ghost_hunt/

(her name is ******, and she's gotten fat)

all those people have what you don't have

Originally posted by RopeyLopey
all those people have what you don't have




well, i don't want it, if that's the case

Originally posted by DeadSwan
and she's gotten fat)

wtf

Originally posted by Sean Casey


wtf

well, compared to what she used to be like...she was rail-thin when i knew her

Originally posted by DeadSwan





well, i don't want it, if that's the case the first couple is simply tragic

Originally posted by RopeyLopey
the first couple is simply tragic

can't you see? OAKLEYS. god. thats the WORST.

whats wrong with them? they have friends, lovers, JOBS!!!???? you suffer from jealousy

i don't see anything wrong with those people :confused:

everyone in this thread is a loser. including me. and especially sean casey.

Originally posted by Hera
whats wrong with them? they have friends, lovers, JOBS!!!???? you suffer from jealousy



i have all of those things, too. well, except for a lover. i can remedy that any time i want, though. problem is i usually like people who are out of league and b/c i refuse to settle for anything i consider sub-par, i end up alone. i also tend to fall for a lot of fags.

Through early morning fog I see
visions of the things to be
the pains that are withheld for me
I realize and I can see...

That suicide is painless
it brings on many changes
and I can take or leave it if I please.

I try to find a way to make
all our little joys relate
without that ever-present hate
but now I know that it's to late, and...

That suicide is painless
it brings on many changes
and I can take or leave it if I please.

The game of life is hard to play
I'm going to lose it anyway
the losing card I'll someday lay
so this is all I have to say

That suicide is painless
it brings on many changes
and I can take or leave it if I please.

The only way to win is cheat
and lay it down before I'm beat
and to another give my seat
for that's the only painless feat

That suicide is painless
it brings on many changes
and I can take or leave it if I please.

The sword of time will pierce our skins
it doesn't hurt when it begins
but as it works its way on in
the pain grows stronger...watch it grin but...

That suicide is painless
it brings on many changes
and I can take or leave it if I please.

A brave man once requested me
to answer questions that are key
is it to be or not to be
and I replied 'oh why ask me?'

'Cause suicide is painless
it brings on many changes
and I can take or leave it if I please

...and you can do the same thing if you please.

Originally posted by Jerome
i don't see anything wrong with those people :confused: there's something wrong with all of them.

Originally posted by RopeyLopey
there's something wrong with all of them.


THANK YOU

Originally posted by RopeyLopey
there's something wrong with all of them.
and they're ugly as fuck.

man i was being ironic when i said no

Originally posted by Sean Casey
man i was being ironic when i said no

i know, jesus christ


what do you take me for, some kind of dunce?

you might not want to hear this, but...

sometimes i feel like a loser, of course, but most of the time i like my life. maybe that is dumb, because it's not like i'm truly cool, terribly bright, or awesome looking, but the way i see it is that this is the only life i've got so there's no way i can let myself feel awful about it. plus, i listen to reggae, which enriches my life. well, maybe or maybe not, but i do like reggae and it does make me feel good to listen to it. anyway, i figure i might as well not dwell on my "shortcomings" or fixate on terribly high standards, because i am who i am and fuck anyone who thinks i'm not enough, and i'll die soon anyway.

my mom, however, is still waiting for me to become a hardbody PhD married to an aweome man, and she thinks i need to achieve these goals yesterday, all the while living close to home. her goals for me piss me off. i'm down with amblng through life.

but those people above do seem fairly awful.

yes. i don't like myself very much at all, and i have large amounts of hate towards most of the world. i'm still pretty happy and awful people amuse me, though.

Originally posted by mirrar
and awful people amuse me, though. you are amused by the people on the above posted pics, too?

Move to a lovely little place called Auburn, Wa.
If you can go out anywhere in public there and still feel like a loser, you probably are.